Is it really a dream?
Luo Chen didn't understand why Xu Yun asked himself such a question. He thought it must be a dream, otherwise he couldn't explain why he saw such a scene.
"What's the matter? Are you so nervous?"
Xu Lian held Luo Chen's hand tightly, his body trembled gently, and his face was extremely frightened.
"Luo Chen, do you remember what you just did?"
Luo Chen shook his head.
"No impression at all. What did I do?"
Xu Lian's voice trembled and his face turned white.
"Luo Chen, I heard you shouting 'I'll do it' just now, and then I planned to take the wine bottle and pick up the glass fragments to cut my face. Do you remember these things?"
Luo Chen listened, his eyes widened, his eyes were full of fear, and his body trembled slightly.
Isn't Xu's behavior exactly what he was asked to do in his nightmare just now?
The original reality of their own, actually doing the same thing?
Why is that?
Is it because of the nightmare?
It is the nightmare that ferments the mood of worrying about Mu binglan in his heart, resulting in such a nightmare. In the nightmare, the nightmare turns into white face, hypnotizes himself and makes himself hurt himself.
Thinking of this, Luo Chen felt a thrill. There had never been a moment when Luo Chen had such a deep fear of that inexplicable nightmare.
When he just woke up, Luo Chen didn't know what he was doing holding the glass fragment, but now he all understood that he was hypnotized by a nightmare and wanted to hurt himself.
However, Xu Lian saw and stopped it, and the deep wound on Xu Lian's hand must have been scratched by himself to prevent himself.
At this time, the fear in Luo Chen's heart disappeared, and he became grateful for Xu Gan's concern.
Luo Chen gently raised Xu Gan's hand, and a wound cut by glass fragments lay across her palm. Blood flowed from the wound, which was eye-catching.
"Does it hurt?"
Luo Chen asked Xu Gan with some heartache. Xu Gan saw that Luo Chen was completely awake and shook his head with a smile.
"No pain."
"How can such a deep wound not hurt? Wait a minute."
With that, Luo Chen went back to his room and found the portable medical box he had used before, ready to bandage Xu Min's wound.
Luo Chen took out sanitary napkins, disinfecting alcohol, gauze and other medical supplies from the medical box. He put Xu Lian's hand on his thigh, and then dipped a sanitary napkin in disinfecting alcohol to disinfect the wound on Xu Lian's palm.
Disinfecting alcohol contacts with the wound, causing bursts of tingling and allowing Xu to suck cold air.
"A little patience will soon be all right."
"Yes."
Xu Gan cleverly nodded her head and insisted with her teeth. She looked at Luo Chen and looked down to deal with the wound for herself. Although her hand was painful, her heart was warm and very happy.
"Well, it should be all right."
After a while, Luo Chen wrapped up the wound on Xu Gan's hand. He let go of Xu Gan's small hand and began to clean up the medical box.
Xu Lian raised her hand and looked. The white gauze was tied around her palm two or three times, neat and beautiful. She happily said thank you to Luo Chen.
Luo Chen packed up the medical box and put it aside. He said with a smile.
"I should thank you."
Finally, Luo Chen thought of what had just happened and lost his tone again.
"If you hadn't found it in time just now, I'm afraid I'd be in the hospital now."
Xu Gan couldn't help asking when Luo Chen mentioned what had just happened.
"Luo Chen, what's going on? Did you really just have a nightmare? I just looked at you..."
Xu Yun didn't know how to describe it. Luo Chen just fell asleep and stopped for a while before saying.
"You just looked like you were evil."
Evil.
Luo Chen suddenly felt that this description was also very vivid. His self mutilation just now was obviously affected by a nightmare. It was perfectly appropriate to say that he was evil.
However, Luo Chen always thought that the existence of nightmares would only make it difficult to sleep when he saw some terrible scenes, but he never thought that nightmares would also give himself psychological hints and do things that hurt himself.
Luo Chen was afraid of what had just happened.
But such a thing, Luo Chen is not very good to explain with Xu Gan, so he can only prevaricate and fool the past, and let Xu Gan not worry too much.
Xu Gan listened and stopped asking Luo Chen what was going on, but she decided to stay with Luo Chen.
Luo Chen saw Xu Lian sitting beside him, whether he meant to leave or not, and also noticed her intention.
However, being tossed about by the nightmare just now, Luo Chen knew that he must be unable to sleep tonight. He didn't want Xu lian to accompany him with fatigue, so he advised her to say.
"I guess I can't sleep. I'm going to sit here all night. You'd better have a rest."
Finally, Luo Chen added.
"Don't worry, I'm fine when I'm awake."
Xu Gan shook his head and said.
"I can't sleep either. Can't you just let me sit with you?"
Luo Chen sighed.
"Well, if you're sleepy, go and have a rest. Don't hold on."
At this moment, Xu Chen could light a cigarette on the sofa to ease his worries.
As time goes by, I don't know how long it has passed. At 3 a.m., the night outside the window is still as dark as ink, and there is still a long time before dawn.
Xu Gan finally couldn't carry her tiredness. She leaned on Luo Chen's shoulder and fell asleep.
Luo Chen turned his head and could see Xu Gan's sleeping face and even hear her even breathing.
Xu Lian only wore a thin pajama. Luo Chen was worried that she would catch cold when she slept like this, so she picked her up, walked over and put her on the bed.
When she covered the quilt, Luo Chen also heard her talking in her sleep.
"Luo Chen, you are necrotic. There is only mu binglan in your heart. Is there no one else?"
Luo Chen's hand was frozen in the air. Xu's words made Luo Chen feel bad.
But Luo Chen has no way. He knows mu binglan's position in his heart, and no one can replace him.
He will do anything for mu binglan. Therefore, Luo Chen can only make up for those who are ignored or hurt by himself because of Mu binglan.
Luo Chen whispered sorry, then covered the quilt for Xu Lian, went back to the balcony and was alone.
Xu Gan opened her eyes. She clutched the quilt tightly and tried not to let her tears flow down.
"Say what? I'm sorry. I also want to treat you like you treat mu binglan."
Luo Chen brought another bottle of red wine. After he put out the cigarette in his hand, he sat on the sofa again and drank the wine alone. He looked at the dark night outside the window and greeted the dawn alone.
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