468 He was gone, and she felt relieved, but her heart felt like it was being twisted by a knife
“A ‘li Qianqian, tell me, how did you feel when a’ Nian left?”
she and xiao bai liked both of them, right?
But to a certain extent, they were clearly the same person.
However, sang Xia did not want her to fall for ah Nian.
And ah Nian probably did not want to either.
The loss of control that day was just a last resort.
As soon as sang Xia said that, Su Li left her. With a drunken look, he laughed, raised his head, and laughed. Then he turned over and fell back onto the sofa. He laughed so hard that tears came out of his eyes. what does it feel like? I feel like I’m f * cking relieved! he said.
How could he not feel relieved?
He didn’t need to be conflicted.
There was no need to suffer.
but, but Hanhan, ” she choked out. The mocking smile on her face disappeared in an instant. She lowered her head again and clenched her fists to block her chest. Hanhan’s voice was hoarse and helpless like a little beast. but when I turned my head, my heart felt like it was being cut by a knife.
He left.
In an instant, she felt as if a heavy burden had been lifted off her shoulders. When she turned around, her heart felt as if it was being twisted by a knife.
He couldn’t control the twitching pain.
Why did he just leave like that?
Wasn’t it just a f * cking forced kiss back then?! How could he be so useless!
Why did she not dare to face him again!
Su Li’s tears and snot flowed down her face. She sat up and held her phone, her fingertips trembling. I shouldn’t have tried to test him. I shouldn’t have pretended to be drunk and asked someone to call him to pick me up. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have known that I would be so f * cking narcissistic!!!
Su Li said, and in the end, he was so agitated that he directly threw his phone out.
With a bang, it smashed into pieces on the ground!
Sang Xia could not say anything more.
She just looked at Su Li, who was madly roaring and venting his anger. She knew that this was fate.
It did not matter if it was Chen nianbai or ah Nian.
this was her fate.
After a long time, sang Xia suddenly asked Su Li, ” a ‘li, if the person you love won’t be with you for a long time, and only has a little time, will you choose to love, even if Qianqian will be heartbroken in the future? ”
Su Li tightly pursed his lips, his eyelashes trembling. Without even thinking, he said, ” yes, why wouldn’t I? I’m a person who lives in the present.
Her tears fell.
“But what’s the point of saying all this now? the people i love have left me, and my life now is not just the current one, but also tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the day after that. every day is meaningless.”
He was like a walking corpse.
She mumbled, her voice hoarse. She let her tears fall on her palm, and a desolate smile appeared on her lips.
no matter how dazzling her appearance was, the emptiness and loneliness in her heart could not be filled. she was just a shell.
sang xia was silent.
Perhaps everyone had chosen to treat her in a way that they thought was for Su Li’s own good, but no one had ever thought of her own wishes.
And now sang Xia knew.
She was not willing.
He was not willing.
After a long while, sang Xia held her hand and took a deep breath. She looked at her and said slowly, ” ah li, go. Ah Nian will not leave you. You just like him, don’t you? it doesn’t matter if he’s a bodyguard or not. You love him, and that’s enough. Stop torturing yourself.
When she said this, her breathing stopped for a moment. besides, you have to know that Xiao Bai loves you so much. He also hopes that you will be happy.
Sang Xia could not do anything about this.
She did not want to go back on her word, only because the other party was Chen nianbai.
Moreover, the most important thing was-