Chapter 334

Feng Yifan can only be silent. He can't fight against a dead man. That is a person who has passed away for ten years. Maybe he should thank him. If he didn't have something like him, maybe chuqingyue would not like him.

The wind to fan inexplicable bitter, he speechless, bitter unceasingly.

Why do you become so humble and bitter as today?

The man who occupied the corner of Chu Qingyue's heart gave birth to a trace of happiness.

"Feng Yifan, I know it's cruel to you. I think we should..."

"Enough, is that all you're going to tell me?" Feng Yifan interrupts Chu Qingyue's words. The tears in her eyes have not dried up yet. Feng Yifan's sudden interruption shocked her.

This is a different look of Feng Yifan that she has never seen before.

"Chu Qingyue, I don't allow you to break up with me. You may not like me now, but it doesn't mean you won't like me in the future, does it? I know Gu Yingting may be in your heart all his life. I have to thank him. If it wasn't for him, maybe Maybe you won't consider accepting me Feng Yifan looks serious and speaks very seriously.

These words are his sincere words from the bottom of his heart. Compared with those inexplicable feelings in his heart, he cares more about Chu Qingyue.

Besides, he can't argue with a dead man.

"You You really don't mind? " Chu Qingyue is dubious.

"Why should I mind? He did not grasp you, cherish you, is his loss. All in all, Qingyue, thank you for having the courage to tell me about your past. " Feng Yifan said to Chu Qingyue affectionately.

Feng Yifan's attitude at this time is beyond Chu Qingyue's expectation. She didn't expect that Feng Yifan would have such an attitude. In other words, what she didn't expect is that Feng Yifan really cares about her.

A person should always like another person very much, in order to forget the past and not care about her past, even if there is a person who will never be able to live in her heart.

For the first time in so many years, Chu Qingyue's heart is not so painful when she recalls Gu Yingting. This is the first time that she publicizes everything deeply buried in her heart that is related to Gu Yingting.

For the first time, I was comforted that it didn't matter.

Chu mother once said to Chu Qingyue: "people's life is still long, those who can't forget is not how good, but the time is not long enough, or the new person is not good enough."

Ten years of time, can't clean up the wound, can't forget that person, wind to fan will be her life new outlet?

Chu Qingyue thought.

……

The time agreed with Huo Junqi is tomorrow. Chuerya has been suffering a lot these days. Thinking of promising Huo Junqi's proposal, I didn't know what to do.

Before Mingming, when Huo Junqi confessed his physical condition, he had already made a good mental construction, and was rushed into a mess by Gu Jialang, who suddenly returned home.

Chuerya can't help but think of Gu Jialang's strange and alienated eyes. It seems that as long as she agrees to Huo Junqi's proposal, she betrays the children.

For several days, chuerya is exhausted and sleepless.

With the beginning of Jiarun video, her face of fatigue are small early Jiarun see through.

"Mom, you look tired. Are you tired from work?" Chujiarun's soft voice cured chuerya's disordered mood.

"It's OK, mom is OK," she said with a smile

In the video, chujiarun's smiling face is mellow and looks good. I think I've got used to it in school.

Just left his those days, Chu Jiarun obviously quiet low many, now is finally restored before lively appearance.

Chuerya is very comforted to see such chujiarun. Seeing Chu Jiarun's round and lovely face, she felt better.

"Mom, brother Are you okay? How about dad? " Chujiarun suddenly asked. Seeing that chuerya was stunned, chujiarun said, "Mom, I don't miss my brother and Dad, just Just recently, the teacher assigned homework and said that it would be autumn outing in a few days. I hope I can show the group photo of myself and my family... "

Chu Er Ya hears speech, hang down Mou son, in the heart is a burst of affliction.

"Run run You don't have to take care of mom like this. I'm sorry It's mom. " Chuerya apologizes to chujiarun with a dignified face.

"If you miss your father and brother, you can also tell your mother that it is your mother who is not good and gives you the wrong feeling. You can say that you miss your father or brother..."

"Is that ok?" Chujiarun is dubious. She tilts her head and looks at chuerya with big eyes.

Before chuerya could say yes, chujiarun said, "but Mom doesn't like dad. I can't say what mom doesn't like. "

“……”

Chuerya fell into silence, she suddenly didn't know what to say, and her heart began to be filled with remorse.The sensible Chu Jiarun makes her feel sad, and what Chu Jiarun says makes her worried.

She is not a good mother. At least after she resolutely divorced Gu Jingting, she is no longer a good mother in children's hearts.

Gu Jialang misunderstands her, and Chu Jiarun, who has always been naive and ignorant of the world, misunderstands her.

Maybe her reaction is too fierce. Did she do something wrong? It is Gu Jingting who has done something wrong. Why do the children all turn to Gu Jingting?

"Runrun, you should have a rest early. When you go on an autumn outing, your mother will come to accompany you..." The first half of chuerya's words brightened chujiarun's eyes with surprise, but the second half darkened his eyes.

Chuerya said, "with your uncle Huo."

"Oh, I see. Good night, mom." At the beginning of Jiarun's life, the color of loss was written on her face.

"Good night."

Chuerya looks at the kneeling and cross sitting self on the landing window, and suddenly feels that she doesn't know herself.

Just now, she hurt Chu Jiarun again.

"Chuerya, do you really want to be a bad mother in children's heart?" Chuerya looked at herself and murmured to herself.

She didn't know what happened to her. She knew that she had changed her mind.

But she didn't know what to do. Why did she always mention Gu Jingting and completely change another person.

Of course, Gu turned a deaf ear to her and forced her to jump off the building and meet again. It took her less than a week to forgive him.

Why, at the moment, she still worries.

Chuerya didn't understand. She didn't understand. Six years ago, chuerya, who was forced to jump, did not love Gu Jingting, but at this time chuerya loved him deeply.