Chapter 211

Chuerya was speechless for a while. At this time, she was a little puzzled. She just laughed and didn't mention it again.

Huo Junqi looks at chuerya's big mouthful of food. Those dusty memories of six years are now fresh again.

Thinking of this, Huo Junqi feels more and more indebted to chuerya. Why did he forget chuerya then?

When he lost his memory, he clearly remembered what he had done to chuerya. Thinking of those, Huo Junqi's heart was aching.

"Why don't you eat it? Isn't it delicious? " Chu Erya looks up and sees the sadness in Huo Junqi's eyes. Chuerya put down the spoon, some inexplicably nervous, frowned and asked: "Junqi, are you ok? Don't you like the food here? You didn't like the soup before. Let's go to the western restaurant next door. Don't you like western food? "

At the end of chuerya's words, Huo Junqi still has no reaction, chuerya is embarrassed.

After a while, Huo Junqi seems to wake up from his dream and quietly holds Chu Erya's hand on the table. The pity in his deep eyes seems to overflow.

"Xiaoya, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry."

Chuerya is stunned for a moment. She suddenly understands Huo Junqi's sudden apology. This familiar restaurant reminds her and Huo Junqi of their common memories

Chuerya smiles, pulls back the hand that Huo Junqi holds, puts it on the back of his hand, taps the back of Huo Junqi's hand and comforts him, "it's all over. What's wrong with you? I've said it many times. Don't mention the past. I really don't blame you at all, really!"

I really don't blame him. I don't even have hatred. I'm sure there is no love at all

Huo Junqi looks at chuerya's clear eyes. What she sees from her eyes is now on his face, but chuerya's eyes will never be worried about him again.

Huo Junqi would rather chuerya stand up and beat him, scold him, and accuse him of forgetting and abandoning himself at that time.

But chuerya didn't.

Well, let's eat. Don't say more about what we have. Be careful I'm not happy! " Chuerya jokingly said the threat, picked up again and put down the spoon.

"Xiaoya, let's start all over again, from now on." Huo Junqi is also staring at chuerya's every move. As soon as his voice falls, chuerya's hand stops.

Chuerya didn't look up for a long time. She looked at the green floating in the soup bowl. When the spoon fell in, the green leaves were rippled to one side and pasted on the white porcelain bowl.

It's like a duckweed.

"Junqi I don't think about it now. You know, the reason why I'm determined to come back is to fulfill my dream and have my own things. That's why I'm determined to leave my children. Do you understand? "

Looking up again, chuerya's face was not as relaxed as she had just been. She was very serious. This kind of reply told Huo Junqi that she could bear that degree of impact more than the direct refusal.

Huo Junqi laughed and said: "Xiaoya, you don't understand what I mean. I didn't refuse you to realize your dream. I just said that no matter what you do, I can accompany you, just like we used to. Do you forget? No matter what you are going to do before, you always want me to accompany you. You say that you are not afraid of anything with me by your side... "

"Junqi." Chuerya interrupts and looks at huojunqi who is excited. Chuerya knows what huojunqi means.

Memories are wonderful, but they can't go back.

Huo Junqi didn't say any more. He looked at chuerya eagerly and warmly for fear that in the blink of an eye, he would miss any small details of chuerya.

"I know what you mean. I've always appreciated what you've done for me, but now I really don't want to talk about things related to feelings. Do you understand? To tell you the truth, although I have divorced Gu Jingting, I hate myself very much, because I still see that he will throb or I want to love him. "

Chuerya said every word from the bottom of her heart, and she was surprised that she revealed her heart to Huo Junqi.

If it wasn't for Huo Junqi's sudden confession, maybe she couldn't be sure what she really thought.

Chu Erya's answer makes Huo Junqi fall into the ice. He didn't expect that Chu Erya would refuse himself in this way. What's more, he didn't see a hint of lying in Chu Erya's eyes.

That means that what chuerya said is true, and she still loves Gu Jingting.

Chuerya felt that the meal could not go on any more. Her appetite, which was still in the air just now, was completely gone.

Chuerya feels that she has made her words very clear. She has forgotten that this is the first time that she has rejected Huo Junqi. She has no way to insist on Huo Junqi.

"Junqi, actually we can be good friends, can't we? Just like me, let go of the past. You deserve better girls... ""Xiaoya, I can't live long."

"You can..." Chuerya's unfinished words suddenly stopped. She thought she had heard wrong.

"What? Junqi, what did you just say? " Chuerya looks into huojunqi's eyes and asks incredulously.

"Xiaoya, I said, I can't live long." Huo Junqi didn't blink. He repeated it again.

Chuerya is completely confused. She doesn't understand Huo Junqi's meaning, why he can't live long.

"No, what do you mean? I tell you, don't make such a joke with me. It's not funny. " Chuerya got flustered and her heart beat fast.

Huo Junqi said with a smile, "do you think I'm joking? Do you think I'll make fun of my own life? "

Chuerya is speechless. How could it be like this?

Chuerya's heart was sore. She felt very sad. In the blink of an eye, there was fog in her eyes. "What's the matter? Why is that? "

……

When chuerya returned to her residence, she felt that she was still floating under her feet, and still felt that it was very unreal.

"You know, the brain tumor in my brain had been cut off six years ago. For a long time, I felt that I had a severe headache. The pain was very similar to that when I found the tumor six years ago, so I did a brain examination again. The doctor said it was a recurrence of the tumor."

Huo Junqi's words are still in his ears. Chuerya feels like he was shot in the heart with a dull sound.

This kind of suffering, let her kick not to pass breath, she has been enduring, enduring.

Until Huo Junqi stopped at her door, the door closed, turned to tears.