Even if Zhu Yu has a little secret in her heart, if time goes back to her and Lu Haoran's college days -
at that time, there was no Li Qingdong or Li Qingxi. One of them was a hospital grass and the other was a department flower. No matter how critical people saw it, they would praise their "talent and beauty".
If Lu Haoran confessed to her and threw away her shyness, Zhu Yu thought, she would agree to be with him.
But he didn't.
On the contrary, today, when everything has changed, he came here specially, preferring to wait for hours just to ask her a word.
"It's ridiculous."
Zhu Yu blurted out.
When she was not careful, she said what was in her heart.
"Ridiculous?"
Lu Haoran heard it.
Zhu Yu sat up straight, brushed his fingertips over the drink bottle and murmured, "yes, it's ridiculous. You shouldn't come to me, Lu Haoran. You know how to deal with this. You just want to get the same answer from me as you, and to be at ease
She hit the nail on the head.
Lu Haoran's face was grim.
For a moment, the most secret place in his heart seemed to be exposed in a big light, in a mess.
Yes, he is so smart that he doesn't know how to make a decision on it?
But he was lucky.
Lu Haoran didn't know what he wanted.
He hoped that Zhu Yu would stop the marriage and tell him that she loved him and didn't want him to be someone else's husband.
At the same time, he also hoped that she could refuse herself and let him continue to be the son-in-law of Lu's group in peace and contentment.
These two kinds of thoughts are constantly tearing the heart of landing Haoran, so that he fell into a temporary loss.
"You are not an impulsive person, you choose Lu Zhiqing, there must be your reason. You don't have to tell me, and I don't want to know why. "
From the beginning, Zhu Yu doubted Lu Haoran's motives.
She is not conceited. She thinks that this man can only love himself and will never be attracted to other women.
However, Lu Haoran and Lu Zhiqing met and fell in love again. Everything seemed too smooth and strange.
Therefore, Zhu Yu felt that there must be something wrong with it.
She didn't ask Lu Haoran, because she didn't want to be nosy.
Perhaps, the marriage of adults is complex. In addition to love and love, there are also intertwined interests.
For example, everyone told her that Li Qingdong would not marry her, which is a truth.
"In fact, I am..."
Lu Haoran's words came to his mouth and swallowed again.
"Don't be in fact. You don't want to say it, and I don't want to listen to it," he said casually
She turned the bottle, picked it up and took another sip.
"Although Lu Zhiqing said that she left the decision-making power to you, at this time, she still wanted to be accompanied by others. I can see that she doesn't dislike you, it's just that she doesn't like you
After a pause, Zhu Yu continued: "if you choose to stay, I think she will be very happy. Moreover, she will feel guilty about you and give you more opportunities in the company."
She was so straightforward that Lu Haoran gave a bitter smile.
"Xiaoyu, don't you worry about hurting me when you say that?"
He was not angry, but there was a trace of sadness.
"This is the path you choose to take. Why do you care what others think? I think you've heard of worse things in Lu's time. "
Without fear, Zhu Yu looked straight at Lu Haoran.
He acquiesced.
"If someone questions, it shows that you care about your ability, and that your existence is threatening. I always know you have a plan for my life. It's a pity that I won't be included in this plan either before or after. "
After finishing, Zhu Yu drank the rest of the drink in one breath.
She dropped the empty bottle into the trash can at her feet and jumped out of the high chair.
"Haoran," Zhu Yu patted him on the shoulder, with a serious expression and sincere eyes. "I hope you'll have a good life anyway. I know it's not easy for you to come to this day. Don't give up easily. Think about your mother. She has high hopes for you
Lu Haoran seemed to have something to say. When he heard Zhuyu mention his mother, his face suddenly became a little ugly.
"You have the answer, but you should be more sure now. Come on, it's very late. We all have to go back. "
All kinds of things happened in the whole day are enough to defeat an ordinary adult, including Zhu Yu.
She just wants a hot bath and a good sleep.
"I'll take you back."
After a look at the time, Lu Haoran didn't ask her to stay any more, and she also stood up.The two men walked side by side. At this time, there were few people in the street, and it was very quiet.
Downstairs, Lu Haoran looked up at the window.
He knew that he might never have a chance to sit down again.
"Xiaoyu, I If one day, I just assumed that if I had no relationship with the Lu family, would you give me a chance? "
After hesitating for a long time, Lu Haoran still asked.
Zhuyu is lowering her head to take out the key. Hearing this, she suddenly raises her head.
"This assumption doesn't make sense."
Unconsciously, she also learned the tone of Li Qingdong.
"I thought that only women would like to ask such questions," he said. I'm going upstairs. Slow down. "
No direct answer is actually a kind of refusal.
He should have known that for a long time.
From his choice to go abroad without a word, from the moment he chose Lu and Lu Zhiqing, he lost her forever.
"I I see. You go to bed early
As soon as he finished speaking, Lu Haoran turned around in a hurry.
He has always been a proud man. He is afraid that if he stays for another two seconds, he will show his unprecedented vulnerability.
Looking at his back in a panic, Zhu Yu didn't speak. He just watched Lu Haoran get on the bus and leave in a hurry.
A trace of guilt surged up in my heart. In fact, she and Lu Zhiqing once wanted to find sustenance in him.
It's just that she's not as candid as Lu Zhiqing.
She didn't even dare to say so.
Shaking his head, Zhuyu turned and went upstairs.
After taking a bath and changing into a clean sheet and quilt cover, she got into the dry, warm and fragrant quilt and let out a satisfied sigh.
I still remember that when Zhu Yu read gone with the wind when she was a girl, she didn't understand that sentence very much.
Tomorrow is another day.
How can life turn over so easily?
She didn't understand.
She understood it now, just as the sun still rises and people have to live on.
Just when Zhuyu was asleep, she faintly heard the sound of ambulance, whining all the way, which was very harsh in the silent night.
Turning over, Zhuyu continued to sleep.
Two blocks away, there is a car in the middle of the road.
Lu Haoran's car had a sunken front face, a broken windshield, and he himself was bloody, and his upper body leaned weakly against the steering wheel.