Chapter 111

"Is it Xu ziyue?" The man sitting on the ground stood up, then went to the side of the water dispenser and picked up two cups of water.

"Take off your shoes and come in." The man who should have been a psychologist put two glasses of water on the round low coffee table, and then pointed to the opposite side of his previous sitting position, "sit here first."

Xu ziyue buried his head and nodded. Then he took off his shoes and walked in, but his sight could not help but look at the man's half body.

Of course, he had no idea of filth. He just wanted to make sure again and again that the man had two legs, not a tail.

"Hello, doctor." Xu ziyue looked up at the doctor's appearance, and then looked back to the floor. After a second or two, he looked up again, and then took back his eyes.

The man looked at Xu ziyue's interesting appearance. After Xu ziyue sat down, he also sat down in front of Xu ziyue. "My name is Shen CI. You can call me doctor Shen."

Xu Zi lowered his head and raised his eyes to see doctor Shen. His eyes couldn't be moved!

He was wearing a very ordinary one height collar cardigan with dark blue jeans, which made his legs long and straight. When he sat down, he curled up one leg, arched the other, and casually put his arm on his knee, and then with a faint smile Watching Xu ziyue.

Xu ziyue on doctor Shen's eyes, then fiercely twisted his head, refused to look at each other!

But it seems that this action is too fierce, some of the neck twisted

It's sore. It's sore.

Doctor Shen chuckled, "don't worry. If you want to see it, you can look at it at will. I don't mind."

"No, no, no..." Xu ziyue quickly refused, then stroked his neck and slowly turned his head. He did not dare to look at Dr. Shen, "I I mind. "

"Don't be too nervous," Shen said. We just need to talk normally

"But isn't it necessary for psychological counseling to hypnotize or something?" Xu ziyue thought of those films he had seen before, not all of them were shaking with a pocket watch, hypnotized patients, and then knew the cause of the patient's illness.

Shen CI sipped his mouth and shook his head with a smile, "that's only part of it. Your situation is quite special. I think we'll get to know each other first, and then you'll be willing to tell me about you, won't you? "

But he didn't know what his situation was.

"Doctor Shen, in fact, it's like this. People around me say that I'm sick, but actually I don't think I'm sick. Can you tell me What is this disease? " If you want to find a way to find out, it's better to ask directly. If you ask, you will earn money, but if you can't ask I'll tell you something else.

"Don't you know your illness?" Shen CI asked in a confused way

Xu ziyue raised his head to look at Shen Ci and answer the question, but a pair of eyes on Shen ci Xu ziyue lowered his head again, then shook his head and said, "I don't know."

Shen CI frowned slightly and thought.

After a few seconds, his eyebrow folds spread out, as if he had found a solution. He enticed Xu ziyue to answer and ask, "well Do you have anyone you like? Or, do you think there is anyone who loves you secretly or openly? "

Xu ziyue was confused.

Is this problem related to your own disease?

His disease is called "delusion of love". From the surface meaning, Xu ziyue can only think of "the delusion of love at first sight". It seems to be a kind of paranoia, but he can't guess the specific manifestation or other.

But there is a word like "love" in it, plus Dr. Shen's current problem So his illness is probably related to the feeling of "like"!

And in front of this person, whether it is temperament, appearance, or identity! All right by Xu ziyue on the "boss" label!

Other places don't say, just say his feeling, Xu ziyue's first thought is Austin.

From the previous experience, the data stream is mixed. Maybe there are still some places in Shen Ci that he has not found yet, which are related to other boss.

To sum up, Shen CI is his goal this time.

In other words, the time has come for him to express his feelings!

Xu ziyue felt that he had found the most reasonable logical thinking!

Of course, it's all because he doesn't know what kind of disease it is.

So Xu ziyue raised his head, pressed and resisted the heartbeat which was speeding up. His cheeks were red and his eyes were full of sincerity. He looked at Shen CI sincerely, "I like Dr. Shen, your type!"

From Gu Ze's experience, all the rejections are paper tigers! As long as persevere forward! Stick it up! Nothing is impossible!

Austin said that in order to meet again, let him go to attack other people.

His act of adding green to himself is the first person Xu ziyue has ever seen.

I just don't know if Shen CI is the same as Austin in in addition to his temperament and smile.Shen CI holds the cup and plans to drink water for a meal, but his expression doesn't change at all.

