Jiang Zhi grabbed her hand and kissed her fingers one by one, with smiles in his eyes: "You don't like to talk, we have to say it alone."
She doesn't like to talk.
So in the morning, when they were in the hallway, he forced her to keep talking, not to go to the room...Waiting for a while to go home, she must throw away the hallway carpet...
Humph, Jiang Zhi is a hooligan!
The little gangster rubbed her hair: "I will go to the studio and it will end in the evening. If you are bored at home, come to the studio to find me. Don't set up the stall. I don't worry about going out alone."
He whispered a few words softly, Zhou Xufang became angry, and obediently stretched out his hand to hug his neck, reluctant to part, reluctant for a while: "I took an errand task, and I will go out this afternoon."
"Is it dangerous?"
She shook her head: "Not dangerous."
Jiang Zhi didn't worry about her: "If you can do it, send me a full stop every ten minutes." Full stop will work, he is easily satisfied.
"it is good."
Hugging for a while, she said: "I'm going down." If Jiang Zhi is not allowed to leave, the crew will have to wait.
Jiang Zhi let go of her and put on her mask and hat: "Miss me."
Zhou Xufang nodded blushing, got out of the car, and said goodbye before leaving.
Department of Respiratory Medicine, Fifth People's Hospital.
After the beginning of the spring, the weather became warmer, and the temperature suddenly dropped in the past two days. Yao Tourmaline caught a cold, and was registered, waiting to see a doctor.
The Lu family members are low-key, Yao Tourxi’s mother and daughter both dress casually. Apart from their superior temperament, they are no different from ordinary people who come to see the doctor. They line up in the crowded corridors.
Yao Tourmaline glanced at the girl who had been distracted since entering the hospital: "Why are you listless?"
She is not Lu Sheng.
Her heart is gone, she is now a wandering soul.
Wandering soul: "Oh."
Yao Tourma saw something wrong with her: "Is it uncomfortable? Do you want to check it?"
Wandering soul: "Oh."
"what happened to you?"
Wandering soul: "Oh."
"Lu Sheng."
Wandering soul: "Oh."
Yao Tourmaline: "..."
She is a girl who matures early, because her brother is a "sleeping beauty". She started to study business with her grandma when she was very young. She is not an ordinary girl, and is much more calm than her peers. It is rare. When in despair.
At this moment, I don't know what was hooked.
"What do you think? Did you listen to me?"
Wandering soul: "What did you say?"
Yao Tourmaline: "..."
At this time, the nurse came out from the consulting room: "Is No. 36 here?"
Yao Tourma raised the registration list in her hand: "Yes."
"You can come in."
Yao Tourmael stood up: "Don't go in, wait for me outside."
The wandering soul had no intention of moving: "Oh."
She continued to sit still, her eyes blank, and there was no reflection in her eyes in the passage of people coming and going, and her whole person was empty.
Until the front corner, the girl walked by pushing her wheelchair.
Lu Sheng's eyes suddenly changed.
Zhou Xufang came to the hospital today to go through the discharge procedures for Zhou Qing. His body is no longer in serious trouble. He is all old problems and cannot be cured. He needs years of warm care.
The wheelchair stopped suddenly.
"what happened?"
Zhou Xufang said: "Lu Sheng is behind." She heard the footsteps and followed them all the time.
Zhou Qing let her head back and saw Lu Sheng.
Lu Sheng didn't hide, she approached in a flustered manner. She didn't know what to say, and after a long silence, she asked, "Are you going to be discharged from the hospital?"
Zhou Qing let him sit in a wheelchair and changed into a hospital gown. He didn't wear a prosthesis, and his left trouser leg was empty, because the weather suddenly turned cold and he coughed.
He nodded, speaking very little.
Lu Sheng had a lot to ask. He wanted to ask him whether he was uncomfortable, whether his leg hurts, whether he could call her, whether he could meet with her... and he was afraid of taking the liberty of it, so he kept his words down and exchanged ordinary greetings with him. : "Where is your body, is it all well?"
"All right."
He answered politely, in a distant tone, just like when he first met her.
Since she confessed, he seemed to have deliberately distanced herself from her.
"That's fine." She explained in a flustered manner in front of him, "I'm not here to see you, I'll accompany my mother to see the doctor." She was afraid of him being annoying, afraid that he would think she was stalking.
She wanted to get close to him, but she didn't dare.
"Do you have time now?" Zhou Qingrang said, "Ten minutes will be fine."
She was frowning, but with just one word of him, she was full of joy, and said hurriedly: "Some and some!"
"Xu Fang," Zhou Qingrang told her, "you go to the ward and wait for me."
"Ok."
I don't know what uncle is going to say to aunt.
Want to eavesdrop.
