Chapter 851

At first, Aerman decided to enter the whirlpool only for Nicole and the children.

He has never been so strong in pursuit of power, and even despised from the heart.

But after talking with Qin Yufei that time, some thoughts in his heart were aroused. He really should do something for himself and Nicole.

But now

With Nicole's leaving, Aerman suddenly doesn't know what's the point of doing all this.

His favorite woman is gone.

Thinking of the days to come, he couldn't be with his favorite woman. Aerman felt that his heart was hollowed out, like a walking corpse, and he couldn't find the meaning of existence.

He regretted it.

I regret that I should not have entered this power struggle so late.

He should have fought for himself and Nicole earlier.

Maybe he had his own power earlier.

So, everything will not be like this now, Nicole may still be alive, stay by his side, safely gave birth to a daughter.

In that case, Nicole won't become a cold corpse, there won't be no warm temperature

Will smile at him, will talk to him, will also embrace him, give him warmth and comfort.

But it was too late.

It seems.

The only thing he can do now is to bring up his daughter.

……

On the other side of the ward.

Qin Yufei is silent sitting in front of the hospital bed, looking at Nicole's pale face, want to cry without tears.

Her hand is holding Nicole's tightly. Her hand is warm, but Nicole's hand is cold and can't warm up.

Now.

Qin Yufei's heart is guilty.

There is even an indescribable sense of guilt.

She felt that she had killed Nicole and almost killed her fetus.

She couldn't help thinking that if she hadn't pulled Aerman into the water and didn't encourage him to take part in the struggle, maybe

Everything will be different.

Aerman is as free as ever.

Nanny should be safe.

As long as Aerman's presence doesn't make Chris feel threatened, Chris will not arrest her to blackmail him.

At the thought of these causal relationships, Qin Yufei can't forgive herself. She even thinks that she is a heinous person.

She killed Nicole.

Qin Yufei stayed in the ward for a long time.

After seeing her daughter for a long time, Aerman was surprised to see her still.

"Why haven't you gone back?"

Hear Aerman's voice, Qin Yufei returns to God, the head also does not return the reply way: "want to accompany her more."

Aerman looked gloomy when he heard this.

In a flash.

He seemed to think of something and said softly:

"you don't have to feel guilty. It's not your fault that things develop like this. Maybe this is the inevitable result.

it's also my fault that I was too indecisive before. If I did something for her earlier, maybe the result would be different, but it's a pity that I wake up too late."

“……”

Qin Yufei was speechless.

I didn't expect Aerman to think so, but she felt more guilty when he said so.

It's just.

So far.

There's no point in saying anything.

With a wry smile, she stood up and looked at Aerman. "You talk to her again. I'll go first."

Finish.

Did not wait for Aerman to speak, Qin Yufei then turned to go out.

All that's left in the room is Arman and Nicole.

But in a sense, it's the same as Alman.

Aerman sits on the stool in silence, holding Nicole's tightly.

Feeling the cold of Nicole's fingertips, Aerman suddenly felt a dull pain in his heart, as if he had been pricked by a needle again and again.

He squeezed out a smile, looked at Nicole's pale face and whispered softly.

"Nicole I just went to see our daughter. She is very cute. Do you remember what we discussed together?

If you ask me whether I like boys or girls, I can tell you the answer clearly. I like girls, just like you, considerate and gentle... "

“……”

In the huge ward, thinking of Aerman's voice, he was always talking alone, and no one responded to him.

The saddest thing in the world is probably like this.

No matter

How much you say to the person you love, he won't respond.

……With exhaustion and sadness, Qin Yufei returns to the palace.

Charlie, who came back with Qin Yufei, after entering the gate of the palace, told her that the old king had been waiting for her.

So Qin Yufei and turned to see the old king first.

At this time, the old king had returned to his bedroom and was sitting on the sofa outside the bedroom, waiting for Qin Yufei.

Seeing Qin Yufei back, the old man's uneasy look finally eased.

"Grandfather..."

Qin Yufei got up and walked with a smile on her face.

"I'm back."

The old King opened his mouth as if with emotion, and quietly collected the fatigue on Qin Yufei's face into his eyes, secretly distressed.

"Well."

Qin Yufei gently answered, and sat down beside the old king. He took his arm and put his head on his shoulder. Then he did not speak.

"Would you like some dessert?"

Asked the old king.

"No, I can't eat it."

Hearing such a sentence, the old king looked stunned. He could not help but clap Qin Yufei on the back of his hand and comforted him:

"silly child, I know you are sad. If you feel sad, you can cry out. Don't suffocate yourself."

“……”

Qin Yufei did not respond.

Silence for a long time, she asked, "grandfather, am I wrong?"

Oh.

The old king sighed and said slowly, "no one is right or wrong in this kind of thing. You have tried your best. Don't blame yourself."

"But I think it's all because of me, but I can't do anything. I can only watch her die in front of me..."

“……”

The old king was suddenly speechless and did not know how to reply.

In fact, he understood the feeling, and felt it.

Because he used to look at his two sons, breathless in front of himself, but helpless, that feeling of powerlessness almost defeated him.

The topic was too heavy for the heavy old king to talk about.

He took a deep breath and shifted the subject.

"You're not in a good mood at this time. I'll give you two days off tomorrow, and I'll let someone take you to the ranch to play?"

"No more."

Qin Yufei refused decisively.

Although it seems that all the enemies have been cleaned up now, we should go and relax.

However, she was worried about Helan tingshen in her heart, and how could she feel at ease to play?

Moreover, when you go to the ranch, you will probably miss people. You can't help but think of the moment when he disguised himself as a maid from the ranch

Will miss him even more.

Thinking about it, Qin Yufei raised her head and looked at the old king seriously,

"grandfather, you don't have to give me a holiday, but I really have a request in my heart. I haven't told you all the time. I hope you can promise me. "

Listen to this, the old king's intuition, this request may make him very difficult.

But even so, he nodded.

"Tell me, I'll promise you as much as I can."

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