Chapter 480

Noisy music, surging noisy conversation, his mellow voice is mixed, but his wish is particularly vivid.

She doesn't need to look back or identify. Her senses and thoughts can be accurately positioned. After all, she has been familiar with him for more than ten years, far more than she imagined.

Zuo Zhan strode forward and sat down on the sofa beside her.

They were separated by one person. He untied the button of his suit and revealed the light colored shirt inside. His eyes fell on the pale ring mark on the ring finger of his left hand.

"Have you had dinner?"

His faint words, without any emotional ups and downs, seemed as if everything between them no longer existed, just an old friend who had not been seen for several days.

I made a wish and lowered my eyes. "I've eaten it."

"Oh, how are you doing recently? Did you go to the hospital for treatment?"

"No, Dr. Wen has arranged a new treatment, which will not start until next week." Make a wish and try to be very indifferent. She will answer whatever he asks.

Zuo Zhan took a glass of wine and sipped, "what about the company? Are you still busy?"

"Fortunately, Lin is always there. Everything is fine."

He hooked his lower lip. "I told you earlier, don't be too busy and take more time to take care of yourself. By the way, our company is also considering restructuring. Next year, Yan Shiwei will be the president. If Shiqi is more mature and stable, I can be more relaxed."

Wishing shook the glass, the scarlet liquid reflected her complex face, and said, "it's also good."

Zuo Zhan looked at his wristwatch. "It's going to last a long time. It's estimated that it's another sleepless night. Why don't you sit? Let's go and have a snack."

Wishing raised his eyes, "now?"

In fact, she wants to refuse. I don't know when to start. She really doesn't want and doesn't want to be alone with Zuo Zhan anymore. Especially recently, Zuo Zhan just divorced and didn't mention it, which surprised her.

Has he put it down completely?

If so, his feelings for her

Forget it, what's the use of considering these again? If Zuo Zhan continues to pester her, she will be troubled and distressed. If she doesn't pester him, she still thinks that he has weak feelings for himself, so she thinks about East and West.

"Won't you refuse?" Zuo Zhan seemed to see through her mind. He smiled, "it's OK to have a break up meal."

In this way, the wish can no longer be refused.

Whatever. It's just a meal.

She nodded and put on her coat. When she saw what Cheng Huan and Jian Yan were talking about downstairs, she sent a message to Jian Yan, and then left the scene ahead of time with Zuo Zhan.

Zuo Zhan didn't choose a restaurant, but drove her back to Yujin garden.

It's still the same as when she made a wish before leaving. Nothing has changed. It's as if she just returned to this' home 'after a few days on business.

the things are still there , but men are no more the same ones.

There was a strange feeling in her heart. Zuo Zhan asked her to sit down first. He rolled up his sleeves and went into the kitchen.

However, in about 20 minutes, Zuo Zhan made four dishes and one soup, which seemed to be prepared in advance. He only cooked a little, brought them one by one on the table and asked her to come over for dinner.

Zuo Zhan still took care of her meals, mixed dishes, and occasionally talked about the company. The clouds were light and the wind was light, but he made a wish, but he vaguely felt that he was... Strange, but he couldn't say anything strange. After careful observation of his face, he couldn't find any sign of anger or anger.

"Make a wish." He finished his meal, put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth with a napkin and said, "these years, I have a bad temper and I'm not very good to you... But my feelings for you are true. Does your heart really have no idea about me?"

Wishing took a deep breath. Unexpectedly, after escaping for so long, he turned the topic back to this.

Zuo Zhan said again, "so now... Do you still hate me?"

Wishing also put down the chopsticks. After using the napkin, she looked at him again. After so long, looking at the familiar man, she could finally be calm, "don't hate."

She's telling the truth.

The original intention of this divorce is to let go of everything she once had. Although she can't let go for a while, she doesn't want to hinder herself because of her past troubles, let go of Zuo Zhan and herself.

What about love and hate?

What can love do? Love can't change what happened, can't erase the wound, and can't let go of the past. What can hate do? Torture yourself and others.

Then you have to put it down.

"Don't hate me, don't love me, can I understand this?" Zuo Zhan looked at her, her beautiful peach eyes deep and unpredictable.

Without making a wish, he directly removed his eyes and didn't look at him.

"... OK, I see." Zuo Zhan sighed and leaned against the dining chair.

Wishing also got up, "it's too late, I'll go back."

Zuo Zhan nodded, "well, I won't give it to you."

She went to the living room, put on her coat and picked up her bag. When she went out again, she suddenly felt a breath coming from the rear. Before waiting for a response, she felt that her wrist was shackled by something. Then, the whole person was forcibly wrapped in her arms, her cold big hand clamped her jaw, and her cloudy face was covered with frost.

"If you don't love or hate, do you still have me in your heart? I do it humbly, but you don't even give me a place in your heart. You're so anxious to go. What are you going to do? Want to be with someone surnamed Xi? Don't think about it in your life!"

Zuo zhansenhan's voice and words squeezed out from his teeth. Do you really think he can let go of making a wish? Have a fucking dream!

He has long said that no one can change what he recognizes! No matter whether she is willing or unwilling, if he wants her, it can only be her! I've bothered to play with her for a few days, but I still can't change anything. Let's use the most direct way!

Wishing pain is almost suffocating, and unbearable words can't be sent out.

As soon as she was about to struggle, her arm was severely shackled by left Zhan.

He beat the man horizontally, hugged him and went upstairs.

"You and I... You and I have divorced!" The voice of wishing is weak, the left force is too strong, and there is no pain all over the body, "you... Asshole, let me go!"

"Let go of you and let you go out to find a wild man? Make a wish. Why didn't I find it before? You feel bad without a man all day!"

Zuo Zhan threw her on the bed. Before she struggled to get up, he pressed down directly and easily tied her hands with a tie.

And the two struggling legs, he was tied in twos and threes.

Then he pulled the thin quilt and wrapped the people in it into small zongzi. "Be honest and toss around again. I'll kill you now!"

He pinched her cheek. "Absolutely do what you say!"

"Zuo Zhan!" Wishing, gritting his teeth and hating.

"Do you hate me now?" He stared at her and smiled miserably, "hate it, at least you'll always have me in your heart."

He bent down, buried his head in her neck and shoulder, greedily allowed to suck the familiar taste of her body, and scenes of the past appeared in his mind. In this villa, they had so many beauties. Why did they become like this today.

There is no regret medicine in this world, and no one can reset time. Even if he is forced to hypnotize his memory, it is only temporary. He just wants a chance, a chance to reform and start over. Is it so difficult? He is not a villain who commits crimes, nor is he a sinner who cannot be forgiven by reason. Does he make her hate him so much?!

His shoulders trembled slowly and slightly, like the frequency of crying.

Suddenly, wishing the whole heart stagnated.

Little by little, the pain is everywhere