Yu Shuang sighed and lowered her eyes.

This clean and fresh yunxiaokui, like a lotus flower, is what Zhuang Jingting loves.

And she was so dark that she grew like a flower on the other side of the grave of sin.

He will never be able to enter the eyes of Zhuang Jingting, let alone his heart.

"Yu Shuang, I want to do a design recently, but I haven't got any inspiration. Can you help me?"

Yu Shuang's pale and cracked lips moved. He had no strength to speak. He just looked at yunxiaokui with puzzled eyes.

What can she do for yunxiaokui?

"You can chat with me and answer a few questions."

Yu Shuang nodded, and they sat opposite each other on the sofa.

"Do you mind if I ask you about the past?" Cloud Xiaokui asked.

Yu Shuang said with a bitter smile, "I don't mind. I've been in front of Zhuang Jingting for a long time, but I'm dying to take a loudspeaker and speak out all the bad things I've done all over the world."

"No, you don't pretend in front of him." Yunxiaokui said: "you just don't dare to let your past face him. Yu Shuang, who is now in front of Zhuang Jingting, is the real one who is devoted to goodness. "

Yu Shuang was stunned, her legs were crouched on the sofa, and asked weakly, "is this helpful to your creative design?"

"Of course, I'd like to design some dark clothes recently, and I'd like to know something about your underground organization. And I miss my brother, too. I want to know what the organization that lived in Paris was like. "

Cloud Xiaokui tentatively looked at Yu Shuang, "is that ok?"

"If you're not afraid to hear those dirty and terrible things, ask if you want to know anything."

Yu Shuang is a cheerful girl.

Except in front of Zhuang Jingting, she would hide herself. In front of others, she never disdained to hide.

She is what she is.

"Have you killed a lot of people before?"

"Yes."

"Have you ever regretted it? Or Has conscience ever been condemned? " Yunxiaokui's problem is very acute.

Yu Shuang looks stagnant.

A moment later, she chuckled and looked at sunflower. "To tell you the truth, I didn't think about those sentimental issues before I knew Zhuang Jingting. Because I've lived in such a family since I was a child, and in the organization, if I disobey orders, I'll end up dead, and I'm no exception. So if you don't kill people according to the mission, I'll be the one who dies. "

Said, Yu frost sighed, "until know Zhuang Jingting, know you."

"Me?" Yunxiaokui was a little surprised.

"Yes." Yu frost nodded, "you are very kind, with your contrast, I know how dirty I am."

"Don't talk about yourself like that. You are just a tool for killing people. It's not you who are wrong."

Yu Shuang spread out his hands and looked down at his palm. "But my hands, after all, are stained with too many people's blood."

"But now you are willing to change yourself for the sake of Zhuang Jingting."

"It's no use..." Yu Shuang shook his head dejectedly. "I know I don't deserve him, so I want to do some good things and atone for myself. But it's no use... "

"How do you know it doesn't work?"

Yu Shuang said with a smile, "I set a goal for myself, that is to do 365 good deeds, and then let myself go to see Zhuang Jingting. However, no matter how many good things I have done, the people I killed will never survive. And Zhuang Jingting, he only has you in his heart. "

Cloud Xiaokui shook his head, "you don't know Zhuang Jingting."

Yu Shuang was stunned and looked at yunxiaokui.

Yunxiaokui said: "Jingting is not a person who is easy to be moved. At the beginning, he was kind to me, probably out of appreciation. But he is also a very stubborn and stereotyped person. In his subconscious, he must think that he can only love one woman in his life. So when he has a good impression on me, he firmly believes that it is love, which can't be changed in his life. In fact, that kind of thought, however, is his inner bondage to him. He is really very kind to me, but I think it all comes from his insistence rather than from his true love. "

Yu Shuang looked at yunxiaokui suspiciously, "how can you confirm that this is his inner thought?"

Yunxiaokui laughed. "Maybe it's because he's really nice, and his feelings for me are different from those for Luo Qi. Rocky can make mistakes and kill people for me. But Zhuang Jingting would never do that. But I think that love can make people lose their sense. Jingting is too rational. "

Yu Shuang frowned. "If he knows that you deny his feelings for you like this, he will be very sad."

"No, he only regards me as a good friend or a good sister now." Yunxiaokui said.

In fact, she is not sure whether her analysis is right or not, but she wants to comfort Yu Shuang with these words and to give Yu Shuang more courage.Yu Shuang looks brave and strong, dare to love and hate, but in fact, in love, she is very timid.

She did not dare to face Zhuang Jingting with her real self.

Therefore, she must give Yu Shuang courage to take that step.

Yu Shuang said: "even if Zhuang Jingting has put you down, it doesn't mean he will fall in love with me."

"He's going to marry you, isn't he?"

Yu Shuang laughed at herself, "you also said, he is such a good man, because of the responsibility and married me, what is so strange?"

Cloud Xiaokui shook his head, "it's not like this."

Yu Shuang looks at her in a puzzled way.

Yunxiaokui continued: "Jingting is not short of money. If it's really just out of simple responsibility, he can buy you a beautiful mansion and give you a large sum of money to make up for you. This is a common method used by many men. But he wants to marry you. "

"That can only be said that he is more responsible than those men."

Cloud Xiaokui helpless, asked: "don't you really feel that he is good to you?"

Yu Shuang was stunned and hesitated for a moment, "I Sometimes I feel that he is kind to me, but sometimes he is cold... "

"If, as you say, he marries you purely for the sake of duty, he doesn't have to take the trouble to deal with the relationship between you and his father. And this morning, he cares about your health. I believe these are not simple responsibilities. "

“……” Yu Shuang blinked blankly.

Is it really like what Yun Xiaokui said?

Does Zhuang Jingting have her in mind?

Seeing that Yu Shuang didn't speak, Yun Xiaokui advised him, "tell him everything, tell him what you have done, and tell him what you have done."

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