Wishing widened his eyes and looked at Zuo Zhan in disbelief.
Countless words gathered on her lips and finally disappeared. What can you say? What else is necessary? Zuo Zhan is always like this. He always takes himself as the center. If he recognizes it, the end of the world can't be changed.
It's no use talking too much.
Wish finally understand, the original heart died to a certain extent, is really look at each other speechless.
She turned, took her coat and walked out of the tent.
"Make a wish, have you forgotten what you promised me before you came?" Zuo Zhan's low voice attacked behind him.
No accident, wishing stopped.
"Ji Laosan is a little capable, but if you add his Ji Shi and your Xu Shi together, you just have some skills in doing business. You can't find someone if you want to find a needle in a haystack."
To be exact, it can be done.
It just takes time.
After all, the other party intended to hide, but also the whole Cheng family.
Zuo Zhan heaved a deep breath, "one month, be honest with me, and I promise you everything else."
Wishing angrily, her fingers curled up tight, and no matter how powerful her mental ability could resist the emotional impact. When she turned around, she was furious, "Zuo Zhan, what else can you do except threaten?! you're really powerful! You don't take my company, Grandpa and grandma this time, but you use Jane Yan and uncle, you... What else do you want to do!"
"What do you say I want to do? Don't you really know?" Zuo Zhan rubbed his eyebrows wearily, trying to suppress his inner roar.
Although he keeps saying that he doesn't ask for forgiveness and doesn't care about anything else, in fact, he has no choice. There's really no way! He can't wash away her memory as before, can't ignore her body, and can't ban her at will... Just because he recovered all his memories and understood her importance to himself, he can't give up, let go or forget her!
"I want a fucking chance. You can accept the chance to forgive me again! You can't kick me without even giving me a chance to atone!" He finally couldn't control it, and his hoarse pronunciation brought blood from his heart.
Wishing to bite his teeth, "Zuo Zhan, what do you think? Do you lose your memory again?"
Zuo Zhan frowned.
"How can you say the word 'forgive'? Have you forgotten what you have done?! who caused the only two wounds on my body? You know I have blood clotting disorder. I have been cautious since I was a child, but you still..."
The finger on the left side of the body shook.
"If you were me, would you forgive someone who has done all that to you? And what you have done to me is far more than that."
Zuo Zhan's face completely lost color. Every word he said was like gouging out his heart, but he was unable to refute.
"I believe now that you are the one I liked me, otherwise I am not an immortal. What kind of person do you want? As for pestering me like this, how can you like it? What about true love? Can this thing be used as food or money? If I really forgive you, then, yes, yes, no, up, me, myself and myself!"
There was no tone in the voice of wishing word by word. These words had been pressed in her heart for a long time. From the moment she saw Zuo Zhan back home, she wanted to explain to him. Unfortunately, she had no chance.
"I'm sorry for you. I'm also an asshole. I'm ungrateful. I... I'm not a fucking thing, but it's also before. Who can promise not to do something wrong in my life? I swear I'll never do it again. Your position in my heart has long been irreplaceable. I just... Just... I didn't recognize it at the beginning..." Zuo Zhan's eyes were red, He didn't know what language to use. How much he loved making wishes.
He made a mistake, failed her, and even caused indelible harm to the wish. They all said that the late deep feeling was inferior to the wild grass, but the feeling was the feeling, which could not change the past. He tried to change the future.
Zuo Zhan also stood up, looked down at the ground and felt his heart dripping blood, "I'm wrong, make a wish, I'm sorry, I'm really wrong, I'll never be again, can I beg you..."
"No."
As soon as the words of rejection were uttered, the wish was out of control. Up to now, Zuo Zhan has only one sentence right. She still has him in her heart all the time.
But what can this change.
Love does not mean forgiveness, nor does it mean letting go.
Even if she missed the opportunity and regretted all her life, she didn't want to feel the pain again.
She suffered too much in the first half of her life. In the next few decades, she doesn't want to wrong herself anymore.
