"Good." Tang MuQing nodded.
Lu chenfan found a Chinese restaurant not far from a hospital in the city and ordered a casserole porridge and a few light dishes.
"My wife just ate seafood. Now I have to drink some porridge to synthesize it. Otherwise, it's easy to get cold in the stomach, eh?" Lu chenfan put a bowl of vegetable porridge in front of her.
Tang MuQing looked at him. He could not help but wonder. He raised his mouth and said, "I just had enough."
"Be obedient." Lu chenfan looked at her gently.
Tang MuQing didn't want to guess what he saw through. He picked up a spoon and began to eat porridge. Lu chenfan took food for her from time to time, saying that she came to eat with him. In the end, he was waiting for her to drink a bowl of porridge.
More than one o'clock in the afternoon, the two talents came to the ward of the first hospital in the city.
"Grandma, the weather is so good today, chen fan and I will push you downstairs to bask in the sun?" Tang MuQing put a bunch of lilies he had just bought on the road into a vase and asked.
"Just after dinner, your mother has already taken me down," the grandmother turned her head and looked at her. "She's going to get the report from Dr. Zhao's office now."
"Oh." Tang MuQing is smiling faintly, but in the heart actually walked the God.
Xu haoxuan should tell Shen Yunfang everything and see her grandmother's warm attitude towards Lu chenfan, which shows that she has not told her grandmother yet, but Tang MuQing can't let go of all the things, so he has to find her to make it clear.
"Grandma, I'll go out for a while. Chen fan will be here with you for a while." Tang MuQing looked at the two people who were talking, and then went out of the ward.
As soon as I got to Dr. Zhao's office, I met Shen Yunfang with the report.
"Qing'er..." Shen Yunfang looked at her with a complicated look.
"What did Dr. Zhao say?" Tang MuQing's eyes fell on the report form in her hand and asked with a frown.
"My grandmother is all right. You don't have to worry," Shen Yunfang looked at her heartily. "Qing'er, I have something to say to you."
There is a small coffee shop on the second floor of the hospital. Tang MuQing used to buy some food for her grandmother when she was in the hospital. She took Shen Yunfang to a small corner and sat down.
"Go ahead."
"Qing'er, I know everything, haoxuan has told me," Shen Yunfang tightly crossed her hands, covering up her inner pain. "You married Lu chenfan for the sake of the Tang family, right?"
Seeing that Tang MuQing didn't speak, the heartache on her face was even more serious, "Qing'er, why are you so stupid? They are not worth...
" is there anything in the world that is more important than one's own relatives? " Tang MuQing interrupted her and looked at her coldly, "I'm not like you...
" qinger, it's not like this, mom used to... "Shen Yunfang said in a panic," my mother didn't mean to. "
"That's what you want to tell me?" Tang MuQing gave a wry smile, "nothing matters. The reason why I sit here with you now is to ask you not to tell my grandmother the reason why I got married. Her current physical condition can't accept this matter."
"I know, I won't," Shen Yunfang nodded. "Qing'er, since this marriage is a transaction, would you like to leave Lu chenfan? Don't worry, mom won't let you suffer any more, I promise you. "
"What guarantee do you have?" Tang MuQing spoke faintly, and there was no trace of temperature in his tone, "take the legacy guarantee you get when you leave home and abandon your daughter and go abroad to remarry? You may have forgotten that Lu chenfan didn't sign your original agreement. He didn't pay attention to your little money! "
"Qing'er, as long as it can make you happy, even if your mother has tried her life, it doesn't matter..." Shen Yunfang sobbed.
"I don't need it," Tang MuQing's cold voice interrupted her, "when I need you most, you are not here. Now and in the future, I will never need you. I hope you keep your words and keep secrets. As long as grandma is happy, I will try my best to cooperate with you in front of her. In addition, we will not have any intersection."
Tang MuQing said, almost no place to stand up, did not look at her again, turned away from the coffee shop.
"Qing'er..." Shen Yunfang looked at her resolute leaving figure and murmured, "my mother will not let you become a victim of the Tang family..."
Tang MuQing took the elevator to the ward, but walked to the door of the ward, holding the doorknob in her hand to open the door hesitated. For a long time, she released the doorknob and turned to lean against the wall Close your eyes tightly and adjust your mind.
In the eyes of outsiders, she is a popular little Dandan pursued by thousands of people. Her figure is impeccable and her career is smooth.
