Chapter 192

Alice: [Qing, are you happy without him? If you are happy, I support you to leave. If you are not happy, why not give yourself a chance to accept him again? Life is too short, don't waste every day of your life for those things that can't be retrieved. The encounter in this life has already consumed a lot of luck. In the next life, you may not meet it, can you? 】

Tang MuQing: [but because of him, I lost my mother, the closest person to me. I can't forget this matter. If it wasn't for my determination to stay with him and refuse to divorce him, maybe my mother would not die. 】

Alice: [I see, so you are punishing yourself and making atonement for your dead mother, aren't you? 】

Tang MuQing: [I don't know. I only know that as soon as I see him, I will remember my mother's face before she died. I am very painful. I can't put down my love for him, and I can't forget my mother's death. The two forces are pulling my heart together and can't tell the victory or defeat. 】

Alice: [I see. You still love him and you hate him. If you love more than you hate, you can be together with him again, right? If hate is more than love, you will leave him. 】

Tang MuQing: [there is no former between us. If a mirror is broken, even if you try your best, you can't return to the original appearance. There is no way between us. 】

Lu chenfan received the news again before she responded to her refusal.

Tang MuQing: [Alice, I'm in a better mood after talking to you for a while. Thank you for helping me clear my mind and recognize the reality. Don't talk about me. Tell me about you. You have such an opinion on love. Are you married? 】

Lu chenfan would like to kill her heart. Did he just help her recognize the impossible and good reality? In other words, he pushed her further and further in the name of Alice?

But it turned out that she didn't hate him, but to see him would make her feel painful. No wonder every time he said something to her, she was dodging and escaping. Last night, when he confessed to her, she couldn't help weeping and kissing him. At that time, she must have suffered a lot? Want to love, but can't love the suffering, is this kind of suffering, enough to torture her for five years, to make her become different from the original?

"Qing'er, should I really tell you the truth? But I don't want you to bear so many bad things. I just want to make your life easier. I just want you to stay with me... "

Lu chenfan is hesitating, and the mobile phone rings again.

Tang MuQing: [Alice, are you busy? 】

Alice: [no, I'm single and not married. 】

for a long time, Tang MuQing replied: [... Not married? Are you... A man? 】

Lu chenfan found that he had just been confused by the substitution feeling, and had marked "not married" as "not married". He was upset for a while, and simply put his mistake right, and replied: "yes, I am a man. 】

Tang MuQing on the balcony is totally stupid. How can Alice be a man? She recalled carefully that Alice had never said that she was a man or a woman. It was her wishful thinking that she believed that she was a woman by virtue of her feminine name.

Tang MuQing: [sorry, I always thought Alice was a girl. 】

Alice: [I am a man, will it affect our friendship? 】

Tang MuQing: [of course not, we will always be friends. 】

Alice: [that's good. It's my fault. I should have told you for a long time. When I took you home, I just went to the United States. I didn't have an English name, so I just thought of one. 】

Tang MuQing: [are you not an American? Don't tell me you're Chinese, too. 】

Lu chenfan responded with the trend: [yes. 】

Tang MuQing: [you have really refreshed my world outlook. We have known each other for ten years, and I realized that you are also Chinese. 】

"wife, do you know? We've known each other for ten years. It's really a long time, because in these ten years, you've been around me for only a few months... "Lu chenfan stared at the mobile phone screen and whispered to himself.

After a while, Tang MuQing sent it again: "where are you from? 】

Alice: [city A. 】

Tang MuQing: [I have been there. The sea in city a is very beautiful. 】

while replying, she thought of the beach, the sunrise, and Lu chenfan's warm and moving there again and again.

Alice: [I'll go to see it when I have a chance. 】

Tang MuQing collected his thoughts, replied in a hurry [it's late, I went to bed first] and then turned off his mobile phone.

...

when Lu chenfan returned to his bedroom, there was no small thing on the bed. He looked around, found the balcony door driving, and went out.

On the deck chair beside the swimming pool, Tang MuQing has fallen asleep quietly. He only wears a thin nightdress. His thin body seems lonely and fragile.Lu chenfan leaned over and carefully picked her up. When she got up and walked into the room, she saw the cigarette on the table beside the couch.

Lu chenfan's eyebrows can't help frowning. Recently, she hasn't smoked any more. Is it because of what happened in the villa that makes her feel painful again?

