"No, I can do it myself. You can let him arrange the house as soon as possible, so that we can worry about it as soon as possible. I really want to go and have a look. It will be OK. You can rest assured."
Yu ningxuan takes Gu sichen's arm and asks again.
"Well, if anything happens, you can call me in time, OK?"
Gu sichen did not rest assured, but he did not worry about it. Maybe after so many things, Wang Wensheng was able to wake up.
"Thank you, schen. I'll go and return early."
Yu ningxuan doesn't wait for Gu sichen to talk. She takes up the car key and runs out.
In fact, Yu ningxuan has thought a lot these days, and there is always a feeling that she can't tell the truth.
It was this feeling that made her eager to see Wang Wensheng. Whether it was because of her soft heart or her blood relationship, she decided to go this time.
By the way, I want to ask Wang Wensheng some necessary things to solve the accumulated resentment in his heart for many years.
When Yu ningxuan comes to the place where Wang Wensheng lives, there is nothing in the yard, which is very desolate. It seems that few people come to see him at ordinary times, and then walk into the house. It's still dark, and even the lights are not on.
Just as Yu ningxuan hesitates whether Wang Wensheng is at home, she suddenly finds a figure by the window of the inner room. Through the light of the window, she seems to be looking at something. Seeing this, Yu ningxuan takes a few steps forward.
Wang Wensheng is holding an old photo album in his hand. His hand is shaking and he looks through it. Because the distance is too far, Yu ningxuan can't see who is in the photo clearly.
So, she walked forward a few steps gently, and after a careful look, she found that it was a group photo of him and his mother.
Wang Wensheng stroked the person in the photo with his scarred hand. His whole body trembled. Because his back was facing Yu ningxuan, she didn't know whether Wang Wensheng was crying. The only thing she could be sure was that he missed her mother.
"What are you looking at?"
As if she had just come in, Yu ningxuan asked directly and curiously. Wang Wensheng immediately turned around and saw that it was Yu ningxuan who wiped the tears off her face.
"No, nothing. Why did you come all of a sudden?"
Wang Wensheng lowers his head and dares not look into Yu ningxuan's eyes. The same is true last time. He doesn't know whether he is guilty or timid, which makes Yu ningxuan very depressed.
"Why don't you look at me? You used to be different Yu ningxuan can't help but ask directly, hoping to understand what Wang Wensheng is thinking.
"No, I used to be sorry for you and did so many things to hurt you. Now I really have no face to see you."
Wang Wensheng still lowered his head, and his voice was very small. If it wasn't for the silence around, I'm afraid Yu ningxuan couldn't hear clearly.
"It's all in the past to talk about what to do now."
Before Ning Xuan, she wanted to kill Wang Wensheng, but now she didn't have that idea at all. She thought maybe it was family affection.
Yu ningxuan thinks that she can tolerate a stranger who has nothing to do with her. Why can't she be kind to her father.
At least he is kind to himself, and there is nothing to worry about just by this.
"But I've done too much to hurt you, and your mother, I'm sorry for you." Wang Wensheng's voice began to choke. He slowly sat down on the stool and continued to look at the album.
Looking at the photo of Wang Wensheng and his mother, Yu ningxuan sat down at the bed opposite him and asked curiously, "since you decided to abandon it at that time, why do you regret it now? After all, it's all your choice."
"Yes, you're right. I have no right to regret. I'm such a jerk that I can't even protect my beloved." Wang Wensheng sighed.
Then turn to another page, it's still a group photo of him and Yu ningxuan's mother.
At this time, Yu ningxuan noticed that this album is not ordinary. It's full of pictures of Wang Wensheng and his mother, although it's a bit shabby.
But the photos inside were kept very new, without any damage.
"Well, why mention the past, but why do you want to see it?" Yu ningxuan doesn't want to remember the sad things in the past. Even if she decides to let go of her hatred, she doesn't face it generously.
"It's nothing. It's just remembering the past."
Wang Wensheng's eyes are full of sadness, which makes Yu ningxuan very confused. He abandoned his mother at that time, but now he pretends to be pathetic.
"If you had not abandoned my mother, maybe everything would not have been like this." Yu ningxuan complains that Wang Wensheng is merciless.
"In fact, your mother and I loved each other very much."
Wang Wensheng's mind seems to go back to the past. It was really beautiful at that time, but he never thought that he would have the chance to say these things to Yu ningxuan.
