There is an illusion in wishing. I doubt whether there is something wrong with my brain. Otherwise, the more I look at the people in front of me, the more I feel strange and terrible. Obviously, I used to... Be her favorite person.
She tried to endure the pain wave after wave in her chest, turned coldly and walked upstairs.
"Fuck!" The left brain hummed.
So cold and arrogant a person, but for that surnamed Xi, can be willing to compromise!
Should he sigh that he has used the right method, or should he admire their sincere feelings? No matter which kind, it makes him feel like splitting his heart and engrave his bones.
"What else do you want to do? Don't you just want to go to bed after so much trouble? OK, I promise you all, OK!" Make a wish and your eyes are red with resentment.
"You think I'm just trying to sleep with you?" Zuo zhanjianbu stepped forward and clasped her arm with one hand. "This is not what I fucking want!"
He wants her and her heart.
He wants them to go back to the past and live as well as before.
But he ignored that the heart of wishing had long been broken. He broke and rubbed it with his own hands, and it was impossible to even sew it together
"Stop talking, Zuo Zhan." Wishing unbearably brushed him away, "you said before that you just want to sleep with me. Yes, I take back the words I said before not to let you touch me. I'll let you sleep until you're tired."
She really doesn't have the heart to fight him anymore.
It's not fighting, but she's really tired.
After physical treatment again and again, I feel miserable. How can I have the heart to plot against others? If you let people around you get involved because of yourself, you can't bear to make a wish. Let's do it for the time being.
She bypassed Zuo Zhan and walked slowly to the tea table. Suddenly, she picked up the fruit knife on the table.
Zuo Zhan's face changed and strode over.
"People who haven't been hurt by a knife won't know. It really hurts when the knife stabs into the body." But it was not as heavy as the knife Zuo Zhan stabbed into her heart again and again. She narrowed her eyes powerlessly. The next second, she took a knife and stabbed it straight into the pillow of the side sofa.
The dull voice was not loud, but it seemed to pierce their hearts.
In an instant, there was strong resentment and hatred in the wishing eyes, and the sound of every word also overflowed from the teeth. "I don't know how high and generous I like you, so I've recognized what you did to me, but you dare to embarrass Xi Yan, Grandpa, Ji Fang, Jian Yan... Including everyone around me, Zuo Zhan, I will definitely let you pay the price!"
Zuo Zhan looked at the wish coldly, and the thick fog could not be melted in his deep eyes. For a long time, he smiled miserably, "... As long as you stay with me, I promise you everything."
Wishing to look at him, they looked at each other speechless.
The bitterness in her eyes seems to drown Zuo Zhan completely.
In the end, we have come to this step
It doesn't matter whether she is numb or not. In short, Zuo Zhan finally forced her to a desperate situation. There is no way out and can't be recovered. The pain of wishing is so great that her heart gradually calms down.
She witnessed with her own eyes how she and Zuo Zhan came to this day step by step. If Zuo Zhan could stop long ago, they would forget these things and leave behind the beauty of the past, it would not be so beyond recognition.
Unfortunately, it's too late.
I can't go back.
It was late at night, the day was about to dawn, and there was no sleepiness when making a wish. Standing in the balcony of the bedroom on the second floor, his deep eyes were full of worries, and all kinds of things in his mind were uneven, which made his brain faint and painful.
I don't know whether she caught a cold or was ill after treatment yesterday. She was in poor health. She always felt very tired and had a low fever. She took medicine in the morning and had no appetite. She changed her clothes and thought of going to the company.
As soon as I came downstairs, I saw Zuo Zhan sitting on the sofa. He didn't sleep all night. With fatigue in his eyes, he removed the newspaper in his hand, got up and walked towards her, "have some breakfast."
He made a wish, brushed him away and walked to the restaurant without saying a word.
Zuo zhanzhi left the nanny and brought her some dishes. "The sense of taste should be restored slowly. First cooperate with the treatment and slowly take good care of the body."
Wish to drink porridge mechanically with low eyes.
"Don't worry about your company. I'll handle it for you."
