At this point, Lin Guanting's smile faded, leaving only guilt.
“……”
"Later, my housekeeper said that Xiaoyi's arrogance was mostly forced by me. I didn't pay attention to it. Now I think it's true." Lin Guanting said, "in fact, Xiaoyi has been very sensible since she was a child. I have to be busy with the restaurant. No matter how late she comes home, she wakes up and wants me to play with her for a while. Even if she is sick, she doesn't sleep and wait for me. I don't accompany her. I just let her go to bed. I think I love her a lot, but I ignore her a lot."
I thought I had paid a lot, but I never gave what my daughter wanted.
Lin Guanting did not stay in the kindergarten for a long time, and led Ying Hannian to the next place.
"This is where Xiaoyi dances from primary school. She always stands in that position." Lin Guanting opened a door. Inside was an empty dance room, where students had been recruited. There were children's training clothes on the cupboard.
Ying Hannian looked in the direction he pointed out. He was not in the middle.
"At that time, I was worried about Xiaoyi's hard work in dancing, so I often came to see her. I didn't expect that she didn't say a word of hardship when she was young, and she said she liked dancing. Her leg was forced open by the teacher. She cried and called me ok." Lin Guanting is talking about little things.
“……”
Frown in the cold year.
"Stubborn, isn't it?" Asked Lin Guanting.
"She always does."
Stubborn up, ten cows are unable to pull, he has always been the only soft part.
Ying Hannian thinks it's funny.
"Yes, in fact, Xiaoyi has never changed. She is smart and perseveres. She has learned to dance now. She has never given up even though she has so many tears and sweats. She always has a tenacity for what she likes." Lin Guanting looked at the empty classroom. The wall was painted again, leaving the mark of time.
In a flash, so many years have passed.
When they came out of the classroom and went downstairs, Ying Hannian raised his hand and supported it on the wall.
Lin Guanting looked at him, "is it OK?"
"Of course."
Should cold year straight body.
Lin Guanting slowly raised his hand, "take it."
He saw that Ying Hannian was like this when he was standing outside the Lin family.
“……”
Ying Hannian looked at him with deep eyes. For a long time, Ying Hannian raised his hand and put it on Lin Guanting's arm.
"I've walked the stairs here many times. After class, Xiaoyi went up and down the stairs with her in my arms. Other people said that I was overindulgent and that I was still holding such a big child, but my child danced so tired. What happened to my holding?" Lin Guanting walks down the side road.
At that time, he had a good relationship with Lin Yi. He liked to spoil Lin Yi and give him what he wanted.
Perhaps because of the loss of his mother, Lin Yi also sticks to him.
We should go on in the cold year.
Lin Guanting led Ying Hannian to many places where Lin Yi had stayed. Finally, the car was parked in a passing fitness place, and the old people were exercising in it.
"There was only one sand and two swings here a long time ago, and then I paid for one."
Lin Guanting introduced to Ying Hannian.
"Lin Yi often comes, too?"
Should be cold years pick eyebrows.
"My first restaurant is in that direction. It's not far from here. When I'm busy, Xiaoyi is on the swing by herself." Lin Guanting said, "I have to come down to accompany her when I'm free. She used to be a small talker. She had to keep talking to me about every little thing. Sometimes I'm really tired. When I sit and fall asleep, she's very angry."
“……”
"Once I teased her and pretended to sleep on purpose, only to find that she covered me with clothes, played with her own, and didn't make any noise to me. When I woke up, she began to get angry and kept humming." Lin Guanting said and laughed.
So cute?
Ying Hannian's eyes are bright. Damn, I want a daughter.
Lin Guanting helped yinghannian pass. Yinghannian stepped into the sand and sat down on such a big swing. Finally, he was more comfortable.
Lin Guanting sat down on the swing on the other side, completely immersed in his own memories, "I remember the last time Xiaoyi and I came here, our relationship was very stiff. Once she said that she wanted to walk with me, and I wanted to repair the cracks, so I followed her."
“……”
Listen to Ying Hannian."But when they said that, they began to be unhappy, so I scolded her for being arrogant and rebellious." Lin Guanting said, "reprimand her first lady for her temper, for her promiscuous boyfriends outside, and for contradicting her stepmother everywhere. She doesn't know how to restrain herself."
“……”
"Xiaoyi can say anything angrily, but at that time, she stood there quietly and said nothing. I scolded her. Later, I found her eyes red." Lin said, choking in his voice, "she asked me, do you remember where this is? After asking, she ran away, crying
“……”
"I just found out that this is where I played with her when I was a child." Lin Guanting's eyes were wet, and his hands were closed together. "I often thought that I was overindulgent and let my children develop lawlessness. In fact... No child is really against the bone. Anlan often said that Xiaoyi is to let me pay attention to it. I still don't believe it."
“……”
Ying Hannian looked at him and didn't answer.
"In fact, it's not that Xiaoyi doesn't understand the pain of my wife's death and I'm too busy with my career. It's that I forget that the pain of her mother's death is no less than me and what she really wants." Lin Guanting said, raised his hand and rubbed his eyes. His fingertips were wet.
“……”
"Look what I said." Lin Guanting said with a bitter smile, "Ying Hannian, I want to show you that Xiaoyi is the apple of my eye. Since I was a child, I tried my best to report the best kindergarten to her and find the best dance teacher. If she wants to play, I will build such a place for her. She needs clothes and bags..."
With that, Lin Guanting couldn't go on, Tears fell down, he wiped off with the palm of his hand, his voice also changed, some dumb, "in fact, I didn't give her anything well, I'm not a competent father, I can't do it well, it's too late to recover, the child has grown up, I just want her to get what she wants this time."
“……”
"It should be a cold year."
Lin Guanting called him.
Should cold years turn eyes to see the past.
Lin Guanting looked at him steadily, and his eyes could not be more serious. He said word by word, "so in Ying Hannian, if you can't be a qualified husband, my incompetent father will be a murderer."
Smell speech, should cold year have no meaning to be awed, thin lips arc more Yang higher, a handsome face is still pale, eyes are black as Obsidian general, showing countless bright.
"No
“……”
"If I let her shed a tear, I'll raise my head to see her." So conceited.
“……”