Chapter 528

Yan Shiwei clung to the thin quilt at a loss, which made her already messy heart more dull and painful.

It seemed that something heavy had piled up, which made her out of breath.

She took a deep breath at a loss, "even when I liked you, I didn't imagine the future. As a person, I looked very optimistic and thought a lot of things, but I didn't want to aim too high... Because I knew that there was nothing I could do, so I didn't want to block myself and force myself to make a choice when the truth happened..."

In this regard, she is very similar to Yan Shiqi. She doesn't like thinking and throws all kinds of problems to Zuo Zhan. She has such a good brother in this life thanks to burning incense and worshipping Buddha in her previous life.

But as she said, Zuo Zhan can help her solve everything and deal with everything. Even if she is like a "parasite" in this life, Zuo Zhan can support her all her life, but her feelings... No one can help.

Yan Shiwei said in a trembling voice, "you lied to me and used me. A scene that you had never been a real relationship, but took most of my life, made my brother very sad and disappointed... Bai Jinchuan, what can you guarantee that these will not happen again in the future."

Bai Jinchuan was completely stunned.

He could feel his weakness through the receiver, and then the overflow voice murmured, "... I can guarantee, but I can't prove it. No one can make time come back, and can't change the fact that I'm sorry for you."

Yan Shiwei's heart aches like a knife.

She looked at the white ceiling, and her sight was already blurred.

"Do you still like me?" Bai Jinchuan's trembling voice was not like, "every time I say this or do something, I try to pretend to be confident. As long as I think so, you may take it seriously, but... Shiwei, do you still like me?"

He did not dare to ask for anything, nor did he dare to deceive himself with any fantasy. Bai Jinchuan had to say again, "At the beginning, I thought Zuo Zhan sent you to obstruct me, so I just wanted to play with you, and even passed on my hostility to Zuo Zhan to you. I never thought about our future. At that time, I didn't have you in my life, but now it's different. Really, Shiwei, I think of you every day... All the time. When I think that you may be with others in the future, I'm sorry If you want to kill everyone, please give me another chance. I will prove to you in the rest of my life... "

Yan Shiwei's dense fundus was filled with water vapor, and Bai Jinchuan's Prayer voice was like a sharp sword through the heart, and the pain was like a knife.

If she had known about a relationship, she would have been far away from Bai Jinchuan, but now... It's too late.

They all sink too deep, the whole heart is covered by the mud, and the more they struggle, the more they sink.

"Shiwei..." Bai Jinchuan's voice came again.

Yan Shiwei couldn't listen any more. Her trembling fingers hung up the phone and turned off the machine.

She curled up in the quilt again, covered the quilt and tried not to think about anything, but her mind was still very chaotic. She didn't want to torture herself anymore, nor did she want to be like Zuo Zhan and wishing. She clearly loved each other and had each other in her heart, but she pushed each other farther and farther because of various barriers

But she was really afraid.

If you love a person with your heart and lungs, you are desperate to be good to him and try your best to please him, but what you get is a deception and a use. Who can understand that mood?

Yan shiweite understands wishing. They are all women and have been hurt in their feelings... So many times when facing Zuo Zhan, she wants to stand on the position of wishing and say, 'you deserve it, you deserve it'.

But she didn't dare.

She shouldn't have said that.

Yan Shiwei thinks a lot, and doesn't know how long it took to sleep.

Half asleep and half awake, I vaguely heard something outside the window. "Knocking" is like raindrops hitting the window, or artificial knocking on the window.

Knock on the window?!

Yan Shiwei suddenly sat up with this knowledge.

This is the third floor. Who can knock on the window at night?

She subconsciously pressed the lamp on, bravely and slowly moved to the bedside, leaned against the wall, and bit by bit the window curtain opened a gap, but for a moment, she was stunned.

The next second, she made a terrible sound——

"Ah!"

There is a man outside the window. Under the dark night, the white face can't see half handsome. It's true that it's scary.

But after a short surprise, she also recognized that the person outside the window was Bai Jinchuan!

In an instant, all kinds of tastes poured into her heart. Without thinking, she quickly pushed open the window. The sudden move almost made Bai Jinchuan standing on the branch unstable. After shaking a few times, he helped the branch stand firm again.

"Poetry..."

"What's wrong with you? If you're sick, go to the mental hospital. Run here at night to scare anyone!" Yan Shiqi reprimanded him. After all, who can be in a good mood when he was startled?

Bai Jinchuan also felt rash, like a child who did something wrong, drooping his head, "I don't want to scare you, your mobile phone can't get through, and I don't want to disturb your brother, so I can only climb a tree..."

What you said makes no sense!

It's raining heavily outside. It's clattering.

In this kind of weather, it's a small tree. Bai Jinchuan's left arm is broken and the plaster hasn't been removed, but he climbed up with his bare hands. It's hard to imagine. Moreover, in the autumn season, s city is wet and cold. The rain hits his skin like ice, and his clothes are wet all over

Yan Shiwei couldn't distinguish her mood. She sighed helplessly, and her long eyelashes covered the sadness at the bottom of her eyes. "Is it a bitter meat plan?"

Bai Jinchuan looked at her with a determined light in his dark eyes, "I just miss you and want to see you."

Yan Shiwei took a deep breath and opened the screen window. "Can you come in?"

Bai Jinchuan nodded, pressed the branch with one hand, jumped into the room, turned back and closed the window, then hugged Yan Shiwei in his arms and tightly, "Weiwei, did you cry?"

Yan Shiwei wanted to deny it, but she was silent when she thought that there must be tears on her face.

Bai Jinchuan let go of her and held her cheek. He was so distressed that he didn't know what to do. "When we first got together, I thought about how to bully you all day. I was particularly interested when I saw you cry. What I always wanted to do was that you couldn't get out of bed, but now... Seeing you cry, I just wanted to kill myself."

Yan Shiwei looked at him calmly. This carefully carved cold and handsome face, this dark and deep pupil, at this time, was full of sad pain, and the faint red eyes set off everything in his heart.

"Sorry, it's all my bastards..." Bai Jinchuan bypassed her back neck with one hand, supported her back brain, leaned over and kissed her lips.

The cool lips, but with the temperature of a long separation, when she touched Yan Shiwei, the moment was like a magic spell, completely disillusioned the mess at the bottom of her heart. She deeply closed her eyes and let Bai Jinchuan's rampant entanglement

Bai Jinchuan also hugged her harder, ignoring his embarrassment and humidity. For a time, he hugged her again, as if he had the whole world.

The rough and hasty kiss was not gentle, but it was full of deep feeling for a long time. It was very much like Bai Jinchuan. She tried her best to inject all her feelings into her until Yan Shiwei had poor breathing, her suffocating brain was heavy, and her breath was full of his flavo