Chapter 187

Lu chenfan would come back for dinner every day. He basically did not speak. He just ate quietly. He watched her chatting with Mrs. Lu and occasionally served her with vegetables. Tang MuQing ignored his existence and even became more and more indifferent. He seldom visited him, let alone communicate.

The only communication may be that thing in bed at night. When the lights are turned off, Lu chenfan can't help turning over and kissing her. Tang MuQing doesn't refuse. Maybe even the domestic servants feel that their relationship is a little strange. They sleep in the same bed every night, but they refuse to say a word.

Only when Tang MuQing knew clearly what he was doing and that he had to spend a lot of effort every day, could he build a wall in his heart that blocked Lu chenfan, and then he had the courage to face him.

After a few days, Mrs. Lu didn't go downstairs for dinner. Just as Tang MuQing wanted to go upstairs for dinner, she saw Wu Ma come to the table and bowed down and said respectfully, "young master, young lady, the old lady is a little uncomfortable, so she won't come down for dinner. Tomorrow is the weekend. She wants to ask if you have time to accompany her to Xishan temple Good luck. "

Lu chenfan turned his head and looked at Tang MuQing: "wife..."

Tang MuQing looked up at him, and quickly stopped looking. He gave Wu Ma a faint smile: "grandma is happy, I'm ok."

Wu Ma nodded happily, "yes, young lady." Then she turned her head and looked at Lu chenfan: "the young master..."

Lu chenfan nodded her head slightly to express her agreement. Wu Ma could not hide her joy. "I'll go and tell the old lady now." Then he turned and went upstairs.

Tang MuQing looked at a table of dishes. Since Mrs. Lu didn't come down to eat, there was no need for him to face Lu chenfan more. He stood up and said, "use it slowly." then he went upstairs to his small studio.

Lu chenfan looked at her back as she walked away quickly. A bitter smile rose from the corner of her lips.

It turns out that when grandma is away, she is not willing to stay with herself for a second.

Every night he tried to woo, she did not refuse, but always turned off the lights, in a dark, she did not want to see him.

Originally, she really hated him, and she didn't refuse him, maybe just didn't want to cause other troubles to disturb grandma.

Lu chenfan closed his eyes tightly. The pain in his heart gradually spread to his face and quickly cracked.

...

Tang MuQing was busy in the small studio until more than nine o'clock in the evening. When he saw the computer, he suddenly thought of Alice, and opened his email box. As expected, he received her reply.

"Qing, thank God, you are back at last. Do you know how worried I am about you these years? I'm afraid you will never reply to my email and disappear from my life forever. If you want, can you tell me your wechat or phone number? We can text, I won't disturb your life, I just don't want to find you again. Alice "

Tang MuQing has a comfortable smile on her face. Although she has never met Alice, Alice really cares about her. Tang MuQing feels that this is a wonderful feeling. The space communication between hearts makes her feel inexplicably at ease.

She hit the keyboard and quickly replied to her.

"Alice, I'm sorry. It seems that I'm really an irresponsible friend. We are friends. How can you disturb me? My current number is 13xxxxxxxx, but I'm not sure how long I can use it. You can add my wechat XXXXX. My English is good. If you want to chat, I'll be with you at any time.

after replying to the email, Tang MuQing turned off the computer, sorted out the design draft on the desk, got up and went back to the bedroom. Lu chenfan was not in the bedroom. Tang MuQing guessed that he should be in the study. She took her pajamas to the bathroom to take a bath. When she came out to brush a circle of friends and go to bed again, she was surprised to find that there was a new friend application on wechat. The remark was Alice, who passed the request "Hello, I'm Alice. I send you Chinese with translation software, and you can reply to me in Chinese."

Tang MuQing couldn't stop smiling. Although her English level is still up to standard, she still can't use Chinese smoothly. She quickly pressed her mobile phone and replied, "thank you, Alice. Are you in the United States now?"

Alice: [yes. 】

Lu chenfan in the study, in order not to show his flaws, was pinching his fingers to calculate the time difference, and quickly replied, "my side is in the morning, you should be in the evening? Are you going to bed? 】

Tang MuQing: [yes, I'm going to sleep. 】

Alice: [I really envy you. It's nice to have a family. It must be very happy to have a husband in pain. 】

looking at the messages on her mobile phone that had not received a reply, Lu chenfan gradually regretted that he should not be so anxious to test her, even in the name of Alice.

