Are you willing?
She looked at his chest above that small green fir imprint, after all, is unable to give up.
Ying Yongxi doesn't know family affection. She only knows it when she has cold. She is willing to give everything for him.
Ying Yongxi fell in love with dancing for the first time, Mu Huahong for the second time, and Ying Hannian for the third time.
Han is the best child in the world.
He is smart, sensible, obedient and clever. No one is better than him.
Everyone called her dirty and a prostitute, only he said she was clean, only he said she danced beautiful.
Su Meining and Lian man will come every few years to see her present situation, humiliate her, and add a few tramp guests to her, giving her endless mental and physical torture. She knew that they didn't move Han because they thought Han was a traitor, a mother and a son. The existence of this child not only made her realize the fact that she was a dancer, but also ensured that she would not commit suicide easily. Once she died, she had to bear it
The torture will fall on cold.
Therefore, she never told Han the past.
After a few years, she struggled, went crazy and made trouble. In the end, she was numb to such a life.
Her only hope for survival is to wait for mu Huahong to meet her. Maybe it's not hope, it's extravagant hope, but she won't accept it.
Her only smile is from the cold.
The child held up the brightness of her dark world.
If it goes on like this, it may not be a reward to her.
But maybe what she should have was the fate of being cursed. When she thought she would not be more miserable, Gu Ruo found it here.
Maybe it's a woman's natural sixth sense. Ying Yongxi recognized Gu Ruo as the person standing outside Mu Huahong villa. She clearly had a wrong eye, but she remembered it clearly.
Gu ruoguang is bright, capable and beautiful.
And she is just received a guest, the body is full of bad smell, she is like a rotten bug stood in front of Gu Ruo.
Gu Ruo covered her nose with her hand and threw a stack of photos, marriage certificates and birth certificates in front of her.
In the photo, Mu Huahong kisses Gu Ruo in her wedding dress. He is very handsome and she is very beautiful;
On the marriage certificate, the oath of Mu Huahong and Gu Ruo was written;
On a child's birth certificate, the time of birth is shortly after Han was born. The name in the column of father is very familiar to her.
She had described it thousands of times, and it was the name in her dream.
Mu Hua Hong. Gu Ruo stood there, but he looked at her contemptuously and sympathetically, covering his nose as if he were in the clouds. "Ying Yongxi, I didn't expect that a winner of the black diamond prize would be reduced to such a situation. If you are willing to be a prostitute, you won't be waiting for Hua Hong
"Right?"
On that day, I will never forget until I die.
She only said one word to Gu Ruo. She asked, "how do you know about me and him?"
Gu Ruo chuckled, "he said when he complained that I didn't love him enough. He said that there was once a woman who loved him and was possessed by him. He used it over and over again and was still immersed in self righteous love."
“……”
She looked at Gu Ruo without expression.
"When he gouged out his heart, you must have loved him?" Gu Ruo said with a smile and sighed, "it's all women. I really can't bear to see that you've been kept secret all your life. In fact, Hua Hong did all that to force the old man to pay attention to him. He can do everything for the position of heir. Fortunately, he gambled
By the way, when he went down like that, the old man found that he couldn't do without such a powerful son, so he put him in high position. Huahong is now the old man's favorite son, and he will inherit the future herdsman. "
“……”
She listened to Gu Ruo speak word by word, exposing the truth cruelly in front of her, naked and bloody. She stood still, her eyes fell on the photos of the two children. She wore expensive suits on the children's small bodies, and her temperament leaped above the photos. The good upbringing between her eyes and eyes could be seen at a glance. They were playing the piano and pulling the small arms
Violin
What about her cold?
Always wear the most worn clothes, disheartened face, always only a pair of eyes the brightest.
She is cold, hands never piano and violin, only dust, only wounds..
It turned out that she was cheated from beginning to end.She even has no reason to doubt that Gu ruo's two children are so similar to Mu Hua Hongsheng
Ying Yongxi doesn't remember when Gu Ruo left. She only remembers Gu ruo's last sentence. Gu Ruo asks her, "my child is very lovely, isn't she? Hua Hong will find time to teach them every day. "
yes.
Mu Huahong said that he would educate his children. No matter how busy he was, even if he took them to the company, he would raise them himself.
But he forgot to tell her that he didn't want to raise the child with her.
She thought that he might be dead. He might have been under house arrest for many years. The only thing she didn't think about was that she was cheated again.
once.
Again.
For a false promise, she was insulted by different men in this street of life and death. She tried her best to teach Han well, and wanted to tell him that she had raised her children well one day.
He didn't care.
Why didn't he say it earlier? He had said earlier that she could get rid of it as soon as possible, and she would not let Han be born in this world and let him suffer for so many years.
Until now, she realized that she and her son had no hope of walking out of the street of life and death.
The hope that should be chanted is always the hope without hope.
She made cold's favorite lard bibimbap and poisoned it. She wanted to take her children to get rid of it.
But Han is much smarter than she imagined. He guessed everything, but he didn't have a trace of resentment and went to eat cleverly.
He was willing to die with her.
He is willing to accompany her whatever she does.
It's not a pity that she died. What about the cold? He is still young, he is so smart, how can he accompany her to die, how can he
She hugged him and didn't let him eat that bowl of rice.
Henceforth he lived only for his own son.
……
When the disaster comes, Ying Yong feels that his destiny has finally come.
The life of Ying Yongxi is sad.
It's doomed.
When the knife was stabbed down again and again, she looked at not far away lying on the ground, desperately shouting her cold, begging him to live.
In front of my eyes, it's getting dark.
In this life, she has loved three times, and her desire to dance all her life has become the notice of being insulted every time; The man she fell in love with hurt her like a man
Only Ying Hannian, he is the only color in her life.
I don't know why. Before death, she thought of what she had said to the shepherd.
She fell into a pool of blood and slowly lost all her consciousness.
Lose this life full of holes.
Cold, to live well, we must live in a dignified way. The world is too dark and dirty, but we have to live in an open and aboveboard way, from life to death, without any unbearable burden. In this way, we can live more valuable than those dirty people