Wishing empty eyes crossed the table and looked at the ground somewhere. It took a long time for a faint 'um' sound.
"All bad things will never happen again. You just treat it well and keep your body well." Zuo Zhan held her hand and his eyes were slightly heavy. "If you want to do something, just choose a project and take it with you. In addition, I asked President Lin to arrange the electric syllable. After that, you can take a time to talk to Jiang Ke about specific matters."
Wishing was silent, "well."
Zuo Zhan tightened his strength. Although she was right in front of him, his heart was still empty and uneasy, and endless sadness and coolness spread all over the whole heart.
He knows that he is wrong to do so. Emotion is not a business, and it is not a way to deal with his lover. However, in business, he can laugh at losing and winning. But for her, he can only win.
Whether he lost his memory or not, whether he forgot her or not, he fell in love with her again and again. Maybe the method was inappropriate and the practice was not desirable, but he had no other choice. He promised to plant a seed of love in the bottom of his heart bit by bit in more than ten years. Silently, he saw it take root, sprout and grow healthily, but the roots had gone deep into the blood, penetrated through the bones and wanted to peel off and cut off, It hurts more than death.
How could Zuo Zhan let her go again.
Whether it's right or wrong, even if life is worse than death, he will entangle with her for the rest of his life.
And the future is long. Zuo Zhan knows that he still has himself in his heart. As long as he is good to her and wears the stone slowly, she will forgive him and release everything one day.
Wishing to see Zuo Zhan, his complicated eyes turned a thousand intestines, hurriedly drank the remaining few mouthfuls of porridge, took the bag and got up.
The wrist was held by the left hand. He said, "later, we'll go to yujinyuan. I asked someone to reinstall the house. On the basis of keeping it as it is, some places have been repaired. After a while, we'll move there."
He still has a different attachment to yujinyuan.
Where lost, where to find back, just like their feelings.
Make a wish but feel that he is doing useless work again, but it doesn't matter. Let him go.
"I haven't lived there before, but later... Don't mention these. No one will intervene between you and me in the future." Zuo took up his body, removed the napkin to wipe his hands, lowered his body and kissed her on the forehead, "I owe you. I will slowly supply you and be good to you. Who makes you my daughter-in-law."
Wishing to be quiet for a while, I recollected the meaning of this "daughter-in-law", but in exchange for a surge in my stomach, I rushed into the bathroom regardless of anything.
Watching her vomit in the dark and frost on Zuo Zhan's cloudy face, she has... Hated him to this extent!
Wishing to vomit to the end is bile. Looking at her pale face in the mirror, she reluctantly rinsed her mouth and reluctantly slowed down. When she came out again, Zuo zhangang wanted to help her, so she avoided it.
There was a trace of loss in left Zhan's eyes.
He turned a blind eye to his wish and went out with his bag.
Sit in the car, make up again, choose a suitable color number, apply lipstick, and then leave.
On the way, she took out her mobile phone and dialed Xi Yan.
The phone was stuck.
After looking through the blacklist, there was no accident. The numbers of several people were in it.
After removing the blacklist, the phone still couldn't get through.
Wishing to stop at the roadside, pulled out a box of new mobile phones from the locker, unpacked them and replaced them with a spare mobile phone card. Only then did I dial Xi Yan's phone.
She sighed lonely in her heart, but she tampered with her mobile phone. She underestimated Zuo Zhan again.
"Ah Yan, I won't do anything about my grandfather's account for the time being. I'll talk about the details later. Let's stop for the time being." She can't let Xi Yan get involved in it any more. She has to find a way to keep him from being affected.
Xi Yan seems to have guessed something and made an appointment with her to meet and talk.
Hung up the phone, made a wish and sent something to Xiao sin, then dialed the phone, "I sent you and find out the results as soon as possible. In addition, hire several more auditors. Don't disclose it in the name of the company."
Wishing to sink, her eyes were cold. Zuo Zhan said she didn't think how bastard he could be.
She will also surprise Zuo Zhan and threaten her price!