Night Yu Xuan's hand unconsciously clenched up, "this matter, in fact, has nothing to do with her, in my opinion, if it is not me, it will not have this matter."
"I never knew you were so kind."
"In his case, aren't you the same? Because I love a person, I don't want him to have no pain. " Ye Yuxuan said in silence that when he knew Yingying's memory was restored, he felt a chill all over him. He knew Yingying. Even though it was him who was blaming now, in the end, the person who was blaming must be himself. He was afraid that Yingying would give up all that he had because of self blame. He did not dare to think about it, and he did not want to think about it. If Yingying was too blaming himself, what would he do Things.
Anyan listens to the words of yeyuxuan, he he smiles, and his voice is cold. "In his affairs, I've never been kind, and I've always been selfish."
Night Yu Xuan quiet down, too many things, can not be compared, too many things, even if the same experience, will have different results, an Yan and Ying Ying's temperament is different, the choice will not be the same.
Anyan looks at the sky in the distance. It's midnight now. The stars are very bright. It's even more profound and hard to figure out.
The next day, when ye Yuxuan entered Chu Yingying's room again, Chu Yingying had been quiet a lot. Looking at Ye Yuxuan, he had no previous hatred. It was more peaceful, but very distant.
If Yingying hates him and blames him, it is far better than such a quiet alienation. Even if Yingying is as confident as him, he is not sure Yingying can always be around him.
Chu Yingying looks at yeyuxuan. There are nostalgia and sadness in her eyes, but she wants to leave far away. It's not his fault. But she really doesn't want to see him. As long as she sees yeyuxuan, she will think of the tragedy once happened. She doesn't want to recall the past.
Night Yu Xuan saw Chu Yingying sitting on the bed, motionless, a little distracted, went to pour a cup of tea for her, took it and handed it to her.
Chu Yingying just put her eyes on yeyuxuan. She looks very tired. The green shadow at the moment is a little dark. But she hasn't slept all night. Is she so tired?
Chu Yingying holds the tea in his hand all the time. He looks at yeyuxuan carefully and finds that he hasn't moved his right arm. This reminds him of what happened to yeyuxuan under her when he fell down. He should have blocked her. He feels uneasy in his heart. "Are you hurt?"
Night Yu Xuan heard Chu Fenglan active care about him is very happy, but quietly said, "nothing, just a small injury, a branch through the shoulder."
Chu Yingying's pupil suddenly contracted, staring at Ye Yuxuan's shoulder, did the branch pierce? Such a serious injury, a little carelessness, I'm afraid that the whole arm can't be used again, he is so understated, how can he be embarrassed?
Ye Yuxuan knows that it's very difficult for Chu Yingying to speak actively. He also knows that Yingying cares about what happened before. Even if she doesn't blame him, she must not approach him actively. The only way is to let her love herself and care about herself. Although he used Yingying's kindness, he really didn't want to lose her. In order to get her, he could do anything!
"Chu ling'er is still alive. When you are OK, we will go back to Chu's house. She is there." Night Yu Xuan is tidying up the tea cup on the table, back to Chu Yingying.
Chu Yingying drops her head, but she doesn't know what to look at. In front of her eyes is a blur. The Chu family, which is the place where she once lived, carries all her happiness. Now when she goes back, it's a matter of fact and a person, what she should keep, what she shouldn't keep, how much more? Chu Yingying suddenly felt like crying without tears.
Ye Yuxuan has never looked back. He is waiting for Chu Yingying's answer, but he has never had such a quiet atmosphere. It should be ye Yuxuan's favorite. His patience is almost out of reach. Such a quiet, the first to lose patience, is to lose the chance. But now the dead silence is unbearable to him. Ying Ying doesn't say a word, from crying to laughing to Little, let him know how she thinks now, at least, let him feel some vitality.
Night Yu Xuan silently put down the teacup, slowly turned around, saw Chu Yingying was staring at him, eyes are still full of tears, but when two people look at each other, Yingying smiled, tears were choked back, as if just a trance.
Night Yu Xuan went to Chu Yingying's bedside and sat down, stretching out his hand to wipe the corner of Chu Yingying's eyes, "when do you want to go back, or say, don't go back, I'll let someone bring Chu ling'er."
Chu Yingying looked at yeyuxuan for a long time, then shook his head, "go back." It was her home, and even if things were different, she wanted to go back and have a look. Just now, looking at the back of yeyuxuan, she never felt that the back was so lonely. It seemed that no one could get close to it. She had been stubbornly refusing to all people. The boy who was about the same height as her had grown so tall, but it was still the same as when she was a child. There was a feeling that no one could get close to it and it could be warm. Chu Yingying suddenly felt sad The feeling that she took yeyuxuan to the whole Chu family was to bring him enough happiness, but the whole Chu family, because of him, but also because of her, even if it is rebuilt, there are many things like ever? At that time, she was so simple that she could walk into yeyuxuan and his heart. Now? How could she have the courage to get closer to yeyuxuan after so many lives and self accusation that she could not extricate herself from indulging in it?
Yeyu Xuan said, "when do you want to go?"
"Now!"
Night Yu Xuan a Leng, how so anxious, but Chu Ying Ying Ying has no half expression, no love, no hate, no resentment, seems to just want to go back to see the same.
"Your body now"
"I'm ok." Chu Yingying interrupts yeyuxuan and moves his eyes to yeyuxuan's body. "You're hurt, can you go back?"
Ye Yuxuan looks at Chu YingYing and asks him seriously. Suddenly, he has a funny feeling. Even if he is injured, he can drive a horse. He doesn't need to worry.
"It's OK. I'll accompany you wherever you want." Night Yu Xuan seriously said, eyes burning at Chu Yingying.
Chu Ying Ying hung his head and avoided the eyes of yeyuxuan. "Shall we go now?"
"Night Yu Xuan nods," I go to let a person prepare a horse, you rest for a while
Chu Yingying nodded, and yeyuxuan went out and asked people to take the horse from the previous carriage to the road at the fastest speed and wait. By the way, he said goodbye to Anyan and Yuning. They didn't ask anything, as if they had expected.
Chu Yingying didn't rest, just changed a dress and came out. They walked down the mountain and left on a horse.
Different from before, this time they are willing. Chu Fenglan is worried that ye Yuxuan will get hurt again, while ye Yuxuan is willing to approach her, or let Chu Yingying approach him.
When I went back, ye Yuxuan leaned on Chu Yingying's body and held Chu Yingying's waist, but it was very Ansheng. It seemed that even then it was satisfied.
Chu Yingying felt the action of yeyuxuan, but he didn't refuse. Maybe he had a premonition in his heart. Maybe after going back, too many things will be different, right?
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