Chapter 657

"Afraid of me?"

Zuo Zhan looked straight into his wishing eyes, and his low voice brought out a loss he had never had before. But with the change of his wishing face, he was like a sword in his chest. With great perseverance, he restrained his trembling body, and then said, "you're afraid of me."

This time, he used a positive tone.

"You're afraid that I'll be an asshole again one day, and when I don't get that nerve right, and make the second Li Mengyao, the third warm, one left and one right. You're worried and bothered, so try to break up with me now, no matter how I behave, and keep treating you. Even if I kneel down and beg you, you'll push me away with an iron heart..."

"Make a wish, am I right?"

Wishing is like a lump in the throat.

She moved her lips as if to say something, but thousands of words turned pale at the moment and could only be silent.

Zuo Zhan painfully closed her eyes, came forward and clasped her arm, firmly pulled the person over, forcing her to look up at herself, "what you fear most is not that I deceive you, nor what I hide from you, nor what company, property, family, friends... What you fear most is that I don't love you enough!"

"I'm afraid I'm just impulsive or mentally unbalanced. I just want to find face and play with you again."

Zuo Zhan found that he could really expose his scars and could not describe his mood. He couldn't tell which was more sad or painful. He had already experienced the taste of being hollowed out. Why should he be afraid of more pain?

I can't listen anymore.

She earned hard, pushed away Zuo Zhan and took a big step back, but her steps were nailed to the floor and couldn't move any more.

Wishing weakly looked at him, his eyes numb and tired, "... I have no strength and no mood to argue with you now. Zuo Zhan, what you say is what you say."

Zuo Zhan's last sentence was like a basin of invisible ice water pouring into her heart. When she broke up that year, Zuo Zhan's light words of "just for fun" stabbed her in the heart.

Heart and lung to pay the truth, but it's not worth a penny.

Who can understand the feeling of being severely abused.

Wishing she didn't want to say more to him. Every minute of the confrontation was torture. She just wanted to turn around and leave as soon as possible.

Zuo Zhan didn't stop her. He didn't even take a step forward. He slowly lowered his head. For a long time, he was making a wish and walked to the door of the office. His low voice was almost self-talk. "Is it interesting to open your eyes and tell lies?"

Make a wish with a slight step.

"In recent years, too many big and small things have happened. Make a wish. Touch your conscience and say to yourself, which time did I not take you first? When life is at stake, which time did I fear life and death and let you have something?"

Every word kills the heart and every sentence weeps blood.

At that time, in S City, the branch was secretly plotted, the poison gas overflowed, and the wish was in danger. Zuo Zhan risked his life to save her.

Once on the road to the airport, Liao Dongxing's men planned to kill their wishes together with their grandparents. Zuo Zhan and Yan Shiqi raced to protect her.

When confronting Liao Dongxing on the isolated island, Zuo Zhan took the lead, counted Liao Dongxing on his own, and forced him into a desperate situation, which changed his wish for stability.

She was unable to recover from her illness. He gave up his dignity, lost his identity and knelt down with humiliation.

In the face of Liao Jiangcheng's provocation, he knew that the other party was malicious, that the other party intended to make trouble, and that there were thousands of ways to deal with it, but in order to prevent her from having an accident and ensure her life safety, he knelt down again

Again and again.

It is said that human nature itself is selfish. No matter whether it is good or evil, selfishness is the essence. People don't die for themselves, but at a critical juncture, in the face of interests and major right and wrong, one can disobey his nature and disobey his instinct for another person. This is love.

A kind of love without any language interpretation, without any action to prove.

The hand that makes a wish on the doorknob is already stiff, and the whole person can't move any more.

A disordered heart jumped wildly, as if thousands of thoughts were rushing together. Something was breaking the cocoon at the bottom of her heart, shaking all her thoughts, conquering her reason and scouring her emotions.

"I love you, if you don't believe it --" Zuo Zhan finally took a step, walked behind her, spread his arms and held her in his arms from the rear. "Give me a life sentence. I'll serve my sentence here until the day I die. See if my heart for you will change."

"Stop talking, Zuo Zhan, I believe you." Wishing finally opened her mouth, but her voice was so obscure that she turned around and looked up at him, "you love me and are good to me. I know and see it in my eyes, but what can this change?"

She moved her eyes, sighed, and moved away from him. "Some things don't depend on love alone, just like an object. Even if I like it again, I can't afford it. It's better not to. After so many things have happened, we should all recognize this and indulge in the past. It's meaningless..."

Before the wishing words were finished, Zuo Zhanyi buckled the back of his brain and directly blocked his lips.

Every word she said in her mouth was not what Zuo Zhan wanted to hear. This woman who once regarded him as everything, centered on him and always full of his eyes was his. How can he use this mouth that said love and say such rejection again? Like avoiding secondary injury, he can only block her in a simple way.

"I'll give you the left house."

For a long time, Zuo Zhan's mellow voice slowly overflowed from the wishing lip. He held her cheek and looked into her eyes. "I'll give you everything under my name. If I make a mess one day, or do some bastard thing again, you'll make me penniless and have no clothes and clothes. Kick me out again."

"Isn't that ok?"

Zuo Zhan also took a deep breath, "we are all businessmen. I don't seem to have anything to give you except money. I give you everything. Make a wish and you give yourself to me, huh?"

Wishing felt something surging in her eyes, which made her eyes seem to lose focus.

She didn't want to lose her manners. She brushed him away very quickly. When she turned her back, she bit her lower lip hard and forced the dense of the fundus of her eyes back. Then she said, "it's useless. Don't say that again."

Wishing still wanted to go. There was a place occupied by the left. The air pressure was too low and the air was thin. She couldn't breathe.

Zuo Zhan grabbed her wrist and pressed her on the door panel. His scarlet eyes were stained with deep sorrow, "what else can I do? Tell me, I'll do it right away."

"I want you to leave..."

The latter words didn't go on, and the wishing mouth was covered by Zuo Zhan again.

He said, "it's impossible for me to leave you. I have to be with you all my life. Don't play any routine with me. If you try to push me away, you can make me die, forever, forever, never, can, can!"

"There are no three words' impossible 'in this world!" Make a wish and push him away. "I'll say it for the last time, Zuo Zhan, that's all."

Words fall, make a wish and slam the door.

Along the way, many passing employees greeted her. Xu Dong's words were still in her ears. With a faint nod of wish numbness, she went straight into an idle conference room. At the moment of locking the door, she took off all her disguises and leaned weakly against the door panel and sat on the ground.

He's half right.

She was afraid, but not that.

But afraid of repeating the mistakes again, torturing each other again, and hurting each other again.

It's not that I don't love, but I can't afford it.