"As for whether there is anyone who secretly loves something This kind of thing... " Xu ziyue not very funny smile, "I also can't say clearly."

In a word, they are the same as Shen CI sitting in front of him Data?

And "like" this kind of feeling how to say, from their own mouth to say that others like themselves is not very good. Not to mention sun Mo, Austin, dolls and Gu ze that Xu ziyue met Each feeling is like, but not just like, like a deeper feeling than this feeling.

But let Xu ziyue say it's love I feel very numb again.

What's more, Xu ziyue's sixth sense told him that they had no such simple feeling towards him.

It's a more complex emotion.

There are even some distortions.

It's not the first time that Xu ziyue said "I like you" frankly. This time, he likes Dr. Shen's words It's also an obscure confession.

Seems to be because subconsciously in front of the doctor Shen as an acquaintance, so Xu ziyue did not particularly embarrassed. But there is still a little bit of shyness.

However, the expression on Dr. Shen's face, who heard the "confession", did not change a little.

He held the water cup and intended to drink water, but after listening to Xu ziyue's words, he put the water down and leaned forward a little bit.

"If you don't mind, can you tell me that before you say this to me, did you say something like this to several people?"

Xu ziyue throat some hair dry, the ground spirit insufficient grievance, "why can you ask so?"

"The tone of your voice and the look on your face tell me that this is not the first time you have said it." Dr. Shen didn't wait for Xu ziyue to explain, he found a step for Xu ziyue with understanding, "don't worry, I don't want to blame you. It's just because of your illness. "

Xu ziyue muddled: huh? Mm-hmm???

"But I didn't expect you to be so sick. It seems that you didn't get timely treatment in the early stage of the disease, but it doesn't matter. Any disease is not a problem here. If you cooperate with me, it will be cured. "

Xu ziyue was a little anxious.

"So Dr. Shen, can't you tell me what's going on with me?"

How do you feel like he dug a hole for himself?

"It's true that you have the right to know your own situation, and of course, it's also good for your self-awareness. If you don't know there's something wrong with your self-awareness, the treatment will be more difficult. " Dr. Shen patiently lightened his tone, and then explained to Xu ziyue what is "delusion of love". This kind of disease is actually not common, it is a kind of schizophrenia. Most of the people who are sick are at your age, adolescence or more mature young people. This kind of disease can make you have a kind of unfounded delusion, and make you firmly believe that a person who doesn't like you actually likes you. You may even feel that this person's refusal is just a test of you. "

Shen CI looked at Xu ziyue gradually blank down, no expression of the face. Then he pushed the glass of water in front of Xu ziyue and pushed it in the direction of Xu ziyue, "I know it's hard for you to accept, but it's a fact. You think like you, you like the people and you are mutual love, but the fact is It's just imagination. "

Xu ziyue indifferent face: "Oh."

How about looking good! Don't think he doesn't know what that means! Don't you think that what he likes now is doctor Shen in front of him! What's more, Shen CI also shows that he doesn't like him!

I'm wrong about you! You're not Austin!

Xu ziyue's hands were muffled, holding armrings in front of his chest, waiting for the words behind the silence.

"Angry?" Shen CI looked at Xu ziyue's hard breathing and big undulating chest. He bent his eyes with a smile, supported his elbow on the short table, and then put his chin on the back of his hand, "but I'm telling the truth."

Xu ziyue thought, "well, your judgment of this kind of disease has no basis at all. There's no test. I said you have schizophrenia. What do I say? No. Shouldn't all this mental illness be tested or tested? "

Shen CI nodded and frowned slightly. He looked at Xu ziyue with some embarrassment. "It's true, but there's no way. There's no need to check these." As soon as the voice dropped, Shen Ci's tone was filled with a smile, and he asked with a sigh: "so What about that? "

This appearance, is completely deliberately teasing Xu ziyue.

Xu ziyue was also surprised to find that the feeling of Austin had disappeared.

Compared with the gentleness and elegance when he first entered the door, Shen Ci at this time had more sense of banter. If he ignored his appearance and just listened to the voice, he would feel that he was a bit of ruffian.

The author has something to say: there are still two more shifts. I think it should be put in one sheet and sent before 12 o'clock or divided into two pieces and sent out after finishing——2019.02.13