Chapter 482

Wish tightly closed eyes, long eyelashes have been trembling.

The pain and torture on her body were numb, and she didn't care. She was empty like a puppet, allowing Zuo Zhan to act at will.

And Zuo Zhan didn't do anything anymore.

Even if his mood fluctuated again, he didn't really want to hurt her. At best, there was no way to vent his ownership. He leaned over and hugged her tightly in his arms. His slender big hand gently held her cheek and hair, "make a wish, why did you cry?"

Zuo Zhan wiped the tears on her cheeks and recalled what she had just done. Wouldn't it hurt so much?

He checked her wrist again. During the struggle, her skin was a little red, but it didn't break. He turned over and pinched her mouth. There were some cracks along the lip. He bit it and couldn't stop the bleeding.

"Sorry, I'll get thrombin."

Wishing has coagulation disorder. Even the bleeding of small tricks is difficult to stop.

Zuo Zhan turned over and got out of bed.

Wishing also slowly opened his eyes. For a long time, there was no focus. His lax eyes were gray, but his eyes were blurred, and his tears flowed imperceptibly.

Zuo Zhan came back again, put the medicine in his mouth, leaned over, picked her up and fed her.

To tell you the truth, since they made a wish and recovered their memory, they were hardly happy together. He hadn't seen her smile for a long time, but most of the time, she was silent and right, and now... Such a sad feeling shocked Zuo Zhanxin, uncomfortable and remorse.

"Don't do this, make a wish, when I beg you, really don't do this..." Zuo Zhan whispered softly, leaned over and kissed the tears on her cheek again and again, "I won't do anything anymore. As long as you don't go, everything depends on you."

He waited for a long time and made no response to his wish.

Her heart is completely dead.

Zuo Zhan said he would not force her or hurt her... But in fact, he broke it again and again and went back on his word. For such a man, she couldn't even find half regret, chagrin or even anger. She just felt that divorce was right.

No matter at any time, she must get rid of the relationship with him and break it completely.

Zuo Zhan was a little flustered. He tightly hugged her in his arms, put his jaw on her shoulder, and felt her shallow breathing. His thoughts in his confused brain fluctuated. For a long time, he made an imperceptible voice, "we shouldn't be like this..."

Outside the window, there was a sudden rain, thunder and lightning, illuminating the dark bedroom, and the repressed breath made a noise about the pain in each other's hearts.

A moment later, the bedroom was dark again. Zuo Zhan gently held her left hand and rubbed the ring mark on her ring finger. "The previous ring was the one I wanted to propose to you after we made up for the first time."

"The design drawing is still there. Moyuan can also prove that I didn't lie to you. I just didn't expect to get sick. At that time, the diagnosis was incurable. I will slowly forget everything. The worst thing is that I may not be able to take care of myself... So I can only push you away and choose to break up..."

"What I told you at that time was open marriage, what was just playing, and warmth... Those were all fake. I just didn't want you to suffer with me, but I counted thousands of calculations. I would still fall in love with you and make a wish. After so much experience, wouldn't you believe me?"

Zuo Zhan leaned over impatiently, holding her cheek and forcing her to look at herself. "I said before that the sincerity of my life is on you. I really... I've never done this to others. It was my fault before. Give me a chance. Let's live a good life."

The wishing face was expressionless and didn't say a word.

She silently made Zuo Zhan's heart ache. He clenched his hand. "You should know that I was ill because of you. I did a lot of things for you. Yes, you also bought the type of poison to save me. We're even, but it also proves that I'm not so unforgivable?"

Zuo Zhan talked a lot, made a wish, slowly closed his eyes indifferently, and there was no response on his tired face.

After making a wish to sleep, Zuo Zhan washed her, changed her clothes and left Yujin garden overnight.

It was already daybreak when we arrived at the island.

He sat waiting in the living room, cigarette after cigarette at hand.

Professor Fang and Dr. Li came over and did a detailed physical examination for wishing. Zuo Zhan asked them to have a consultation as soon as possible to find out the results. After talking for a few words, he went upstairs.

