Mother lay on the bed, looking at her with a gentle look she had never seen before, reaching out and touching her hair. "It's not your fault." Mother said.
She didn't speak, but held her mother's hand. There was a bright color in her mother's eyes, bright and moving. The smile on her face was peaceful and peaceful. Suddenly, a kind of panic rose in her heart.
"Live a good life. You have never let your father and mother down. If you don't have a mother to accompany you in the future, you should also be good. Don't blame your father, don't blame him. Only if you are strong enough, can you protect yourself. No matter you are passive or worry free, you should be good."
Beichengyao is just close to her mother's hand. Her mother feels something and touches her cheek. She is seldom so gentle to beichengyao. After her training, she hardly meets her except for helping beichengyao with medicine. But now, she almost melts all her feelings into that touch.
"No rhyme, do you remember?" Mother coughed heavily, some fishy sweet in the mouth, forced to ask.
"Well." Her voice from the nose, heart fear, body also can't help shivering, no, no, she don't want her mother something, she quickly reached out, want to hold her mother's hand.
Just, the mother's hand suddenly fell, at that moment, almost let her suffocate, such sudden action, she can't believe it.
Self reproach, panic and regret all came up. She asked herself again and again why she could not control it, why she controlled the snake in the yard, and even began to doubt herself.
That day, after she ran out, she shut herself in the room and sat in the corner of the bed and the wall. No one was allowed to approach.
When my brother found her, it was late at night. It was still cold at night. She didn't move. The elder brother leaned over, held her hand, and passed his own body temperature. He just accompanied her silently and said nothing. The next morning, when the sun was shining through the window, my brother forced her to the window and said, "do you feel it? You're still alive. Your mother didn't blame you. It's not your fault. "
She turned a deaf ear, stepped back a little and missed the sun.
My brother stepped forward and pressed her shoulder. "It's not your fault that mother died. You didn't want her to die, did you?"
He was also sad at his mother's death, but he could not see his younger sister's self reproach and suffering. Moreover, he was more worried that she would be trapped in this matter and could not walk out. In fact, it was not surprising that she was involved in this matter.
Besides, she is only a six-year-old girl.
At that time, she sneered, looked up at her brother, and stubbornly wanted to take the responsibility to herself, but didn't say anything
when her brother stood in front of her, the whole people were covered in the sunshine, and the soft light came from behind like a layer of light on her brother. It was stabbed in her eyes, passed to her heart, and printed in her mind
for her, her brother was like redemption, regardless of whether or not It is unique to bring her out of the snake cave day by day or to give her soft hope in the light. Brother in her life left a strong ink, no one can erase, more irreplaceable!
When did she realize that she had different feelings for her brother?
Maybe after coming to the Northern Kingdom, my brother lost his memory, he alienated her a lot and had some precautions in his eyes. Although it was very shallow, I could still see it. At that time, I was worried. Every time I stood in front of my brother, I felt a dull pain. When she was a child, she always had an extraordinary sense of what she cared about, let alone her brother.
After coming here, my brother seldom smiled at him gently and touched her hair like a soother. The whole person became strange.
After her injury in the Northern Kingdom, she took the initiative to get close to her brother, but it was always like something. The father thought that she was too bored here. He took her to the north country to train the dark guards. After watching, she asked to stay there. The father didn't want to, but he just reluctantly agreed. Since then, she began to train with mujin and their brothers, and met with her brother much less. Sometimes she didn't go back for half a year, and her brother never went to see her.
In addition to closing, she will go back to cold at least twice a year. One is her brother's birthday and the other is the Spring Festival. But even if she doesn't stay in the palace for a few days, her relationship with her brother never goes back to the past, like her brother and sister, but there is less intimacy and trust.
Before that, I was just unhappy. I felt that my brother didn't care about her anymore. Although I was angry, I didn't show it until the appearance of Jun Qingcheng.
Jun Qingcheng is a woman that her brother likes. After her appearance, all the thoughts of her brother are occupied by her. All the love and care belong to that woman.
She hated that feeling, didn't like her brother's relationship with other people, and didn't even like her brother's approach to her, but no matter how she felt, she never really showed it. After three years of closure, she saw her brother for the first time, and it was in that woman's room. She didn't know how to describe that feeling, sad? Heartache? Despair? She knew that she and her brother would never return to the past.
She didn't know how to define the relationship between her and her brother. She hoped that she was the only one in her brother's eyes. She hoped that her brother could pamper and hurt her as before. She even felt that as long as she could be with her brother, nothing else was important.
Nangong Yi's appearance was an accident to her. When she knew someone there, she planned to get rid of him directly. After recognizing that he was the leader of Phoenix City, she knew that he had nothing to do with his own affairs, so she planned to leave directly. Unexpectedly, Nangong Yi didn't even know who she was, so she wanted to take him away. Originally, Nangong Yi planned to walk away, but her smile was too wanton, and With that red dress, she was a little soft hearted. At that time, she knew that Nangong Yi could let her go to see the world again, no longer just stay in the past. Nangong Yi's character was not gentle, but it happened to her that she was not enthusiastic or cold. She didn't have to feel trouble or bored.
After teasing him at will for a while, she left straight away. She told herself that if she could meet him again, if he still followed, she would agree. Unexpectedly, Nangong Yi saved her that night. It can be said that she could not hide the cold arrow.
It's easier to get along with Nangong Yi than imagined. Although it's the Lord of the city, she doesn't have the feeling of being superior, nor is she alienated and more comfortable because of her identity as a princess of the northern kingdom.
She didn't think Nangong Yi would come, so she would be surprised to see him. She knew that Nangong Yi was following her, but she didn't know what to say to him. She didn't mean to leave, or he was too fussy, which seemed inappropriate. If Nangong Yi didn't really care, how could she come? She didn't know how long Nangong Yi had been in the rain and whether she had followed her directly. She didn't have no feelings, but her brother was too important in her heart. She was too difficult to accommodate others and could only try to accept him.
Beichengyao thought, the past things make her heartache, but also some confused, thinking, even fell asleep.
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