Chapter 633

"Zuo, Zuo Zhan... Um..."

The brain was like being split by a torrent, and the wish began to struggle. Zuo Zhan's arms were like pliers, tightly shackled her, and it was difficult to move.

"You..."

Zuo Zhan is really feverish, and his dizzy mind is not clear, but he knows who he is and who his subordinates are. No matter how absurd his actions and how funny his words are, he has only a little consciousness left - he can't let go of her.

If you miss this time, there will be no next time.

At least with the nature of making a wish, he will not be given another chance in the future.

"Zuo Zhan, let me go..."

Zuo Zhan leaned down, pressed her with all her weight, easily grasped her wrists, raised them above her head, covered her mouth with her other hand, dyed her eyes deeply, and locked her deeply, "listen to me --"

"Don't be afraid and don't get excited. I won't touch you."

"Although I really want to do this, you know, I basically... Can't help it to you." But Zuo Zhan hasn't lost all his reason. He can't do the consequences of forcing her again.

Especially when I think that I will look at him with a hostile, cold, or even disgusting look when making a wish, what's the difference between peeling meat from his heart?!

He frowned impatiently as if he wanted to say something, but Zuo Zhan's big hands and claws tightly covered her. He could only make a vague gas sound, and he couldn't hear what it meant.

Zuo Zhan lowered his posture. His wronged eyes were light and heavy, and his sad and innocent appearance was really unbearable. He said in a dumb voice, "just stay with me for a while, stay with me, okay?"

"I have no other extravagant hopes and dare not have any more. What are you afraid of? Are you afraid of me threatening you? Make a wish, do you really think I like that? Yes, I Zuo Zhan used to be a terrible bastard. I used to use my grandfather and my parents to coax you, deceive you, take your company, grandparents... Even Jane Yan, and you care about everything with you Yes, I threatened again, but what happened? Ask yourself, "what's the result?"

"Did I really succeed? Did I succeed in my plot?" Zuo Zhan said and smiled. The smile made people cold all over. He looked at the wish with determination. It was clear that he was close at hand, but he couldn't touch her heart.

He smiled bitterly, "if I succeed, then we... How can we become like this today? We should... Be together, and we will be together well..."

At the end, he almost choked.

It may be because of fever and pain, or it may be because of thinking of the past.

In short, Zuo Zhan at this time can no longer be described.

Wishing is the first time to see him so haggard, decadent and even emotional

But every word Zuo Zhan said was like a sharp weapon. She was crazy to drill into her heart. She wanted to forget the past, completely let go and come out! Almost, Zuo Zhan let her lose all her previous achievements! Why, why not!

"I never really wanted to threaten you, let alone embarrass you. Zuo Zhan has been in this life... I really want wind to wind and rain to rain. Only you make me beg but can't, and love is hard to give up! You say you have loved me for more than ten years and moved true feelings for me. I can also tell you frankly that I love you no less than you!"

Wishing from the previous struggle to resist, and even bite him, just want to speak, to now the body is stiff and completely stunned, in less than a few seconds.

She stared at him blankly, thinking of sharp irony and retorting, but at this moment, she suddenly had no strength to speak.

The heart has long been hollowed out.

What else can you say.

Zuo Zhan hooped her cheek and stared at her eyes with deep eyes, "As I said before, I'll plant you alone in my life. If you don't follow me in this life, I'll... Anyway, there will be no second person, whether he is widowed or lonely, or... Forget it. In short, I'm sorry for you. I'm sorry for you. I've accepted how you asked me to pretend to be a grandson. Even if you ask me to kneel a few times a day, I can do it Yes, but can you... "

"No."

Wishing finally broke free from his shackles. He spoke in a hoarse voice, but his pronunciation was very gentle.

She didn't say it in anger.

Only use a very ordinary, very calm, and even very indifferent voice.

In an instant, Zuo Zhan's breath was stifled.

He only felt his ribs sneaking, like being dug out by life.

"I also said earlier that forgiving you means I'm sorry for myself! Zuo Zhan, you and I can continue to be friends, partners, colleagues at work, children, friends and even brothers, but we can't be lovers anymore." Wish again.

Zuo Zhan followed her voice and his face faded inch by inch.

The pale face and thin shriveled lips cut the heart and tore the lungs with every breath, and every second of breathing is like the stripping of the soul.

"I've talked to you many times about this topic." Wishing took a deep breath, and some old-fashioned feelings also made her tired.

She pushed Zuo Zhan away impatiently, sat up straight, and tidied up her clothes. "You love me, I believe, but how can this be? There are so many men and women in the world. Can you be together by saying 'I love you'? No."

The answer is clear.

There is almost no need to make a wish, ask and answer yourself.

She added, "it has nothing to do with love or not, and it has nothing to do with Li Mengyao, warmth, Xi Yan, Liao Jiangcheng and other people. It's that too many things have happened between you and me, most of which are unpleasant, right?"

Using the three words "unhappy" to describe it is simply better than that.

Wishing can hardly recall the experience of previous years. Every day is like hell. Watching your lover with others, listening to their love words, watching their love, seeing his difficulties and sarcasm

"No."

Zuo Zhan suddenly opened his lips. His cool fingers crossed the wishing cheek, revealing a trace of sad and cold pain in his eyes. His cold fingertips reached the bottom of the wishing heart. He muttered, "what you said is wrong, it has something to do with others..."

"If there were no Li Mengyao, if I didn't admit my mistake blindly, if there were no Xi who came to dig my corner, let alone Liao Jiangcheng's deliberate instigation, you and I wouldn't be like this!"

I was stunned when I made a wish.

She looked at Zuo Zhan in surprise. For a moment, she had an illusion that Zuo Zhan seemed to be covered with an invisible net. Each poison vine was like a vine thorn, which stabbed into her flesh and blood.

Even if the pain is numb now, I still... Feel uncomfortable.

"You say these are meaningless..." wishing to refute.

Zuo Zhan interrupted quickly, "this is the real meaning. Do you still want to escape!"

"I..." wishing eyes appeared confused, but also just a flash, and soon reorganized their thoughts and said, "well, it's time to face the problem directly. Yes, it's really related to them."

"Li Mengyao kidnapped and killed my child and indirectly killed my Secretary Zhang Baichen. It was a human life. Now Li Mengyao is under the law, but what did you do at the time of the incident?! warm and follow the former. Under your protection, Jian Yan was seriously injured in a car accident and disfigured. What do you mean for a woman? How did you do it?"

The sonorous words of wishing, word by word, the storm and rain all hit Zuo Zhan——

"Dare you say that you really didn't know the truth when Li Mengyao killed Zhang Baichen and seriously injured Jian Yan? Do you really believe that they are innocent?! dare you say that? Zuo Zhan!"

The past has aroused all the negative emotions of wishing.

The words she questioned were weeping blood!

It's really late to bring up the old story.

Zhang Baichen can't come back.

Jane Yan's lost face can never be found again.

The knife wound in her abdomen will never be repaired.

A broken heart is no longer difficult to reorganize.

Therefore, how can Zuo Zhan say love to her, ask her to forgive, and ask her to turn back