Took another shower, washed away the smell of smoke, climbed back to bed, hugged her and closed her eyes.

Zuo Zhan hasn't had much rest recently. She's not around. He can't sleep all night. At this time, his brain is also a matter, but he can't resist the attack of pajamas.

During the long sleep, he had a dream.

In his dream, he returned to his teenage age.

In the quiet summer, on the shady street, he just finished playing basketball and was sweating. He lifted up his T-shirt and wiped it. A group of women screamed in the distance. Zuo Zhan had no time to pay attention. He turned his finger around the basketball and threw it to Cheng Huan. He picked up his schoolbag and coat on the ground and went out.

As soon as he stepped out of the playground, he looked at a shadow and naturally stretched out his hand, "water."

"No more."

"Ah?"

"I just drank it."

Zuo Zhan, "..."

He pinched the girl's tender face in front of him and flicked the tip of her nose. "What should I do? I'm thirsty now."

"Buy it at the convenience store." The beautiful girl braided a small braid, and her long hair tied a ponytail at the back of her head. It looks like a dirty braid from a distance, but it's not.

He rubbed his hands, pretended to be disgusted and said, "who wants to drink from the convenience store, but what's your hairstyle? It's ugly."

"It's not ugly. My mother made it up for me this morning. I think it's OK." The girl also shook her head, not to mention how cute.

He chuckled.

The girl gently shook his arm. "It's not ugly, is it? Ah Zhan... Brother Zhan!"

This sentence called by brother Zhan, and the sweet whisper urged his bones to be crisp. The age difference was five years. When she was ignorant, he was already a teenager, this girl

The girl pestered him for a while and saw that Zuo Zhan didn't spit. Just in the distance, Cheng Huan and Mo yuan came out. She rushed over in three or two steps, like a spreading swallow.

"Ah yuan, ah Huan, my hair is ugly?"

"Ugly! Ugly out of the sky!" Zuo Zhan walked over, grabbed her like a chicken, pulled her behind him, and said with a calm face, "I'm thirsty. Go buy water!"

"Oh..."

Watching her run away, several people around coaxed. Before waiting to say anything, several girls of the same age ran over and handed over the prepared cold drinks one after another.

"I'm not thirsty, but thank you." Zuo Zhan refused directly and took away Moyuan and Cheng Huan.

"OK, you Zuo Zhan, how about playing high and cold? You don't drink, we drink, shit, we're all thirsty!" The murmur of Mo yuan.

Cheng Huan also gave him a white look and pulled his collar to fan the cool wind.

Zuo Zhanli didn't answer. He kept looking at the convenience store on the side of the road until a cute little figure ran out and held several bottles of cold drinks in his arms. He gently hooked his lips and waved his big hand at Mo Yuan Cheng Huan, "keep thirsty, I'm going home!"

"Ah? Not brother Zhan, you..."

"I made a wish and bought so many. You want to swallow it alone? If not, Zuo Zhan!"

"The water my girl bought is for you to drink? Hum!" Zuo Zhan turned back and walked slowly, watching them compare their middle fingers slowly.

"Fuck!" Mo yuan and Cheng Huan complain.

The dream stays in the sunshine corridor. When Zuo Zhan opens his eyes, he still holds the hand of making a wish, just as they go home together in the dream

Sure enough, it was better when I was a child.

At that time, she was full of him.

He's just an ugly girl.

Zuo Zhan turned to his side and looked at her quietly, but he couldn't hear her even breathing unconsciously.

Zuo Zhan was so cool that he stretched out his hand to help her. He made a wish that not only his breath was weak, but also his skin was hot and frightening. It was hot to touch!

He hurriedly sat up and looked at the wish curled up in a small ball. His pale face showed an abnormal red. I don't know whether it was a fever or something. Her body also trembled slightly and looked extremely uncomfortable.

Zuo Zhan picked her up in a panic, "make a wish? Make a wish... Wake up, what's the matter with you?"