Chapter 490

"Have a good rest and go to bed early."

Zuo Zhan said and got up. Before he could take a step, he listened to the wish and whispered, "Zuo Zhan."

He stopped and turned slowly.

Wishing to lean on the bed, his pale face was integrated with the snow-white mattress, but his eyes were extremely clear. His black-and-white pupils looked at him and said for a long time, "don't do anything for me."

Zuo Zhanwei was stunned, and his deep eyes gradually darkened.

"Thank you for making this decision." Wishing said, "when I used to quarrel, I said I hated you. It was all angry words. In fact, you didn't owe me anything, and you don't have to have any ideas about me anymore. If you can, forget me."

Emotional matters have never been to blame. Some are only willing and willing to like a person, rack their brains to be good to him, and try their best to create opportunities and possibilities if they want to get a person... Is this wrong? A person's definition, even if it is wrong, is also using the wrong method, and can not deny this feeling.

Wishing is completely figured out, also want to understand, she doesn't want to be stubborn in this, no matter whether she is ill or not, and no matter how many days she has left, she just wants to be completely free and really come out.

For so many years, and even now, Zuo Zhan still exists in her heart. No one can shake her firm position. Whether she blames him or blames him, love or hate, they all care together. Therefore, she sincerely hopes that... He can let go of everything.

Even if, one day, he is accompanied by another strange woman.

Everyone's growth has to pay a price. Maturity is not a simple word. Understanding what love is also requires experience. This is the meaning of the predecessor.

Zuo Zhan raised his eyes and looked at her.

Wishing smiled slightly, but the smile soon disappeared, and the bottom of his eyes showed a sad color instead.

Zuo Zhan's heart seems to be ravaged by something and is in deep pain. "I don't owe anything, but I owe you feelings. Maybe you don't need my compensation anymore, but... I won't forget you if I forget anyone."

"You've been with me for more than ten years. You've been stumbling for so long. Now let me accompany you. I don't know what life you want in the future, but you just go ahead boldly. Whenever you look back, I'll be there."

Whether it's a month, a year, or ten or twenty years

Even if one day I get old at dusk, as long as I make a wish and say I want to come back, there will be thousands of rivers and mountains, thousands of difficulties and dangers. Zuo Zhan will run to pick her up at the first time.

He won't lose his temper in jealousy, embarrass her any more, and ask her to be clean... He has long lost that qualification. Zuo Zhan just wants to do his best to keep her safe all her life. Even if this possibility is to let her go.

"Don't do this again. It's meaningless." The wish was obscure, and the sadness in Zuo Zhan's eyes made her feel very uncomfortable. "You and I have recovered our memory. Do you remember what I said to you in the ward after the first breakup two years ago?"

At that time, she was entangled for a long time. She made a wish and talked with him calmly once. She was a businessman. One loss of money was enough for her to regret. She would never do it again, no matter whether it was a person or an object. How can she like it again? She felt she couldn't afford it and had to give up.

Wishing weakly, I looked at the floor somewhere, and my heart was already dead gray, "It's true that I don't hate you, because it's not necessary. What can I do if I hate you? There's no way to start over again, but I can't forgive you. When two people are together, in addition to having emotional foundation, they also want to be happy. No matter how much they like it, there will be a lot of troubles together, so there's no need to scrape together again."

There was no trust between her and Zuo Zhan for a long time. She wished that she could no longer focus on him. Every day, she took pains to guess whether he harmed herself and others.

That's really tired.

A blood cancer disease alone has tossed away half of her life. Liver injury and loss of taste have consumed most of her energy. She really can't squeeze out any more feelings.

"Forget the good and bad ones as much as possible, Zuo Zhan. I hope we can be better in the future."

Zuo Zhan said nothing more and went straight away.

He walked very fast, tearing his heart like being swallowed up by lingchi's pain wave after wave. He had to go, otherwise he didn't know what he would do

As soon as he entered the study, the door was locked, and Zuo Zhan couldn't hold it any longer. His tall and straight figure was shaky. Finally, he leaned against the door and sat down on the ground slowly.

Once again, he felt the determination to make a wish and make a clean break. He could no longer take chances and plot to bring her back, let alone soften up like the previous botha who pretended to be miserable and obedient. All this was impossible.

Zuo Zhan not only regretted what he had done, but also hated his ungrateful feelings. He made his wish very clear and left no room for it. Even half of his idea of waiting for hard defense was dispelled.

Zuo Zhan was completely surrounded by pain and sadness. Even though he could force her to stay with him by various means, the heart of making a wish was far beyond his reach.

He really lost his wish.

He fought openly and secretly with Xi Yan and intrigued with Liao Jiangcheng. He worked so hard for so long, but he was in a mess and still didn't get this man. It's really... A great irony.

It's also the biggest punishment for him.

The next day, I made a wish and left the island.

She didn't bring anything, and she didn't bring anything when she came. She let the nanny deal with all the things she used these days. It was the same with wishing. No matter how expensive the clothes she wore, she rarely wore them for the second time.

Zuo Zhan asked someone to call a helicopter. He wanted to send her back to the imperial capital, but he made a wish and said, "divorced, I have nothing to do with you. It's not good."

The tone of indifference and alienation, coupled with an indisputable refusal.

Suddenly, Zuo Zhan felt a pain. It seemed that tens of thousands of needles had pierced into the deepest and softest part of his heart. He couldn't say a word of pain.

Yan Shiwei sighed helplessly and volunteered to accompany her to make a wish back to the imperial capital.

When the helicopter landed, Ji Fang's car was already waiting.

"Well, sister-in-law... No, wish sister, you should pay more attention to your body, take medicine and eat on time, don't be too tired at work, and take more time to rest." Yan Shiwei told her, and her reluctant eyes were full of sadness.

She promised to help set things up, but it turned out like this

Make a wish, smile, nod in response, and chat with her for a few more words, then follow Ji Fang to get in the car and leave.

First, I went back to my grandparents' house for two days. During this period, I made wishes around my grandmother most of the time. Occasionally, I took a nap on the old man's lap, and woke up to chat and laugh with my grandmother.

Ji Fang only took time to talk with her for a while. In addition to talking about work and projects, he tried to gently persuade her to go to s city.

Worried about making a wish, he said, "it doesn't mean anything else, that is, the best medical treatment in China must be in s city. Dr. Wen recommended two professors, both of whom are there. Our company has been very busy recently. Come with me and stay here. I'm not at ease."

To Ji Fang's surprise, he nodded without asking or considering anything.

She promised too happily, but made Ji Fang wonder, "... You don't have to think about it?"

"What else to consider? Now the company has Lin Zong and Guo deputy general manager, and several major projects are carried out as scheduled. I hardly need to worry. I can go to s city to relax. What's wrong?" Make a wish.

As soon as he said this, Ji Fang was relieved.

"But, brother Fang, promise me something."

"You said."

"I'll go to s city first. You can spend two days with grandpa and grandma, and then go to Qinwang island to pick up four old people. The Chinese new year will be in the second half of the year. My body... In case of treatment or surgery, I may not be able to return to the imperial capital for a while. Let's spend the Spring Festival in s city this year."

"It's no problem. It's all small things. OK, leave it to me."

After the season was released, I made a wish and didn't stay any longer. I cleaned up the next day and flew to s city that day.

Just at the moment of landing, wishing immediately took out his passport, asked Xiao sin to book a direct flight to Frankfurt on that day, and asked Ji Fang and a Chen to keep their mouth shut. This news must not be leaked.

There are some things that she must settle herself.