Anyan sneers, "in that case, I have nothing to say." She stands up and moves away. Chen Jingyuan clasps her shoulder and pulls her over.
Chen Jingyuan said, "Anyan, where are you going?"
"I have nothing to say to you." Anyan said coldly, "I never thought that one day you would lie to me. All along, I want you to say that you like me, even if you don't want to lie to me, but now you lie to me. It seems that I'm worthless in your heart."
An Yan can't get rid of his grip. He looks back at him coldly. Chen Jingyuan's eyes are burning like a nail that has been burned on her face. She is almost scalded by the heat. An Yan can't see the past silence and smile in his eyes.
Chen Jingyuan tightly clasps her arm, her eyes are silent, cold and lukewarm. "In your eyes, I am such a person? In your opinion, you are really worthless in my eyes? Nangong Anyan, how can you say that? "
If it's not too important, why should he risk his life to save her back? If he doesn't care too much, how can he allow her to be around him for so many years? If not, why would he rather be misunderstood than explained? Chen Jingyuan's hand, pinching her very painful, lost the strength of control, let an Yan feel as if the bones are going to be crushed.
An Yan was dazzled, and his voice was suddenly cold. "Let me go."
Chen Jingyuan didn't speak, but he held it tighter. An Yan's brow was like a knife. If the frost hit the stump in late autumn, "let me go, my hand will be broken by you."
Chen Jingyuan then reacts, slightly releasing one of her arms, sliding down and holding her wrist. It seems that she is deeply afraid of leaving. An Yan is furious. When did he learn this bad temper and play rogue?
An Yan takes a deep breath and sinks his temper. "Do you use Ye Yuxuan to kill people with a knife?"
"Yes!" Chen Jingyuan answered happily, and his eyes fell on Anyan's face. He was as calm as dead water. He looked at Anyan and said, "this is between me and yeyuxuan. Anyan, we will deal with it. Don't you mind?"
Anyan wants to ignore the past and scold them. She doesn't want to ask about them. One is Chen Jingyuan, her favorite person, one is yeyuxuan, her family, and the friend who grew up together. How can she not ask about it?
Anyan clenches her hand tightly. Her fingernails are embedded in the palm. The sharp pain goes deep into her heart. Once there is a question in her heart, it's hard to eliminate it if she doesn't explain it clearly. Chen Jingyuan's words, no doubt pay more attention to the doubts of Anyan.
Anyan is not a person who lets doubts exist, let alone such a big event. She knows that Chen Jingyuan doesn't want to say more, or that there is no need to say it in his eyes, right? Anyan sneers, "either you tell the truth, or you let me go, don't wait for me to choose."
Chen Jingyuan smiled bitterly, his eyes were obscure, and the fragrance of rose tea still curled up in front of him was fascinating
She never talks business with him. This point, mutual understanding.
"What else can we say?" An Yan asked coldly. She looked at Chen Jingyuan, bitter and cruel in her eyes, and looked at Chen Jingyuan who was holding her own. "You should know that there is only one thing that I have always lived soberly and deceived myself." Anyan suddenly calmed down and raised her eyes. "I have a bad habit. It's not easy to deliver trust. If I let my doubts grow, I won't trust you again one day."
Anyan thought, maybe what Chen Jingyuan would rather have is this result. In recent years, the relationship between them is really too strange. Are they friends? But who has a friend who sleeps in the same bed? It's lovers, but it's not. Between them, some things never dare to be delivered. How can lovers distort like them?
Anyan herself knows the real relationship between her and Chen Jingyuan, let alone others? How can Chen Jingyuan treat her? Anyan also knows. However, there is always a gap between them.
What would happen if one day they broke up completely and didn't communicate with each other? An Yan asks herself, can she do it? If there were such a day, what would she do?
Sometimes she really wants to push herself to the edge of the cliff, or she dies, or he dies, but she has always had hope in her heart, always believed in her feelings, waiting for him, loving him, anyway, she is not in a hurry. Anyan always comforts herself like this, but now, it seems, it can't be
Chen Jingyuan is shocked and looks at Anyan calmly, and doesn't believe him anymore? How can I!
Although the heart has been ups and downs, Chen Jingyuan is still silent as usual, light mouth, "I and night Yu Xuan know, you want to teach Salvia."
"So what, I didn't let you do it? I don't need you to do anything. If you offend me, I will deal with it myself. If you want to live or die, it depends on my own mood. You don't have to do anything! " An Yan frowns and says that she doesn't like the feeling of being blindfolded, and she doesn't like the self righteous situation of being good for each other.
"What about you? Do you care about what you do for us? Just as you think, I don't like your interruption. In the past two years, the number of times to go to Hanming is very small. Do you think I like it, I really like it? "
An Yan is shocked. She always thinks that Chen Jingyuan doesn't like her disturbance. When she comes, he accompanies her, but he is always absent-minded. She thinks that Chen Jingyuan has feelings for her. So, isn't it? Is this feeling never what he expected? Does he really like it? I just don't know. I think I know him well, but I don't know him at all?
What makes them so far away? Was it two years of entanglement, or two years of hard pursuit, but ambiguous, or even ambiguous? Is it just because of her identity with him? Or because from the beginning, Chen Jingyuan didn't want to love her and want her? If everything is not what she thinks, then what is left of her understanding of Chen Jingyuan?
When settling down, Yan Dun is afraid. If she doesn't understand, what is left between her and Chen Jingyuan? She suddenly realized that Chen Jingyuan liked the relationship she had kept for so many years. Didn't he like it at all? He didn't like being so aloof from her, he didn't like her coming to London to find him sometimes, he didn't like the physical contact between her and him, just because he was afraid of hurting his feelings, so he couldn't bear to refuse her. Or guilt, or pity?
At the thought of this, an Yan's eyes became fierce, Chen Jingyuan did not understand, but an Yan's heart set off a huge wave. Did she get anything wrong from the beginning? Chen Jingyuan rejected her a long time ago.
He said that he didn't like her, but also she took the initiative to change their relationship into this way, and every time she took the initiative, he just accepted, are these not what he wanted at all? At the thought of Anyan, the whole heart seemed to be stabbed severely.
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