But only she knew that she didn't even have a normal home when she was young. She also wanted to have a warm home like others, a home for her father and mother, but this basic desire is far away from her life.
In order to retain the last trace of Tang Fu's affection for her, she promised to marry Lu chenfan in exchange for the interests of the Tang family without knowing what kind of person Lu chenfan was. When a girl came to this stage, she had nothing to use as a bargaining chip to ask Tang Fu to give her a little fatherly love.She thought that if she was indifferent to them, her heart would not hurt, but in fact, it was not. No matter Tang Fu or Shen Yunfang, she could not cross the ridge in her heart and let her heart fall into the abyss again.
"Wife," Lu chenfan's low voice rings in her ear, "how can you stand here and not go in?"
He didn't see the painful look on her face, and he also knew what it was for. She tried to bear it in front of herself, forced her face to smile, and let his heart follow her to the extreme pain.
Perhaps any other thing Lu chenfan can block behind her, but the incomplete affection is rooted in her heart and erodes her a little bit. He can't pull it out, which will make her blood dripping. He can only accompany her step by step, accompany her in his heart with pain, and then pretend not to see her strange.
Before he opened his eyes, Tang MuQing had collected all the emotions on his face, turned around and looked at him coyly, "it's all your fault. I ate it at noon, and you want me to accompany you to have porridge. Now I can't digest it, so I can only go out and walk..."
Lu chenfan put away the heartache that could not stop cracking under his eyes, gave a faint smile and held her in his arms“ I'm wrong, I won't next time... "
How could he not know that she didn't eat anything at noon, so he asked her to accompany her to dinner. If it was something else, she would be afraid to expose and refuse to eat, so he could only take her to have some porridge.
Tang MuQing holds Lu chenfan in his arms. Maybe God is fair. When he closes a door for her, he opens a window. The pain of missing family affection will eventually be healed by love.
"Let's go in. Grandma will be worried if she doesn't see you, eh?" Lu chenfan in her heart to kiss and kiss, mouth said.
"Good." Tang MuQing nodded and felt his heart was filling up.
...
at night, Lu chenfan was awakened by the babble in his ear.
"Don't... Don't leave me... Mom... Dad... Don't leave me..."
Tang MuQing seems to have fallen into an endless dream. His white and delicate face is full of fear, and his slender eyelashes are shaking slightly.
"Qinger," Lu chenfan held her tightly in his arms and leaned over to kiss her eyebrows. "Don't be afraid... I'm in..."
the little thing in his arms tightly hugged her neck like a life-saving straw. The voice gradually quieted down, and for a long time, there was a constant breath.
...
the next day, Tang MuQing opened his eyes and fell into Lu chenfan's deep ink pupil.
"Husband, why do you wake up so early Tang MuQing touched his slightly tired face, "didn't you sleep well last night?"
"Well, I had a nightmare." Lu chenfan stares at her quietly.
"Did I come to save you?" Tang MuQing looked at him expectantly. He didn't remember that it was her dream last night. What's more, he didn't know that Lu chenfan had been watching her all night and didn't dare to fall asleep again.
"Yes, Qing'er is a heroine. She is not lazy at all." Lu chenfan has a spoiled smile.
"That's good," Tang MuQing nodded with satisfaction. "Get up quickly. Today's first day for work, don't be late."
"Good."
After washing, Tang MuQing changed the clothes he was ready to wear, helped him tie his tie, and went downstairs hand in hand.
After breakfast, Lu chenfan went to the company, and Tang MuQing went back to his small studio to sort out the design draft of this period of time, ready to go to "the heart of the city", open the laptop, and received the email that Alice sent her last night.
"Qing: I'm really happy for you to hear about your marriage. Although you have never told me what you came to America for five years ago and what happened, as long as you are happy now.
Every year you email me, you only tell me some happy things. In fact, you can tell me what's on your mind. Although I'm not with you in time to help you share, I'm willing to be your listener.
A friend of mine told me that his wife would never tell her what was on her mind and make him worried and distressed. I don't know what it is like to get along with your husband? "
Tang MuQing didn't expect that Alice would reply to her. He was stunned and his mind drifted away.
Alice was the one who saved her that night in the United States. After seeing Xu haoxuan kissing other women, she turned away and didn't know where to go. After a long walk in the strange street, she walked into a bar. She didn't remember how much wine she had drunk or what happened afterwards. She only knew that she woke up in a simple and delicate but empty place In the villa, there is a water cup on the bedside table with a note under it.