Wishing to be thrown by him, her body fell into the soft sofa, and her long left arm still shackled her and couldn't move.
"You let go of me!" She wanted to struggle unhappily.
Zuo Zhan not only didn't let go, but also tightened the hoop more and more. It seemed that she wanted to melt her into her bones and flesh, so that she could never run away and escape again. She was the only one forever.
Wishing to look at Zuo Zhan's wolf like eyes, it seemed as if she was going to flash greedy green light. She had a bad hunch and subconsciously gave up resistance, but her eyes flashed, and there was a crack in her always calm face, "... Can you put on your clothes first..."
Zuo Zhan had just finished taking a shower. When he heard the sound, he went downstairs to have a look. He wrapped a bath towel with a narrow shoulder width and a strong waist at a glance.
And just in the action, the bath towel loosened and slipped somewhat
Zuo Zhan lowered his eyes and saw some imperceptible embarrassment on his face. Instead, he simply hugged the person with his long arm and made a wish, holding the person horizontally and went upstairs.
He kicked the master bedroom open, walked in and threw her to the sofa. He turned back and closed the door and locked it.
Wishing to sit up again, rubbed the shoulder hurt by the armrest of the sofa, and looked to the left.
Zuo Zhan came back and only tightened his bath towel. He didn't intend to wear clothes. He looked at her proudly with low eyes, "let's talk."
Wishing moved his lower lip, but what he wanted to say stopped again.
Such a large master bedroom and a spacious double bed.
The fragrance is light and the lantern rotates.
The soft light is delicate, like a natural filter shining on each other.
It's not like you can sit down and talk calmly.
Wishing with a slight sigh, I was about to say another day when I heard Zuo Zhan's careless words, "remember, this is the wedding room when we got married for the first time."
The act of wishing to get up paused.
"At that time, I was often not at home and didn't live here. You were alone. You worked in the company during the day and went home at night. You wanted me to go home at that time, but you never said it and just supported yourself." Zuo Zhan walked slowly towards her and sat beside her, "now it's the other way around. I live here, or Yujin garden, waiting for you every day and looking forward to your home..."
rake up the past.
Wishing is a little upset. Zuo Zhan is right. It's really hard to be alone, but what can it be? A single human figure only comes to this world, and then leaves alone. No matter what wealth, status, identity, relatives, they can't take away. Whether they like it or not, everyone should adapt and accept being alone.
Zuo Zhan took her hand and made a wish. He smelled the faint wood fragrance on him, and his heart was in chaos.
"In the past, we had a lot of problems. 99% of them were my fault and my problem." Zuo Zhan's eyes fell on her and looked straight into her eyes, "I said I wanted to change and make up for it before. I asked you to give me a chance, but seriously, I don't know whether I can change it or how much..."
His secluded eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, gray and dead gray. "The only thing I can do is to trust you unconditionally, love you, protect you and take care of you. This is not empty talk. I can really do it."
Wishing took a breath, and there were bursts of complex pain in her heart. Zuo Zhan should have seen the weakness in the bottom of her heart, so it didn't take much effort to pierce the high wall cast in her heart in a few words.
She pondered for a long time and finally said, "you can do it, but I don't need it anymore. Zuo Zhan, let's stop the loss in time and stop."
Zuo Zhan leaned back on the sofa.
There was silence in the room.
For a long time, Zuo Zhan slid his Adam's apple slightly and said, "make a wish, do you still like me?"
Wishing suddenly froze.
Zuo Zhan looked at her and smiled miserably, "you still like me."
Wishing for peace is like falling into a drop of thick ink and ripples——
"Otherwise, you won't come tonight." He added, with a firm voice like an urgent announcement of what to prove.
Wishing, frowning in amazement, "I'm sending shizaki back!"
"This is an excuse." Zuo Zhanshen said, "Shiqi has long been an adult. No matter how drunk he is, he has an assistant and a secretary. Any employee of the company can take care of him. It's really not good. There's Shiwei. You didn't see that you were cheated by him or dragged by him. You're willing to take the initiative!"
Zuo Zhan stretched out his hand to pull her and held her arms tightly, forcing her to look at herself, "admit it, I'm right."
He said a word and hit the nail on the head again. "Also, after you learned that we were not divorced, your first reaction was to return home and want to talk to me face-to-face, but what? Make a wish. You have always been used to dealing with things calmly. In the face of problems, according to normal logic, you can entrust a lawyer to divorce me, but have you done so?"
"Lawyer, I have arranged it. He will contact you later." Make a wish.
"Two weeks, half a month, you've been waiting for me for such a long time, but you're only contacting a lawyer now?" Zuo Zhan reluctantly pursed his lower lip, stretched out his hand and held her in his arms. In her ear, he used a voice that penetrated his soul and his heart, and said in a low voice, "you don't want to give up me, and you still like and love me."
The wish was completely silent.
Zuo Zhan analyzed her heart from all aspects with various facts.
Zuo Zhan leaned over and put his head on her shoulder. "I don't want to let go or separate from you, because once you go, you'll never come back. What should I do without you?"
"Reluctantly tied together, what should I do?" Make a wish and ask.
"What should you do..." Zuo Zhan mechanically repeated this sentence with heartache. "Yes, if you are unhappy and unhappy around me and don't think about how to leave all the time, I just reluctantly left you without your heart. Looking at your pain, I can't give up..."
Wishing was painful, he suddenly pushed Zuo Zhan away and stared at him angrily, "Don't pretend to be pathetic in front of me. It's useless for a long time! Since the first marriage, how did I treat you and how did you treat me? People have a heart, but you don't have it. What you want is freshness and excitement. Just like I dump you once, you must dump me once. You must meet psychological fairness and just play. Who dares to be like you One's whole life! "
Let go of the things depressed in your heart. Make a wish and take a heavy breath, as if you were clear all over.
A person deeply loves another person, but there may be deception, injury, and even unreserved use and play. Is this love.
It's insulting the word love!
"Divorce, must leave, must also leave!" I wish I didn't want to stay for a moment. Every minute I spent with Zuo Zhan was suffering, and the air was suffocating, "Don't make any excuses, and don't say any more reasons. We've known each other for more than 20 years. For the sake of your good treatment to me when I was a child, I'll wait for you for two weeks, but it doesn't mean anything. Zuo Zhan, my lawyer will arrive tomorrow. He will solve all the problems related to divorce, and I won't see you again."
Zuo Zhan's eyes showed clearly visible pain. He stopped making a wish, "you must have held back your heart. Just take this opportunity to say it."
He would rather wish to lose his temper and vent his anger at him, even if the words pierced his heart and were unbearable, than her indifference and disregard.
"You and I have nothing to say for a long time." Wishing really didn't want to say anything. He just brushed his hand away and got up and went out.
Zuo Zhan looked at her back sadly. "I don't need a lawyer. I agree to divorce this marriage."
There was a slight delay in wishing, but it didn't stop.
Zuo Zhan walked around in front of her and looked at her for a moment. His complex deep eyes were a little red, "but not now. Finally, give me some time. I, I give you... Freedom."