For a long time, Lu chenfan took back her sight, stepped back to the house, put her on the bed, covered the quilt, squatted on the edge of the bed and gazed at her quietly.

"Wife, I don't want you to leave me, but I don't want to see you in pain. I won't force you any more. Let's take our time, OK? As long as you stay with me, I will let you decide to love me again, just like five years ago, and we will be happy. You believe me...

he whispered to the dreamer for a long time, and then slowly approached me, gave her a kiss on the brow, got up and walked to the bathroom.

...

the next day.

When Tang MuQing woke up, it was already more than nine o'clock in the morning. She was surprised to find that she had slept so soundly last night. Is that the reason why she felt so happy after talking with Alice?

What's more strange is that Lu chenfan didn't "call" to wake her up. She clearly remembers that she laid down her mobile phone yesterday and was blowing on the couch on the balcony. She should have fallen asleep and Lu chenfan brought her in.

But Lu chenfan didn't want her for the first time last night. Even now, she is not in bed. Unlike the previous few days, waiting for her to get up together.

Tang MuQing picked up his mobile phone and wanted to call Ye Zi. When he saw the date on the mobile phone, his eyes suddenly lit up. He suddenly remembered something. He sat up in a hurry and ran to the cloakroom. He took out two small boxes from the dark compartment of his suitcase and ran to the bathroom.

In the bathroom, Tang MuQing tightly held two pregnancy test sticks and walked back and forth nervously, her delicate face full of tension and expectation.

A few minutes later, when the two pregnancy test rods appeared two red bars at the same time, her beautiful eyes gradually stretched out, excited at a loss.

"Tang MuQing, calm down, calm down." She adjusted her breath, carefully wrapped the pregnancy test stick with a tissue, threw it into the garbage can, washed it, changed her clothes and went downstairs.

"Young lady, it's time for breakfast." Sister Li rushed to meet her. Now that the sky has fallen, she dare not change her address.

"I won't eat any more. I'll go first." Tang MuQing is not in the mood to pay attention to what she calls herself. Anyway, she will never meet again. She changes her shoes and can't wait to go out of the door.

...

half an hour later.

"Old lady! Old lady Mrs. Li knocked on the door of Mrs. Lu's bedroom in a hurry, "look! What is this

"What's the matter? It's so urgent." Mrs. Lu put down her book and looked at what Sister Li was holding.

"This is a pregnancy test stick. It seems that the young lady is... Pregnant!" Sister Li handed over the pregnancy test stick in her hand.

"What do you say?" Mrs. Lu sat up straight from the bed, "show me... Pregnant, baby pregnant... Where is she?"

"The little lady went out with her bed and didn't say where she was going..."

"quick, call chen fan, call baby, and tell her to come back quickly." Mrs. Lu was pleasantly surprised. "Thank God, the Lu family has a future..."

Lu's group.

A room full of people in the conference room, even afraid of the atmosphere, carefully observed a gloomy face of Lu chenfan.

"Lu Shao, about this international jewelry design exhibition, qingchengxin cooperates with our group. The location is Pullman hotel. The specific work will be negotiated by the person in charge of Qingcheng heart with our jewelry department. You can attend the design exhibition that day..."

Lu chenfan is sitting quietly, and his sight does not know where he is looking. If the manager reports, he also says I didn't listen to it. My mind was full of small things.

"Lu Shao, your call..."

it was not until Xiao Ziyu stepped forward to remind him that he could not get his mind back.

Lu chenfan picked up his mobile phone and looked at it. It was Lu Zhai's call. He didn't want to answer during the meeting time, but he thought that the little thing was coming home now. Worried that it was her business, he pressed the answer button.

"Hello? What are you talking about? Say it again Lu chenfan's eyebrows gradually twisted up and sat up, "what about her? I see. " He walked out of the conference room as he spoke.

"Find out where the young lady is?" Lu chenfan explained to Xiao Ziyu behind him. He quickly walked into the office, walked back and forth for a short time, went to the wine cabinet, took out a bottle of red wine and poured it on himself. After drinking two glasses of wine, he calmed himself down. His beautiful and flawless face showed an indescribable joy, and even his breathing began to tremble.

"Pregnant... Pregnant... Wife, we have children... We finally have children..."

"Lu Shao, Cheng Yue said that he didn't keep up with the young lady. He didn't know where she had gone, and is still looking for it," Xiao Ziyu reported. "You told me that you can't let the little lady find out, so you can't be too close to her, so you can't be too close to her and lose it for a while."