Chapter 466

Yan Shiwei's thoughts were heavy and she wanted to turn the topic aside. "I contacted grandpa Bai. He said he would arrange someone to pick you up in a few days and take good care of your body..."

Bai Jinchuan pinched her chin and pulled her cheek over, forcing her to look straight at herself, "so anxious to get rid of me for fear that I would take the opportunity to make up with you?"

Yan Shiwei was stunned.

Bai Jinchuan added, "I really want to, but it's too cowardly to do that. Even if you reluctantly agree, it's not what I want. What I really want is that you are willing to forgive me and start over with me."

Yan Shiwei moved her lips, but Bai Jinchuan didn't let her speak. Instead, he continued, "after so many things, Shiwei, I really found... I was so wrong before. Relying on your feelings for me, I did whatever I wanted and hurt people again and again. In fact, no matter what the relationship between me and your brother is, I'm not qualified to say him..."

Bai Jinchuan really wants to understand that feelings should be managed with heart and maintained with emotion, not compared with anyone, nor is it a mechanism calculation. He doesn't like Zuo Zhan, but it's undeniable that Zuo Zhan can bend and stretch, and he can be desperate for love. He despises Yan Shiqi, but forgets that Yan Shiqi is bold and never does anything wrong

"Sorry, I'm really wrong..."

Yan Shiwei took a deep breath and slowly pushed away his hand, "Bai Jinchuan, I thank you for saving me and suffering such a heavy injury, but..."

She wanted to say that they couldn't go back and start over, but it was like stuck in the throat. Yan Shiwei couldn't say it.

Bai Jinchuan was silent for a while and then looked at her quietly, "when I was injured, you were in a hurry. You were always there when I operated. Shiwei, you must still like me in your heart. Why don't you admit it?"

Yan Shiwei closed her eyes painfully.

Bai Jinchuan took her hand, "As you know before, I am a romantic and philistine businessman. I just want to make a good job of the company, make my career stronger and bigger, earn more money, marry a devoted daughter-in-law and have several children all my life. But I met you. Unknowingly, you have made me have another expectation for life and the future. I want to go on with you, only to die, This is the most important part of my life plan. It's true. Don't you believe me? "

Yan Shiwei's heart shakes a little. She knows very well that if a person like Bai Jinchuan doesn't really like it, he can't sacrifice his life to save her regardless of life and death, and he won't spend so much time on her alone. He should be true

Bai Jinchuan looked at her firmly, "Shiwei, you said that when there was something wrong with the project and you found that I cheated and used you, you really saw me. In fact, at that moment, I also saw myself. I knew better than ever that I liked you because I was at a loss, helpless, and even guilty and remorse... It was something I had never tasted in the past 30 years."

Yan Shiwei sighed, "If you said these words a few months ago, I would be very happy. At that time, I was waiting every day and comforted myself that you should like me, otherwise... You wouldn't have sex with someone you don't like. But now... You say you like me, I can see and believe it, but I don't feel you... As before. I'm sorry, we It's really impossible. "

At last, her voice was trembling imperceptibly. Now what lies between them is not whether Bai Jinchuan really likes her, nor is it an old relationship in the past. It is all that has happened. She can no longer be the silly girl who ignored him, followed him blindly and loved her deeply.

She doesn't want to repeat the mistakes, and she doesn't want to be timid, and she doesn't want to worry about people around her because of herself. Maybe this time, her feelings will completely make her grow up.

And the cost of growth broke her heart.

Bai Jinchuan looked at her, his eyes gradually gray. Compared with Yan Shiwei's scolding and rejecting him, his calm expression at the moment made him sad. He used to look for the shadow of making a wish on Yan Shiwei. When he woke up, he found that they were two different people, but at the moment, he felt at least one thing similar.

Is cruel.

If you dare to love and hate, you will be ruthless.

He suddenly felt a little sympathy for Zuo Zhan.

"You don't feel for me now... It's all right. If I come after you, you can like me once." your heart beats fast... "Bai Jinchuan let go of her, and his hoarse voice was magnetic. He gently held her cheek." because it's me, your heart will jump like this. The passion I can bring you will never be given by anyone. Shiwei, you still have me in your heart. "

Yan Shiwei looked at his eyes. Her incredible thoughts were complicated. She had no time to think about anything more. She hurriedly picked up her bag and stepped out of the ward.

Bai Jinchuan coagulated her back and raised her lips slightly.

outside.

In the open-air parking lot, Zuo Zhan leaned against the Ferrari body, with a cigarette in his mouth, raised his eyes and swept Yan Shiwei coming, frowning, "I knew that you couldn't stand that boy's bitter meat trick."

"... brother, anyway, he was injured because of me. I'm just looking, nothing else." Yan Shiwei said.

Zuo Zhan narrowed his eyes, smoked two more cigarettes, pressed out the cigarettes, and got into the car with Yan Shiwei.

"I don't want to say something, but like shizaki, you can't hide anything from me. I don't want to interfere with you. Emotionally, I didn't set a good example for you. Bai is really right. I'm really sorry for your sister-in-law... And I'm not qualified to take care of you. Just think about it for yourself."

Yan Shiwei hurriedly said, "brother, you are the most qualified person in the world to interfere with me. You and your sister-in-law... There are also reasons. You lost your memory because of your sister-in-law. Later, you recognized the wrong person and blamed me and Shiqi. If we remind you in time, it's all our fault..."

Zuo Zhan said coldly, "don't make excuses for me."

Who can we rely on for emotional affairs? It's all up to him.

"Anyway, if you think about it, you can give him a chance, but you should give him a hard toss. If you get it easily, you will never know how to cherish it."

Yan Shiwei looked at him. "What about you? Brother, do you know how to cherish it?"

Zuo Zhan, "..."

How can it be said about him?!

Zuo Zhan couldn't bear to move his eyes, raised his hand and loosened his tie. "I'll go home tonight."

"I haven't finished processing at the factory. I'll go back in a few days. Brother, have you prepared a gift for your sister-in-law?"

"I prepared a surprise for her."

"... are you sure? Isn't it a fright?"

Zuo Zhan, "..."

"To tell you the truth, I feel that my sister-in-law has always had you in her heart. After all, you have been so many years. If she really doesn't care about you, how can she commit to marrying Liao Ershao in order to save you? There is a feud between them, so you should be circuitous and don't force her everywhere."

Zuo Zhan's deep eyes are gloomy. At the thought of seeing the wish, he feels inexplicably and disorderly