"It's already late. You should recognize it earlier." Wishing forced back the moisture in the eyes, turned and continued to go out.
Without waiting for her to take a step, her wrist was shackled by the left hand. He gently lifted her face and his eyes were full of thick fog, "because Jane Yan and uncle, you can't leave me for the time being."
Wishing surprised, her body was stunned and cold all over. She thought of sarcasm, but she couldn't say it.
"Look, every time I want to ease up and make up for you, you always push me away. If I don't plan hard, what shall we do? You, maybe god sent me down to torture me..." Zuo Zhan whispered and pecked his wishing lips. "I don't want to do this, but you always force me, and I can't do it. I can't watch you and others... Don't blame me."
Wishing to look at him quietly, his eyes were cold and heartless, "you are similar to Cheng Huan, not as good as animals."
Zuo Zhanwei pulled his thin lips and smiled pale and powerless.
It doesn't matter whether birds or animals. What can a real animal do? Just keep her.
Wishing to push him away, he turned and sat down again on the mattress. "You can do it, but you can't stay here. You and I can only live alone here tonight."
Zuo ZHANJING looked at her for a few seconds. She retreated and asked for the second place. She fished out her coat and went out.
Wishing powerlessly looking at the empty tent, my heart is haggard beyond description.
Another tent.
When Zuo Zhan opened the door chain and came in, Jiang Ke and Lin Shao were drinking and looked at him askew, "ouch, have you been driven out?"
These two people seem to have a hunch. Lin Shao also took out two bills and threw them to Jiang Ke. Jiang Ke smiled, "look, I still know how to make a wish."
Lin Shao nodded admiringly, "well, I'm convinced."
Zuo Zhan didn't have time to pay attention to them. They made fun of their bets, threw away their coats, sat down cross legged and poured himself two glasses of wine.
"In fact, say a word, brother Zhan, you'd better save it." Jiang Ke stretched out his arm and put it on his left shoulder. Although he was a little drunk, he seemed to have a long talk. "We bystanders feel that you have no chance to make a wish..."
"Yes, it's impossible. Let go and be safe. Your conditions are not bad and you don't have children. Why?" Lin Shao chewed beef jerky and added it.
Zuo Zhan frowned coldly, "what?"
"How many of our brothers, except Yuanzi, are normal? We're all suitable for being friends, not for falling in love, getting married or something. We'll take over a generation for the family. In another two years, find a similar woman to have two or three children. Let's make a wish."
Jiang Ke nodded again and again, "yes, you don't pester others anymore. No matter how many feelings you have, you can't help your tossing for more than ten years. It's almost OK. Take your heart and let each other go."
Zuo Zhan, "..."
If it weren't for the five fans who both drank, Zuo zhanzhen might get up and kick them. Is that human talk.
Is that what brothers should say?!
He had already made up his mind to overcome her difficulties. They advised him to give up as soon as possible. Is that possible, shit!
"I've always felt that wishing and Xi always match each other very well. Just where they go, they are talented and beautiful. Moreover, Xi always is so gentle. I'm a man. If I were a woman, I would never marry him... Ah!"
Jiang Ke's voice suddenly pointed out and covered his shoulder, which was hurt by the pestle. "It hurts... Zuo Zhan, what are you doing?"
Zuo Zhan's gloomy face was ugly and said coldly, "your dog eyes have been donated. I'm a perfect match for wishing! The old toad surnamed Xi wants to eat swan meat. Dream! In this life, in the next life, in the next life, I can't give my daughter-in-law to him!"
One by one, they always want to think about making a wish and die.
Lin Shao, "..."
Jiang Ke bared his mouth and hissed, "you're not a toad, just a lump of cow dung, always thinking of inserting a flower..."
Zuo Zhan whispered, "fuck!" just as he was about to get up, Jiang Ke swished and dodged first. "A gentleman moves his mouth and doesn't do it. Stop. You two deserve it. It's matchless. It's immortal."
Damn it, I won't tell the truth yet.