"Now, what's the use of saying that? If we love each other, we should abandon her."Yu ningxuan's words were a little heavy. His face was blue and purple. He didn't know what to do.
"Why don't you speak? Have you been in my mind and have nothing to refute?"
Yu ningxuan's indecisive questioning of Wang Wensheng does not mention that her mother is OK. When she talks about it, she is inexplicably angry.
"You're right. I'm to blame for this. Your mother should hate me the most in her life." Wang Wensheng is very guilty. In fact, over the years, he often thinks about it and feels guilty every time.
"Then what's the use of you feeling sorry for her now? How did she leave at the beginning? I think you know better than anything. Now it's meaningless to say anything."
Yu ningxuan is unwilling to forgive Wang Wensheng.
"In fact, I met your mother at a party. At that time, we fell in love at first sight and soon fell in love."
Wang Wensheng did not directly answer Yu ningxuan's words, but talked about the past.
Yu ningxuan also heard about her mother and Wang Wensheng for the first time. In the past, even when she had memories, she hardly heard her mother say anything, even a single complaint, so she was very surprised.
"At that time, we were very happy. We struggled together and planned for the future together. It was so good that I never lived like that in the rest of my life."
Wang Wensheng had tears in his eyes.
"Well, since you are so in love, why do you abandon my mother?"
Yu ningxuan just can't understand how such deep feelings can be said not to do, in the final analysis, it's still too heartless.
"Later, we got to the point of talking about marriage. I took your mother home and thought that we could get married smoothly, but I didn't expect that your grandfather, my father, strongly opposed the marriage."
Wang Wensheng sighed helplessly.
"Why are you against me? My mother's family is not OK. At that time, I was quite close to you, right?" Yu ningxuan is depressed because she knows something about the past.
"Your grandfather thought that she couldn't help me and would drag me down. He wanted me to get engaged to a girl he liked at that time, that is, your stepmother later. So from then on, your mother began to hate me and didn't see me anymore."
Wang Wensheng stroked the smiling woman in the photo and said that his mind was full of the beautiful face of Yu ningxuan's mother at that time, and even the feeling of falling in love at that time came back again.
That's why he looks at photos every day.
"Because of such a superficial family concept and future, you should abandon the lover you love. Do you know that she has entrusted her whole life to you, and you should be so ungrateful to her?"
Yu ningxuan became a little excited.
"Yes, she should hate me. At that time, I was against my father and insisted on being with your mother, but I didn't succeed in the end. However, I know that with you in the future, you will know all the things behind."
Wang Wensheng blamed himself.
"For such a reason, you should do so. I really despise you."
Yu ningxuan is sad and feels that it's not worth it for her mother, but on the other hand, it's a matter between them after all. Her mother hasn't said anything, and she's not qualified.
"I'm sorry, it's my asshole. I'm sorry for your mother and daughter. You can kill me or scold me. I won't have any complaints."
Wang Wensheng hopes Yu ningxuan can vent her emotions so as not to be angry.
"Even if it's any use killing you, my mother doesn't have any complaints. I'm not qualified."
Yu ningxuan's face was expressionless. After taking a few deep breaths, she looked up at Wang Wensheng and asked, "did you go to my mother's cemetery to see her?"
"No, I haven't seen it. In fact, I want to go there, but I don't think I have the face to see her." Wang Wensheng wanted to go many times, but in the end, he failed because of his guilt.
"Ding Ling, Ding Ling."
Just at this time, Yu ningxuan's phone suddenly rings. She looks at Gu sichen and connects: "sichen, what's the matter?"
"It's been such a long time. Why haven't you come back yet? Is there anything wrong?" Gu sichen was waiting in the office for a long time. He could not help worrying.
"Nothing. I'm going to visit my mother with him. I'll go back later. Don't worry." Yu ningxuan tells Gu sichen about the matter so that he won't worry about it any more. The specific things will be discussed when she goes back.
"Are you sure you don't want me to come over?" Gu sichen is still not at ease. After all, he has a bad heart for Wang Wensheng. This knot can't be solved in a short time.
"It's really no use, szhen. Trust me, will you?" Yu ningxuan whispered to Gu sichen that she was afraid that Wang Wensheng in the house would hear her. After making such an agreement, she hung up and went back to the house.