“……”
Xu Xing pear long eyelashes light tremble, staring at the hand for a long time did not move.
Bai Zhenzhen stood there, holding the handle of the fruit knife in both hands, staring at the old man, "watch, cousin..."
Mu Jingluo was standing, his right hand was on the blade, and his fingers were filled with blood, but he seemed to feel no pain. He looked at Xu Xingli sitting there with his eyes low. The fire reflected his face, his lips were shallow, and his eyes were like the deep sea.
From the beginning to the end, he didn't look at Bai Zhen.
Bai Zhenzhen looked at him, sad, "cousin, you don't believe her anymore, she doesn't love you at all, do you know that she has a diary, which records that she wants to use you for revenge?"
“……”
Mu Jingluo didn't seem to hear it. He didn't even move his eyes. He just looked at Xu Xingli.
"Cousin, Xu Xingli is not a good person at all. She just wants to take revenge on me. She has never loved you from the beginning to the end!"
Bai Zhenzhen exclaimed excitedly, releasing his hands, he took off his strength, fell heavily on the ground and coughed violently.
"Star pear."
He called the name of Xu Xingli in a low voice, took down the fruit knife, and hung his bloody hand on his side.
Xu Xingli sat in front of the fire, breathing stopped.
……
Night, deep terrible.
The lamp lights on the weeds. Xu Xingli takes out the first aid kit in the trunk and stands in front of the car. He uses the lamp to treat Mu Jingluo's wound.
Mu Jingluo stood in front of her, eyes staring at her, let her clean the blood stains for herself.
Xu Xingli took out gauze from the first aid kit, covered his palm, and bandaged it layer by layer.
end.
"Why go?"
Mu Jingluo stares at her and asks. His voice is so low that he can't hear his anger.
Xu Xingli turned and leaned against the hood. Without looking at him, she lowered her head and fiddled with her sleeve. She didn't care much about the way, "have you been following me?"
He didn't fall asleep.
He knew she was gone.
"I want to see what you're going to do." Mu Jingluo stares at her calm side face way.
"You see it all."
Xu Xingli smiles.
“……”
Mu Jingluo stood staring at her and didn't answer.
The light of the car changed the color of his windbreaker, and his figure formed a wall.
In the light of night, there are insects flying around.
Bit by bit, Mu Jingluo was suffering from a long silence, but Xu Xingli couldn't. She raised her eyes and looked at Mu Jingluo coldly and calmly. "Mu Jingluo, it's time for us to break up."
Mu Jingluo looked at her. There was no accident on her handsome face, but her eyes moved slightly.
He asked, "what does it mean to break up?"
It's not breaking up. It's not that I want to break up with you, but it's time to break up.
"Do you know what it's like for a man to be blindfolded, tied to his hands and imprisoned in a house for ten months?" Xu Xingli looked at him and said calmly, "in those ten months, I occasionally dreamed that you came to save me."
Her tone was like talking about the weather. As he listened, his eyes turned red.
Mu Jingluo turned around and looked at the flying insects dancing in the light of the lamp. He did not dare to look into her eyes.
"There are 24 hours in a day, and each hour is 60 minutes. Ten months. I don't know how many 60 minutes there are." Xu Xingli said with a low smile, "you didn't come, you never came to save me."
“……”
Mu Jingluo stood listening to her peaceful complaint, her eyes as red as blood.
"Mu Jingluo, I've worked hard for you. You don't know. I don't hate you and I don't blame you. But I have to admit that after those ten months, my affection for you has been gone with me."
Xu Xingli said.
“……”
Mu Jingluo looked at the insects, which made his ears tingle. He couldn't hear her clearly.
Chest seems to have been cut dozens of knives, bloody pain people can not even shout out.
"I never said that to you, right? You never asked." Xu Xingli looked at him and said with a smile, "it's strange. I thought you would ask."
But he never asked.Mu Jingluo opened his lips. His throat seemed blocked. He could not make a sound. His lips trembled several times before he made a sound. "I dare not ask, and I dare not listen."
He didn't dare to know how she lived these five years or how she survived those ten months.
He didn't dare to say "I'm sorry" because he knew these three words had no power.
"So it is." Xu Xingli understood and nodded with a smile. "When I was imprisoned by Zhang Nan and Bai Zhenzhen, I found out that no one would come to look for my disappearance. I wanted to die, but I was too unwilling. Why can Bai Zhenzhen trample on me wantonly, why can Zhang Nan calculate my stomach, and why can Bai Zhen beat me half dead, Why... I really don't understand. Am I born cheap? But even if my life is cheap, I don't want to admit it
!”
At the end, her tone became forceful.
“……”
Mu Jingluo clenched his hand on his side again, and the blood oozed out of the white gauze and trickled down slowly“ So I told myself at that time, I must leave alive, I want revenge, I want revenge! " Xu Xingli's voice gradually became cold, "you must think that Mu Yuwen's name is Bai Zhenzhen, no, it's me, from
From the child's name, I've determined every step of my revenge. "
Mu Jingluo seemed to have lost her voice completely. She just stood in front of the car and listened to every word she said.
"I taught Yuwen to know all the people in the Ying family. I taught him strict etiquette and forced him to learn some skills, because I knew that they could please people, especially the big family like the herdsman." Xu Xingli continued, "I wait for Yuwen to grow up. When he grows up, he will not be easily deceived by Bai Zhenzhen and Zhang Nan. Then I begin my formal revenge plan. I take the initiative to show up in front of Bai Zhenzhen and let her catch me and Yuwen. I know
She wants to marry you too much, but you only have brother and sister friendship with her, so she will do nothing when she is in a hurry. "
In the quiet night, only her voice was left“ Sure enough, Baizhen is in trouble. " Xu Xingli said, "in fact, at first I thought that you Mu Bai's family were relatives, and I would definitely believe it. I let Yu Wen sell a flaw and not let him be called Bai Zhenzhen's Mommy. In this way, when you and Bai Zhenzhen get married,
I'll let Yuwen break her lies again. It'll be a wonderful scene. "
“……”
Mu Jingluo listened, and a small pool of blood had been splashed on the ground beside his feet“ But I didn't expect that with all the children, you didn't want to marry Bai Zhenzhen. You didn't even want to try to associate. " Xu Xingli looked at him, "do you know that at that time, I may be the person in the world who most want you to marry Bai Zhenzhen, but you just don't want to, even if Bai Zhenzhen destroys himself to fight for sympathy, you won't let go."