“……”
Ying Hannian stood, looking at the tears in her eyes, her chest hurt badly“ You don't know that I'm not very brave. I just summon up all my courage when I decide to be with you. I don't know if I can try again. " She looked vaguely at him, "so can you give me a little time? at least
In the meantime, don't do anything stupid. "
Don't give up on yourself.
She was really afraid to see such a day.
Ying Hannian's low eyes looked at her, and his eyes were engraved with unwilling to give up. He looked at the two people's entwined hands and said hoarsely, "are you giving to me?"
That's what she said on the yacht, and now she suddenly goes back.
It's pathetic to see him like this, isn't it?
But even if it's charity, why does he feel happy?
Like the stagnant water is illuminated by the sun, full of stench, reduced to sin, still hope to be illuminated by the sun“ No, I didn't Lin Yi shakes his head, struggles out of his hands, pulls down his sleeve and reveals the bracelet on it, "see this bracelet? If I really hate you so much, just like I hate Shu Tianyi at the beginning, do you think I'm a good man
Will you still wear this bracelet? "
Two years.
No matter how difficult it was, she could find a way to take it apart.
But she didn't, and she didn't know why she still kept it. She hated him, and she really didn't want to meet again, but if the world had no trace of him, it would be her.
“……”
Ying Hannian's low eyes look at the bracelet on her wrist, with thousands of dark eyes.
Seeing that he was still silent, Lin Yi's eyes darkened, "do you still not believe it?"
“……”
Ying Hannian didn't open her mouth. She just looked at her bracelet. The rose color reflected her white skin.
Lin Yi closed his eyes and opened them for a long time. His throat choked and his voice was very low. "Ying Hannian, can I tell you a story?"
Tell a story?
When Ying Hannian saw her, Lin Yi patted her on the bed beside her.
Ying Hannian took a look and sat down beside her.
She leaned over to him. Lin Yi straightened up and covered his ears with her lips. She said, "I've lived two lives. Last life, I died in your bed."
Her voice was soft and faint, as if the moonlight outside was not bright enough.
Ying Hannian turned her eyes and looked at her in shock. "What are you talking about?"
Two lives?
"Well."
Lin Yi sat back, nodded faintly, and said one by one the things she had done in her last life. This is her deepest secret. Now, she told him everything.
Including the turmoil in her family, including the last pinch he gave her, including the despair when she died in his bed.
“……”
Ying Hannian looked at her, her eyes were stormy, and she couldn't believe it.
It's like listening to a fantasy, but her expression can't be more serious.
"That's my secret. I haven't told anyone but you."
She murmured. It was the first time she was willing to say it.
Ying Hannian stood up from the bedside, walked back and forth for two steps, looked at her with low eyes, "so at that time you suddenly changed your temperament, so you would ask me for help when you were doing business?"
He said how an arrogant and domineering young lady suddenly became smart, it was because of rebirth.
"Well." She nodded. "Do you believe me?"
Rebirth sounds ridiculous, doesn't it.
She said, and he had no reason not to believe it.
"In the last life, when you came to me, you had been locked up by your stepmother and Shu Tianyi for a whole year?" He asked.
"Well."
She nodded again.
"Why didn't you say that earlier?" he said? If you had said that earlier, I would have made them suffer a hundred times more than they are now. "
He didn't know there was another story.
"They've got what they deserve. That's enough." Her hatred, she has been reported, has been put down.
“……”
Ying Hannian stood staring at her. He didn't understand the key points in her words, but he was hard to face. He stood in the same place, breathing more and more deeply. After a long time, he sat down by her bed again. His hand was lifted in the air and stiff for a few seconds. Then he stroked her slender neck again. His long eyelashes trembled and asked, "were you poisoned or me?"Strangled? "
The last few words were so vague in his throat that he could hardly pronounce them.
“……”
Lin Yi looked at him and said nothing.
Seeing her like this, Ying Hannian's face was as white as a piece of paper, and his hands were shaking. "I strangled him?"
What did he do in his last life?
His hand on her neck, Lin Yi can feel the shaking of his fingertips, feel his fingers a little bit cold, such fear and regret let him finally a little more belong to the human breath, rather than just want to end everything.
Lin Yi sat in front of him and shook his head. "No, I don't know why you suddenly stopped."
The answer is no longer known.
That is the last life of him, and she only met twice.
“……”
Ying Hannian buried his head deeply and breathed a long sigh of relief.
Looking at him like this, Lin Yi didn't know why she suddenly wanted to laugh. She looked at him and said, "Ying Hannian, I want to tell you that I have never given you alms, but I dare not."
“……”
Ying Hannian is looking up at her.
"In the last life, I died in your bed. I still remember your heartless appearance clearly; In this life, you have crushed my feelings with your own hands. " She looked at him in a bitter voice.
"I don't know. I really don't know..."
How can he know that she has been hurt twice by him? How can he know that it is not easy for her to pay for him.
He doesn't know anything“ In fact, I really do not want to pay for you, I do not know if you will hurt me again, I really can not afford to hurt Lin Yi said with a bitter smile, his eyes moist again, "but compared with these, I don't want to accept that you leave this world
I want you to live. I want you to live well. "
Because she knew that he had suffered no less than she had.
This man, she once loved from the bottom of her heart, and thought about how she would give up on him all her life, and how she would give up on him to die
“……”
Ying Hannian sits on the bed and looks at her with low eyes. All her plans are disrupted by her tears.
She said that no matter how painful she was, she didn't want him to die.
How could she defeat him so easily“ Well, if you want me to live, I'll live. " He promised her, and his black eyes staring at her deeply, "I'll live what you want me to live."