Ying Hannian stares at her like a wolf in the desert. When she is desperate and hysterical, she bursts out and kisses her.
He had such a strong sense of existence that he wanted to swallow her up.
Lin Yi's mind is blank, and the current is running around.
The next second, she regained her senses, and when she found the space, she bit it down hard. Ying Hannian snorted, and his lips left her. The blood on his lips oozed out and dyed his thin lips red with unspeakable evil.
Lin Yi looked at him with hatred, "Ying Hannian, don't force me to hate you!"
"As long as you have me in your heart, you will admit that you hate me!"
Ying Hannian doesn't care about the tunnel. He wipes the blood on his lower lip and kisses her again. He pours her on the bed. Lin Yi struggles with her life, but she can't shake half a cent.
He kisses her small chin, nibbles, and swims his big hand around her
It can't be defeated at all.
Lin Yi surrenders, simply no longer resists, and lies upright on the bed.
Ying Hannian thought that she was obedient. She couldn't help but jump. She found her lips and kissed them again. Her face was reflected in her pupils. She slowly closed her eyes and a tear fell from the corner of her eyes.
“……”
Ying cold year instantly stopped all the movements, the body rigidly propped up above her, the voice was hoarse, "what are you crying for?"
She had him in her heart, didn't she?
She lay there, slowly opening her eyes, eyes covered with water, looking up without focus, and whispered, "did I ever tell you how painful I was when I thought you were dead?"
“……”
Ying Hannian stares at her“ At that time, you had an accident. I can't accept it. I didn't get a good night's sleep. I don't understand how a man who swore to me in the last second suddenly said he would die. " She said in a low voice, not too much undulation, and her eyes closed
Jiao has been sliding tears, "you are good at controlling everything, you always feel that everything is in your control and calculation, but my despair is not worth mentioning in your eyes?"
“……”
Listening to her voice, every word stabbed into his chest like a small arrow. Suddenly, Ying Hannian had no interest. He turned over and lay beside her. Lin Yi didn't leave and continued, "later, I tried my best to avenge you. I was really happy that you came back suddenly. At that time, I thought that as long as you were alive, nothing was important. Really, I still think so now
As long as you live well, that's enough
He said that life is more important than anything.
She was a person who had died once. She didn't understand how important it was to live.
“……”
Ying Hannian lay beside her, listening to her every word, her dark eyes became dim“ But a lot of things have already changed. " Lin Yi looked up at the top and said, "at that time, I saw too many pictures of you fooling around with other women in Mu Xianfeng. I saw you fooling around with Lin Keke with my own eyes. Listening to every word you said to humiliate me, I was at that time
I'm frustrated and I'm dead. "
Smell speech, should cold year's long eyelashes tremble, low dumb mouth, "I didn't touch them, at that time I need to cheat you, cheat Mu Xianfeng."
He needs Mu Xianfeng to believe that he doesn't want her any more. He needs her not to pay for him any more. He needs her to escape from the family.
Lin Yi gave a bitter smile, and tears fell again. "I know that the only way you could protect me at that time was to push me away. I understand you, so in the cold year, can you also understand me?"
“……”
Ying Hannian's body became more and more stiff and even flustered. He turned to look at her and dared not wipe her tears.
"When you want me to give up, I have to give up. If you want my heart to live, I will live. I'm not your puppet. I can't do what you want." She murmured the words from her heart.
Ying Hannian suddenly understood what she wanted to say, he gritted his teeth, "I don't touch you, you don't say, OK?"
Lin Yi didn't listen to him, "you gave me two years to relieve. To tell you the truth, I forgot the pain that muziliang had been beaten on me, but I still remember clearly how I woke up every night when I just got home."
“……”
Ying Hannian lay beside her, more and more afraid to listen to her“ I play happy in front of my family every day. I wake up crying alone at night. Do you know how many nights I want to call you? " Lin Yi turned to look at him, his eyes were very red, "I want to tell you, I'm still in pain, and I'm still in painI want to be with you humbly. Can you let me listen to your voice, can you come back and hold me, can you say you love me, can you say you hurt me when you hurt me
She looked at him and said, her voice trembling.
Ying Hannian stares at her, and her chest seems to be suddenly run over by someone. The pain makes him speechless.
He didn't know that.
He didn't know she had been through this“ Every time, I forced myself to bear it. " Lin Yi looked at him and said, "so in the past two years, I didn't let my heart live as you wish. I just closed the door of a pile of broken garbage and locked it. After that, I was slow
Slow down, calm down
Her heart is the garbage.
“……”
"Two years later, I can live normally. Do you want me to open the lock now? I'm sorry, there's no heart, it's still a piece of land. "
Ying Hannian looked at her and his eyes were red. The first time he heard her say this, he also felt pain. The pain was so painful that he almost begged to say, "can I make it up? You don't have to do anything. I don't want to force you to do anything. Let me make it up for everything."
Why doesn't he understand?
"I can't make it up." Lin Yi closed his eyes, tears continue to trickle down, "should be cold years, I'm tired, I put that pile of garbage lock well, I don't want to open, too painful."
Together again, it will only let her put that pile of garbage out, let her remember how painful she was and how hysterical she was for this relationship.
"Tuan Tuan..." Ying Hannian looked at her fearfully, reached out to hold her, put her hand to her lips, bowed her head and gave a kiss. His lips were still stained with blood. He said in a low voice, "it won't hurt. I'll mend it. I'll mend it..."
He said it over and over again, not knowing whether it was for her or for himself. Lin Yi did not struggle, did not withdraw his hand, let him kiss, but said, "if you really want to protect me, let go."