"I always like you, I just want to accompany you, as long as you let me stay I will never go to Tianqing City, in fact, I go and not to only between you." You Jia didn't respond to it. Hongshuibin thought that her behavior might have frightened her and she was afraid to get close to her.
You Jia shook her head, she did not agree with hongshuibin willing to leave her the idea: "you don't need to, this is your dream, you should not give up for me."
"But I don't want to leave you. I just want to be with you. If I go to Tianqing City, I don't know what will happen. Maybe we will decide on each side of the world because of this, which is not what I want." Hongshuibin hates to dig out his heart to you Jia. Even if the temptation of the variant machine a mechanic is even greater, he also refuses to leave Youjia.
Hongshuibin has said this, you Jia can not avoid again, in order to make hongshuibin make up her determination, she chose to say her true: "but shuibin sorry, I have a favorite people."
Hongshuibin stayed, although there was some speculation in his heart, he thought that he could win a chance after expressing his sincerity, but Youjia refused him so resolutely.
"Is it Chen Feng?" Hongshuibin's mood turned to low, and he was familiar with the name that was not good at this time, but almost said nothing.
You Jia looked at the lonely expression on Hongbin's face painfully, but the long pain was not as short as the short pain. Finally, he confirmed his guess: "yes, I realized that only Chen Feng was in my heart, and could not accommodate other people except him."
Hongshuibin stepped back two steps, and he felt that the distance between Youjia and Youjia was never so far away: "actually, when my father took Chen Feng home, my intuition told me that everything would change. I thought we would have been green and beautiful, but finally, it changed."
"Please don't let Chen Feng get angry. You should be a good friend all my life. I just like him and he has nothing to do with it." You Jia thought of a bad possibility, hurriedly reminded hongshuibin not to blame Chen Feng.
"I know that our relationship has been changing slowly, but we don't want to mention it so we haven't been exposed." Hongshuibin looked at the grass under his feet, and he was told rationally that Chen Feng could not blame Chen Feng for the moment: "when Chen Feng came back from the second generation machine armour conference, all the relations changed completely, but I was always proud not to believe it, and now it is too late to fight for everything."
"I am very grateful that Chen Feng saved me at that time, but that is not the key. The change of emotion is subtle. I also gradually understand that what I like is Chen Feng. Shuibin, please don't do this." You Jia wants to close up with hongshuibin in the first two steps. If she doesn't do so, she feels like she will lose her childhood friend.
Fortunately, hongshuibin did not refuse to be kind to you Jia, and he looked up again and asked, "Chen Feng knows you like him?"
You Jia a little bit of lenient, in combination with Chen Feng has been denied after performance: "he should not know, I have not said to him."
"He is a confused person in his feelings, and in addition to our relationship, you two are going to be together, I'm afraid there is some confusion." Hongshuibin laughed bitterly, and all three of them felt trapped in their feelings.
At this moment you Jia appears to be more determined than hongshuibin, clandestine and forceful said: "I will stick to it until the day he wants to understand."
Seeing you Jia a girl is so resolute, hongshuibin feels that she can't be compared to her, and in a moment also made a decision: "that's good, I decided! I'm going to Tianqing! The sooner you start, the better! "
"Do you really think about it? I'm afraid we will be very difficult to meet after you go. " You Jia hesitated instead and lived with hongshuibin for many years. She could not imagine what kind of scene she would be when she lost hongshuibin in her life.
Hongshuibin showed a bright smile and comforted Youjia: "no, there is no longer worthy of my nostalgia. Your princess will have the knight of Chen Feng to guard, and I will pursue my dream since childhood, hoping that when we meet you next time, we can be together smoothly."
"Thank you, and hope you can find the person who really loves you and cares about you. You can't live unhappy." You Jia also wish flood bin the future will be better, tears drop by drop drop on the grass, it seems very touching especially heartache.
Hongshuibin can not see you Jia stream tears, extend his hand to wipe away tears for her, but hand reaches half, think that the beautiful person in front of him is never possible to belong to him, she will put into the arms of another person, what qualifications do she have to let her not sad.
Hongshuibin turns to his dormitory and leaves a happy smile while walking to try to make Youjia show his smile again: "you, don't shed tears easily, I can't live, and if Chen Feng knows that I bullied you, what can I do desperately to do?"
"we haven't been together yet!" You Jia smiles with tears and stomps his feet toward the flood bin that goes far away.
Hongshuibin tries to control his steps not too fast, lest you can see the flaw, but his face is tears and tears, combined with that sad heart expression, how ugly there is.
After getting out of the line of sight of Youjia, hongshuibin ran up. He ran to the teaching building of the first Department of fighter plane with all his strength. Now only here will no other students, and no one will see his fragile appearance at this time.Hong shuibin came to the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror. The first thing he saw was that he almost didn't recognize him. The eyes in the mirror were red and the corners of his mouth were twitching. The tears were constantly dropping down. Compared with the tears of Youjia just now, they were so small.
Hong shuibin covered his heart and let out a howl like ghost crying and howling. Only in this empty place can he lay down his guard and completely show his vulnerability. The lingering pain makes him unable to straighten his waist.
With one after another painful howl, Hong shuibin collapsed like a wounded wolf clutching the wall of the hand washing basin. His eyes were blurred and he recalled the details of living with you Jia when he was a child. He also remembered the happy days of the three after Chen Feng. Finally, he returned to the scene where you Jia refused to say that the person he liked was Chen Feng. His heart seemed to burst Like, let Hong shuibin cover the heart lying on the ground, always unable to get up.
After a long time, Hongshui bin eased up a little bit and leaned against the wall with his left hand. His whole body was wet as if he had just been fished out of the water, but he didn't realize it. Obviously, he hasn't got out of the blow that you Jia refused him.
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