To hold back.
Zhou Qing let the wheelchair go to the garden behind the inpatient department, Lu Sheng followed him, not daring to get too close, and reluctant to get too far away.
Behind the cobblestones, there was an uphill road, and the wheelchair walked very bumpy.
Lu Sheng was afraid that he would fall and couldn't help but help: "I'll help you push."
Zhou Qingrang did not refuse: "Thank you."
She didn't say that she was too polite.
There are many patients in the garden who come out to bask in the sun, and the remaining dew on the green leaves is evaporated by the sun, with a very light fragrance of grass.
The wheelchair was parked on a flat road, and there was a pool of coins for wishing in the fountain next to it. The people who come here to make a wish are mostly patients or their families. When there is no way out, when they are in desperate need of comfort, they place all their hopes in this pool.
He looked at the coins in the pool that were folded by the sun and asked her: "I'm useless, am I?" It was like asking himself.
Among these countless coins, one was thrown by him.
I hope my sister can be at peace.
He made this wish after his third major operation.
Lu Sheng said immediately: "No!"
His eyes were cold, like the pool water at the end of the winter, with his hands folded on his legs, he touched the empty leg of his trousers, and smiled sarcastically: "It's not only useless, but also bad health."
There are still steel nails in his right leg. If it deteriorates, it may be amputated.
Lu Sheng felt uncomfortable: "Don't say that about yourself."
He is a very good person.
However, destiny treated him badly, making him miserable for half of his life.
"Lu Sheng," he said with a clear voice, eloquently when calling her name, "I am not suitable for you."
He called her to stop her thinking.
Lu Sheng didn't like to look down at him. She squatted and put her hand on the armrest of his wheelchair: "Then do you like me?"
He didn't answer, his eyes gleamed quietly.
Qingya came out of the dust, isolated from the world. There was no human smoke on him. Lu Sheng wanted to pull him down and to his side.
"Zhou Qingrang,"
Regardless of whether it is appropriate or not, she just wants to know: "Do you like me?"
As long as he nodded, she could subvert a whole world, she could block all voices of opposition, and she could ignore everything.
But he shook his head.
He doesn't like her.
When he looked at her, his eyes were still deserted: "Don't waste time on me, it's not worth it."
worth it.
How could he not be worth it.
It's that this world is not worth it, it's not worth it that he consumes all the vitality and anger.
Her eyes turned red suddenly, she wanted to hug this person so much, she wanted to pat him on the shoulder, and tell him, don't be alone...
"Sorry."
For his refusal, he apologized, put his hand on the wheelchair, pushed the wheel, closed his eyes, and did not look at her again.
Lu Sheng stretched out her hand and pulled his sleeves. She kept her posture to the lowest level, not begging with dignity, "Don't ignore me, will you be a friend first?"
In front of the person she likes, she can humble into the dirt.
She shouldn't have confessed that if someone like him didn't mean that, she would never be muddled.
Zhou Qingrang still kept those three words without any waves: "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry?" She pressed her voice, still could hear some crying, "Why keep saying sorry?"
He lowered his eyes, his long thin eyelashes cast shadows on his eyelids, and his voice was clear and gentle: "I shouldn't borrow your umbrella."
The moment he pushed the wheelchair back to her, the moment he turned around, the light in his eyes faded.
He shouldn’t be soft-hearted, shouldn’t be friendly, shouldn’t let such a beautiful girl like someone like him, and shouldn’t break her character and red her eyes...
Lu Sheng returned to his mother in despair.
"Lu Sheng," Yao Tourmaline asked her, "where have you been?"
She lowered her head and absent-mindedly: "Toilet." She tried her best to suppress her emotions, trying not to show any expression on her face, "What did the doctor say?"
"It's nothing, it's just a cold."
"Have you prescribed medicine?"
"Ok."
"I'll get you medicine."
Yao Tourmaline gave her the order. After she went to the hospital pharmacy, Yao Tourmaline stepped aside and dialed a phone call: "Secretary Hong, how are you doing?"
The other party is Lu Sheng's secretary, Hong Qi.
"Madam, what do you mean?"
Yao Tourma's tone is casual: "Did she fall in love?"
Hong Qi couldn't figure out the mind of the empress dowager, neither the big nor the small dare to offend: "No." He answered carefully, "I don't know too."
Yao Tourma made an understatement: "With a news anchor."
Hong Qi said quickly: "I haven't talked about it yet, it's just that the second lady is unilaterally infatuated--"
Oops, my mouth is leaking!
Yao Tourmaline knew it in her heart: "Just take it as I don't know, and don't mention anything there." After that, she hung up the phone.
She has seen Zhou Qingrang, on TV, a person who is good with everything, but with bad legs, bad life, bad health.