For more than 30 years, Zuo Zhan never thought that one day he would actually taste the pain of digging his heart and lungs. His heart seemed to be cut in half, bloody and painful.
"Impossible! I tell you, it's never possible. Don't even think about it. You were born by me. One day, even if you die, a handful of ashes will still be mine!"
What he disdains most on weekdays is that others die and live for what feelings. He looks at Yan Shiqi one after another and constantly reminds him not to make mistakes. He doesn't really understand this feeling until he meets the wish again and moves his heart completely.
Don't all feelings have to be run in? It can't be stipulated that he can't make mistakes. If he makes a mistake and changes it, can't he?!
The red blood on the wall and the pricked wishing eyes hurt. She closed her eyes powerlessly, "Zuo Zhan, I've really had enough of you."
As soon as the voice fell, she turned and rushed into the bathroom.
Vomit in the dark.
The little thing she ate for dinner vomited out mixed with gastric juice. The little gastric juice left corroded the esophagus and made her face pale.
Zuo Zhan stood by the door and was completely stunned.
The body's instinctive aversion reaction, has she... Been to this extent to him.
For a moment, all the guilt and remorse were defeated. Zuo Zhan was distracted, and the chaotic thoughts impacted the roaring brain.
Wishing slowly, as soon as I rinsed my mouth, my shoulder was clasped. The next second, Zuo Zhan held her shoulders tightly. On weekdays, she had a pair of proud and deep peach blossom eyes. At the moment, it was like hiding a storm and full of hostility, "tell me, what do you want me to do to let go and give me a chance!"
"I hurt you, insulted you, and watched the warmth stab you. Can you stab me again now?"
He took her out, put the wish on the sofa, turned around, opened the bedroom door and said to the outside, "come in with a knife!"
The nanny was timid and frightened.
Yan Shiqi was about to leave, but he listened to the noise upstairs. At the moment, he looked directly at the nanny, and then came upstairs, "brother, you have something to say..."
"Get away!" Zuo Zhan closed the door again.
After a few minutes of relaxation, his mind had calmed down a lot, but the sharp pain at the bottom of his heart continued. He walked up to her again, "stab me, can you feel better? Say a word, I'll do it right away."
Wishing coldly glanced at him, as if it could be deeply engraved into the bottom of his heart.
Zuo Zhan breathed, "or do you think one knife is not enough? As long as you feel happy, I'll toss with you, okay!"
He also knew that it was not just the warm stab that stood between them.
It's not the lost taste of wishing.
One or two things didn't change the people's well-being. It was the accumulation of water and stone over the past ten years that finally exhausted her love for him.
"Let's all calm down and have a rest first."
Zuo Zhan then turned to the outside. When he came to the door, he paused and whispered, "I can't love it. It's my own pain..."
Wish your body trembles.
After Zuo Zhan left, she sat stiff for a long time. Finally, she held the bed and sneered. She smiled and smiled, but her body was shaking.
No one knows better than her the pain of love
Zuo Zhan's words hit the heart.
Zuo occupied other rooms and washed in the bathroom. When he stepped out again, he changed his home clothes. His whole body was a little less violent, but his gloomy eyebrows still went with him.
"Feelings are bad hearted and fucked, but they also pay. If you are really betrayed, you will feel cold. Brother, in fact, you are not good for nothing. You want to be open." Yan Shiqi handed Zuo Zhan a cigarette, and the lighter leaned over to light it.
Zuo Zhan ignored it and didn't want to say more.
With a cigarette in his mouth, he turned and paced into the study.
Yan Shiqi followed him and racked his brains before he remembered, "dia! This is the key. At the beginning, sister wishing was wrongly taken away by Liao Jiangcheng in order to cure President Xi's leg. It took you nearly a year and spent..."
He counted his fingers, "at least more than 200 million. I'm worried that President Pei's identity will be seen through by Liao Jiangcheng. I played with President Pei before and after, and finally got dia back! This is true. I'll adjust the details later."
Zuo Zhan's thoughts were heavy and his eyebrows were tight. "Is there anything else?"
"This......" Yan Shiqi scratched his hair. "No, the rest is your only pet and warmth. I'd better not mention it."
Left Zhan pointed to the door, "get out."
"OK."
Yan Shiqi took a few steps and seemed to think of something again. When he turned back, he took out a folded square paper from his trouser pocket and handed it to him. "This is what I heard from Professor Fang's words a few days ago. Although he didn't tell me directly, I took time to check his brain..."
Zuo Zhan looked at it for a moment, his face suddenly changed, and his hand holding the paper tightened slightly, "... Are you sure it's true?"
"Absolutely true."
The left brain roared.
Wishing in the room, he forced himself to read for a while, but he couldn't see anything. He was thinking about a lot of things. He couldn't resist the attack of sleep, so he lay down and fell asleep.
Unconsciously, I just felt a little cold, and then I felt something covered on my body. A pair of warm arms wrapped her and said something in her ears, but she didn't hear it clearly.
I didn't sleep too long. In the morning, the sun passed through the window curtain, faintly colored with light, and I woke up when I made a wish.
She moved slightly and found her hands on her side.
Wishing suddenly woke up and sat up. Then he noticed that Zuo Zhan lay behind her. He not only hugged her, but also put one hand on her shoulder to form a sheltered sleeping position.
Zuo Zhan didn't sleep at all. He just lay in one position for a long time. His body is a little numb, especially his arm. It hurts when he moves a little.
Wishing had got out of bed, took the coat on the sofa and wrapped it around him. He looked at him coldly, "who let you in? Get out!"
Zuo Zhan's depressed eyebrows creased, adapted to the bitterness on his lower arm, and got up and walked towards her. At the moment, he held her in his arms.
"You are engaged to him for me..."
His obscure voice was hoarse with deep sadness. "Who told you to do this? Why didn't you tell me?"
If Yan Shiqi didn't take the medicine for him on the way, if Professor Fang didn't slip his tongue... If not, when will the truth sink into the sea?!
Wishing is like being struck by lightning.
"When you chose me, I told you... Why did you do that?" Zuo Zhanqing let go of her, and his heavy eyes were full of pain. "It's because you love me and make a wish. You always have me in your heart. You don't hesitate to do this for me!"
Paper can't stop fire.
Everything will be seen through and exposed one day.
Wishing closed his eyes and brushed him away wearily, "that was before, and this is not the whole reason for my engagement..."
"Don't deny it. Xu's strength is obvious to all. No matter how much power and interests are despised in your eyes. Make a wish, you can think of hundreds of ways to refuse me. Why can't you ask your own heart and give me another chance to live a good generation this time."
Zuo Zhan pulled her again and hugged her tightly