"Young master, can you go out first?"
Lin Yi slanted her face and didn't want to see how embarrassed she was on the screen. She didn't want to deal with anyone perfunctorily.
"If you can stay here and have a good rest, don't pull out the needle, don't cry, I'll go out." Mu Xianfeng gentle tone with a little strong.
“……”
Lin Yi is silent.
Seeing her completely ignoring others, Mu Xianfeng's eyes darkened, "OK, I'll go out, but I'll send someone to watch outside, and I'll let the doctor come regularly. Don't try to mess around. You can be sad, but you can't overdraw your health."
“……”
Lin Yi didn't look at him.
Mu Xianfeng turns to go out and closes the door.
Lin Yi sat on the bed and did not pull out the pipe again. He just sat on the bed and did not know what to do or what to do.
There was a dark hole in her body, constantly expanding, constantly expanding, almost engulfed her, suffocated her and made her suffer.
She went straight back to the bed, and as soon as she closed her eyes, Ying Hannian looked at her with evil look on her face
……
After a period of time in the hospital, Lin Yi didn't know how he came every day.
From the beginning, she was still waiting. He wasn't dead. Even if the body was there, it might be like in the street of life and death. He just escaped by pretending to be dead for some reason.
So she holds her cell phone tightly every day, and dare not relax for a moment. She even answers the inexplicable Internet calls and sales calls, and even looks for traces of spiders from each other's words. She delusions that she should be given some kind of code in cold years.
Some kind of sign that he's alive.
But day by day, she gradually accepted the reality.
No feign death again, no chance to live, everything is true.
He really left.
I won't wait for her in the small park, I won't say that I will do everything to marry her... A person just disappeared suddenly.
The man she loves is gone.
Who can tell her what she should do in the future?
Day after day, she no longer holds her cell phone tightly every day.
She often looks at the sky outside the window to see that it's late, and then she sleeps on sleeping pills.
Mu Xianfeng is very kind to her. She often comes to talk with her and doesn't urge her to work.
However, some of Lin Yi really didn't know the meaning of her daily life. The future she expected and the life she expected all came to nothing with the death of Ying Hannian.
She can only dial the home phone over and over again, chat with Dad, chat with grandma, chat with grandparents, listen to their voices, this is the only thing she knows she has to do.
This morning, Lin Yi was awakened by the vibration of her mobile phone. She opened her eyes and took the mobile phone with her eyes numbly. It was a message from Jiang Qixing.
"I've chosen a tomb for brother Han. Do you want to see it?"
Along with the information, there is also a positioning.
Jiang Qixing is responsible for the affairs after Ying Hannian.
Lin Yi looked at the location of the mobile phone. Her eyes were empty. After a while, she lifted the quilt and got out of bed. As soon as she opened the door of the ward, she saw several bodyguards standing outside.
Mu Xianfeng is afraid that she will do something stupid, so he sends someone to protect her and forbid her to leave.
See her start, a few bodyguards all stand straight body, looking at her.
"Bang."
Lin Yi directly closed the door, turned and went to the window. After looking at the height of the ward, he removed all the sheets and covers from the bed, twisted them a few times, tied a knot and hung down the window.
After looking at the length, she did not hesitate to grab the edge of the window, raised her legs to step up, along the sheet down, the cloth rubbing the palm of the wound, the sun fell into her eyes from the top, but there was no warmth.
She jumped to the ground, ignored the surprised eyes of passers-by, turned and left.
On the side lawn, a group of children in sick clothes were playing. A thin and beautiful girl ran after them and ran into Lin Yi.
Lin Yi is hit painful, a turn Mou, to go up river Rao stunned face.
Jiang Rao planted to the ground, Lin Yi quickly grabbed her, "OK?"
They looked at each other at close range.
Jiang Rao is also in this hospital. She shaved her hair when she was sent to the hospital. Now she has grown to her ears, and her face is still beautiful, but her eyes can no longer restore the smart style of the past.Jiang Rao looked at her quietly with a crooked face, as if she was looking at something. Suddenly she began to laugh, with a bright smile on her face. "Elder sister, eat sugar."
“……”
Lin Yi lowered her eyes and watched Jiang Rao raise her hand, holding a lollipop in her hand. She took it, and her lips trembled twice, but she couldn't smile, "thank you."
Jiang Rao smiles happily, turns around and chases the group of children, shouting, "wait for me, wait for me!"
Even talking is a big tongue.
Lin Yi stands in the same place and looks at Jiang Rao's cheerful back. Her face is as white as blood in the sun. The lollipop in her hand is as heavy as a kilo.
Her friends, the men she loves... Why did they all end up like this?
When Jiang Rao was in great sorrow, she didn't comfort her. When Jiang Rao was tortured by drugs, she was like a stranger.
When Ying Hannian was chased by Sanfang, she was in the comfortable environment of the big room. When Ying Hannian was killed, she was still in the big room to make soup for the old shepherd
She was just watching all the way.
Lin Yi left with a lollipop.
……
In response to the cold year, Jiang Qixing is used to following orders. Without orders, his work is chaotic.
He worked hard to find a cemetery and bought the best one.
When Lin Yi arrived, the whole cemetery was in the sun, and the tombstones made people panic. She wore a black coat on the outside of the patient's number suit, which made her thinner. Her long hair was scattered randomly. She walked slowly from the tombstone until the end, and then she saw a new tombstone with photos of Ying Hannian pasted on it
It's engraved with a name.
Nothing else.
The most isolated side of the tombstone, no age, no epitaph.
She stood there, quietly looking at the above photos, he hooked the corners of his lips, smiling, full of evil, cunning, but so publicity, invincible.
"Are you really dead?"
She asked softly.
The wind gently brushed her ears and her hair.
Is it because he met her in this life that his life track was rewritten?
If he didn't have her in his life, his life would still follow the previous life, he would be above all people, and he would be looked up to by all people.
“……”
In the photo, Ying Hannian laughs wildly. Lin Yi stood for a long time, just staring at the picture, staring as if there was a real person standing in front of her, her heart was palpitating, but in the blink of an eye, there was nothing left but a cold monument.