He was just thinking about how to finish the ceremony when a wechat prompt came from his mobile phone.

Tang MuQing: [no home, I'm divorced...]Alice: why is it so sudden? Why divorce? 】

Tang MuQing is staring at the screen of her mobile phone. One of the things she never learned to do over the years is to talk. Because she doesn't know how to talk, she will have a harder life than others. But at the moment, she doesn't know why, she really wants to talk to her friend who has never met before, about the wounds in her heart that she dare not touch.

She was shocked by this idea, thought for a few seconds, and replied to her by clicking on her mobile phone.

Tang MuQing: [no, suddenly, I've been divorced for many years. Because of him, I lost my closest friend, so I can't continue to live together. 】

Alice: [are you willing to leave him? 】

Tang MuQing: [I didn't give up. It was very painful. I couldn't bear to live. So I died once, and then I survived. 】

Alice: [since you want to leave him because you are so sad, you must hate him? 】

Tang MuQing: [hate, how much I love him, I hate him, but I can't hate him because I love him; I can't continue to love him, because I hate him. 】

with a smile, Tang Mu Qing replied again: "I'm confused. Can the translation software translate it clearly? In short, the only way between him and me is to forget. I don't know if you have heard a saying: the best punishment is to forgive and forget. 】

Lu chenfan's hand holding the mobile phone couldn't stop shaking gently. Every word was like a sharp knife, which was directly inserted into his heart, which made him breathless. He held the mobile phone tightly, and his white knuckles made a "clucking" sound.

The best punishment is to forgive and forget.

Oh!

She's right. This is the best punishment for him. Life is worse than death!

Lu chenfan closed his eyes painfully. For a long time, he was pulled back to his mind by the voice of his mobile phone.

Tang MuQing: [I'm going to bed. I'll talk again when I have time. I wish you a smooth work today. 】

Alice: [good night, good dream. 】

Tang MuQing put down his mobile phone and turned off the light in his bedroom. Remembering that Lu chenfan had not come back, he left a sleep light and then lay down on the bed.

Just when I sent a wechat chat about those memories that I didn't dare to touch, there was indeed a burst of boredom in her chest, which made her want to smoke as much as before, but I don't know why. After all of them were said, her heart suddenly became much smoother, which would have no impulse to smoke.

Tang MuQing slowly closed her eyes. Since moving back to Lu's house, tonight is the most peaceful night in her heart. She greedily enjoys the tranquility at the moment and soon sleeps soundly.

After sitting in the study for an hour, Lu chenfan put away all his inner feelings, turned on his mobile phone, quit wechat, got up and walked out of the study.

In the bedroom, the little face that haunted him fell asleep quietly. Lu chenfan stood by the bedside and gazed at her in the dim light for a long time, then got up and went to the bathroom.

When he came back to bed again, his heart tingled again with an unintentional glance. On the sleeping face of the little thing, there was an unprecedented, faint smile.

Since she came back to the present, she has never had a smile in her sleep. Some of them are worried. Today, is it because she talked to Alice, talked about her heart, and then relaxed?

Does this mean that she has really done it, forgiving and forgetting...

Lu chenfan feels that she is far away than ever before. She is lying beside him, but there are countless Milky Ways in the middle. He can't hold her or hold her tightly.

This feeling, let him panic, desperate to possess her.

Now!

Now!

Want her!

Lu chenfan turned over and rubbed her white face with his fingers. After staring at her deeply for a long time, she leaned over and gently kissed her forehead, her nose and her cheek.

The person in the dream was quickly aroused by the feeling of crispy itching and moved his eyes. He didn't wake up and muttered: "baby... Don't make any noise..."

Lu chenfan's kiss on her face was frozen in her cheek, even her breath became disordered, and her chest was violently undulating.

She just smile, is that the man beside her, her subconscious, kiss her is the man!

Xu is awakened by the warmth of her face. Tang MuQing slowly opens her eyes and sees Lu chenfan lying on her body.

She looked at him without expression. After a long time, she looked away from her face and said, "Lu chenfan, I'm a little tired today, and I don't want to do it..."

Lu chenfan raised her hand, turned her face, and looked at her closely. In her dark eyes, the waves were surging. In these days, this was the first time that she spoke to him.

"Why did you do it with me the other day? Well? " In his low voice, there was an unstoppable chill. "Why do you want to do it with me even if you don't want to say a word to me?"