Since Zuo Zhan's phone call, he hasn't contacted me to make a wish again.
She didn't care about it, and even very much hoped and expected that he would withdraw from her life forever.
For more than a month, it was very simple, but also very warm.
Xi Yan is really very good to her, almost surpassing everything, and he has no secret of his deep love and deep love.
He would cook in person every day, take care of her diet, urge her to take medicine on time, and take her on dates everywhere. Romantic surprises were everywhere.
She will also take her as a child, create a gorgeous fireworks rain, hold her hand and pray together, draw drawings in person, customize pet nests and slides for big Wang Erwang, and accompany her to church and attend mass services.
The signs of wish onset are becoming more and more obvious, and the condition of the body is getting worse and worse.
She sat alone on the bay window, looking out at the haze of the sky.
Completely immersed in her own thoughts, so that when Xi Yan came back, she didn't notice. When he came near, he suddenly came from home, which startled her.
"What are you thinking?" He faintly, Yu Guang had already caught a glimpse of the small suitcase packed out by making a wish not far away, and his eyes were heavy.
Wishing moved his eyes, "ah Yan..."
When the words came to his mouth and stuck, it was worth saying, "are you finished?"
"I'm finished with a little thing in my father's company." Xi Yan sat beside her and naturally hugged her and leaned against his shoulder. "Do you have anything to say? Say it. I'll listen."
Make a wish, close your eyes, slowly take a deep breath, "I want to move out..."
"It's not a problem. Let's get to the point." He said in a heavy tone.
"Let's... Break up." She finally said it, but her heart was not as relaxed as she thought.
Xi Yan was silent.
I made a wish and didn't speak again.
After a long time, Xi Yancai said again, "is it because of your illness? If it's this, I don't accept it, and I can't accept it!"
Because his girlfriend is seriously ill, he agrees to break up. What's the difference between this and abandoning casually? Is Xi Yan such an irresponsible person?!
He gently held the wish, held her hand and gently rubbed her palm. "There is still hope. People who match the bone marrow can be found at any time and can be treated. I never thought of giving up, and you can't give up like this!"
"Ah Yan." Wishing raised his eyes, "do you know what your face looks like recently? When you go out, do others say you are haggard and much thinner, and how many hours do you sleep every day? Take care of me during the day, accompany me, and sneak into my room every other period of time at night to check my condition, whether I have a fever, cough and can't sleep well..."
What she fears most and doesn't want most is that others sacrifice because of her, "what are you in love for? Find a person who agrees with each other and love each other for a lifetime. Now, you pay such sacrifices for me..."
"I will!" Xi Yan interrupted with a heavy tone.
Wishing moved his eyes and took out his hand, "but I don't want to."
Care is good and everyone needs it.
But if this care is mixed with sympathy and compassion, she can't accept it even on the basis of love and with the nature of wishing!
She is such a person. She will never show weakness in any difficulty, any crisis, even when bad luck comes.
Show weakness to who? There was no one behind her. She didn't even rely on support. Maybe there was Ji Fang. However, he didn't have his own life, and she didn't want to drag him down.
"Is this love? Are you my girlfriend?" Xi Yan changed his mouth.
Without waiting for her to speak, he added, "between lovers, pay a little and sacrifice some. What can it be? Maybe..."
He put his hand on his forehead and rubbed the center of his eyebrows. He recalled this period of time. Since he felt that his wish body was getting worse, he was more cautious. Even big Wang Erwang occasionally threw himself at her. He was frightened and cared whether she could eat well and sleep well
Unconsciously, he not only regarded her as a lover, but also classified her as a patient.
But completely forget that the strong nature of wishing is the most unacceptable.
When she first got sick before, she could hide it from everyone. A strong support was enough to explain everything.
Xi Yan sighed and leaned up. "Maybe I can do it. I'll change it."
He took his coat and handed it back to her. He made a wish and was stunned, "this is..."
"Go on a date and do what you should do when you're in love."
"Well, this..."
Xi Yan didn't worry about her reaction, put on her coat and took her out of the door.
At night, the downtown was as prosperous as day. I chose the western restaurant they had been to and made a wish to prefer a sparkling wine here. If it had been before, Xi Yan would not have allowed her to drink, but now he didn't care and poured her wine himself.
But when he made a wish for a second drink, he stopped, "I have to go to a place later. Don't drink so much."
She blinked. "Where are you going?"
"You'll know later."
After dinner, he drove her out of the city. In a remote suburb, in a special racing track, countless people gathered and noisy.
Wishing is really unexpected. Xi Yan will take her to see this kind of competition.
In fact, he didn't come to see it. He came to participate.
He leaned over her ear and looked at the distant podium. "The first prize is a wine. I want to win and spend the night with you."
After making a wish, she has excellent eyesight. Even if she is far away, she can recognize it at a glance. Whisky with more than 100000 US dollars is neither the best nor a treasure, but it has changed its meaning in this activity atmosphere.
The atmosphere at the scene was very active. Xi Yan took her to sign up. The enthusiasm of the cheerleading team and the cooperation with music can really mobilize people's enthusiasm.
Wishing to see the other contestants who signed up for the competition, and then look at Xi Yan, he frowned lightly, "are you good at this competition?"
"This......" Xi Yan didn't have much foundation, "try it!"
"Try and get the first?"
I'm embarrassed.
Wishing but smiling, he was more or less infected by his enthusiasm and said, "I'll accompany you!"
"Really?"
Make a wish and nod, "you want to win that bottle of wine for me, so I have to do something."
In fact, this kind of racing game has been played almost all over the country at the age of 17 or 18. Of course, it is not out of her own will, but purely to accompany someone. But if she doesn't play it for many years, there is a trace of nostalgia.
Think of it as indulgence.
After signing up, I waited for a long time before the competition officially began.
Today, Xi Yan really just improvised. He remembered that Ji Fang said that he was very good at wishing to drive and didn't play such activities less when he was young. Thinking that he had over protected her during this period of time, she had the idea of "rebellious" or even breaking up. He wanted to relax, but he didn't expect
The driving skill of wishing can be so good.
Starting from the beginning, the road is rugged and easy to crush other opponents.
Slowly, the wish has completely entered the state. A series of flexible driving skills shuttle through countless obstacles. While easily surpassing others, there is another wonderful driving skill to reach the end.
Xi Yan was stunned. He had long forgotten that he was also playing. For a moment, he just felt as if he saw another side of her, this woman... He was true love!
When Xi Yan got out of the car, he made a wish and was surrounded by many people. He also got the first prize in his hand and smiled at Xi Yan, "look, I won!"
"Well, my girlfriend is the best!"
Ben was also worried that this activity would be uncomfortable for her, but now seeing the bright smile on her face, I feel that everything is worth it.
On the way back to the city, wishing was still immersed in it. They felt a little addictive. They chatted all the way. The time was fast. When they got downstairs, they were just about to get off when a black car stood in front of them.
Then the door opened and two people came down.