After hanging up the phone, Su Mo quietly wades into bed. Liu Ruoying knows that Su Mo hasn't slept all night, and she goes out consciously. Naturally, many people ask for a lovely girl like her. So now she is still alone in the dormitory. The dormitory is quiet. She is sleepy. Her mind flashed clearly what happened in the last week. All of them are Mu Yifeng. Of course, there are a lot of things waiting for her. These are the things she can't forget, those were beautiful and the feelings when she was young and ignorant All of them are good memories that accompany Su Mo for six years. Thinking about it, Su Mo couldn't help but shed tears.
In order to prevent Liu Ruoying from coming back suddenly for a while, she should think more about her appearance. Su Mo gets out of bed and goes to the bathroom to wash her face. Looking at her face in the mirror, Su Mo can't help but think of Mu Yifeng, her playmate when she was young and the first person who planted the seeds of love. Alas It's a headache to think of him. Why should she meet such a perfect man, gentle and special? I didn't expect that after so many years, he still remembers himself, and also loves her as much as she loves him. It's a sad thing that they are not together, but they are really not suitable. She has a lot of things to do She wants to recover the Ye family, and all this will take a long time, as well as great financial and material resources, and she really does not want to drag down a person who loves her so much. What's more, it must be done by herself, otherwise it will be hard to understand her hatred. People who have not experienced the destruction of their families will not be able to understand the feeling of seeing their relatives killed, but they can only watch.
When they comfort her, they always say that they understand her and they feel the same way, but they don't know that there is no empathy in the world. They always know that she is in pain, but they don't know how painful she is. The so-called empathy may be just a way to get close to a person.
The first time I experienced that painful feeling was when Su Mo was still young. Her father had a sister, Su Mo's aunt, named Ye Xi. She was very kind to her. She taught her piano by herself. Every time she saw her, she would take her out to play, and then she would buy him a lot of things, even though she was not rich and had a big family But as long as she likes, there is nothing her aunt won't buy for her. But the life of a kind-hearted aunt is very bad. She is a woman who advocates freedom. Although she is in the Ye family, she does not rely on the Ye family for anything. She even gives him a bright future arranged by the elders of the Ye family. She chooses not to accept, and she does not accept what the housekeeper says. Finally, because of this, she falls out with her family After leaving Ye's house, he never came back. She loved music and freedom. After leaving Ye's family, she became a vagrant female singer. At last, she married a man who also loved music. Her life after marriage was simple but sweet. They were very happy together and gave birth to two lively and lovely sons. However, the good scene was not long. Just when the youngest son was six years old, Su Mo's uncle was taken away by a serious illness Life, no uncle means no love. The aunt who loves her uncle wants to commit suicide several times after her husband's death, but she can't bear to leave them behind when she looks at her young sons. Finally, the aunt decides to bring up the two crystallization of her love with her husband alone.
The life of the aunt, who had two sons and lost her husband, was very hard. She just supported her family by working as a music teacher in school every month. At this time, the Ye family offered to help her, but only if the two children were asked to follow the Ye family name Ye. Her aunt naturally refused. This was the last gift left by her husband. How could she let go easily. Of course, at the end of the day, the Ye family didn't go to her again, leaving only a line of self-care.
However, ye Xi was not easily let go of Ye Xi. When ye Xi's youngest son finally reached the age of 18, the Ye family sent someone to pick up Ye Xi's two sons. The key is that the two sons completely voluntarily followed the Ye family's people. They had enough of these precarious days, regardless of how their mother pulled them both Zhang Da, decisively listened to the Ye family's words and cut off the relationship with her mother, all of which made Ye Xi extremely sad. However, she was a strong woman, and this setback could not destroy her at all. Let's not forget such a son. No matter what, the life still has to go on.
Although Ye Xi broke off the relationship with the Ye family, she kept in touch with her younger brother, Su Mo's father. The two brothers and sisters had a good relationship since childhood. Ye Xi was eight years older than her younger brother, so she always let him go. When ye Xi wanted to leave Ye's family, Su Mo's father disagreed with him and made him want to die. However, ye Xi quietly told him that he would often come to see him. In recent years, ye Xi didn't miss a word and came to see Su Mo's father from time to time. She took part in Su Mo's father's life in silence without the knowledge of others Such as adulthood, graduation, marriage, birth
Because of the deep love between their brothers and sisters, after su Mo's father inherited the Ye's group, ye Xi was able to enter and leave Su Mo's home openly and honestly. Little Su Mo is naturally deeply loved by Ye Xi. In addition, Su Mo is also very talented in music. Therefore, ye Xi has always taught Su Mo's piano with his hands. In addition, his aunt is very gentle, so Su Mo's affection for her aunt is also very deep. But ye Xi's life is still very poor, although Su Mo's father repeatedly proposed to help her, but she was very angry refused, she is a proud and talented woman.But even this kind of day also did not lead for a long time, perhaps even the God is too jealous of this simple but easy to be happy perfect woman. When Su Mo was 10 years old, ye Xi was diagnosed with lung cancer. After knowing the news, ye Xi did not complain about the injustice of heaven like ordinary patients. She laughed and was very happy. When everyone cried, she only laughed.
"This is my life. I have loved, hated, lived a life of luxury and wealth, and I have had two sons sleeping in the street because I didn't have the money to pay the rent My life has been very rich. I betrayed the Ye family, so I was betrayed by my son in the end. It's all retribution So, don't worry about me, I'm going to accompany him finally But now, I can't let go of your family. Although you don't need anything, I'm still worried that you are not happy enough I have no feeling for my son, no love and no hate. My heart is full of Beibei. You don't know how much I like this niece. She is so beautiful, pure, kind and lovely. She is the embodiment of an angel in my heart. But I'm going to leave my little angel soon. I'm really reluctant to give up... " Beside the hospital bed, ye Xi took Su Mo's father's hand and said this.
Su Mo was eating when she knew the news. It was her mother who told her. At that time, Su Mo's tears couldn't help falling down. At the age of 10, she had already learned what it was to leave in life and death. She knew that she was about to lose her loving aunt Her mother told her to go to the hospital with her father at the weekend to see her aunt, but Su Mo was afraid. She was still so young and had never experienced life and death. She was obviously afraid of all this. It was not that she didn't love her aunt, but she was afraid to face all this and cry when she saw her aunt.
But when she told her good friends about this, she was always trying to persuade her to see her aunt more. She didn't understand the horror in her heart, even her mother didn't understand Finally, Su Mo suppressed all her fears and went to the hospital to see her aunt. She could feel that she was so thin because of her illness and suffering that she was almost humanoid. She was happy because of her arrival.
When she came to her aunt's hospital bed, she took out a very delicate small box from her pocket of personal clothes. There was a very beautiful diamond necklace in it. "Beibei, this may be the last time my aunt saw you. Don't be sad. Your aunt will go to a very happy place. Take this gift, though it's not worth much Less money, but this is my aunt's favorite when she was still at Ye's house. Just don't dislike it It's just that my aunt can't see you grow up, so let this necklace instead of aunt accompany you through the rest of your life... "
With that, little Su Mo and her aunt were sobbing. Yeah, maybe this farewell was a farewell. Su Mo couldn't sit down any more and ran out of the ward. She knew that if she cried in front of her aunt, she would be more sad. Young as she is, she knows a lot. After adjusting herself outside, she went in again. She was like a changed person. Finally, during the day, there was a lot of laughter in Yexi's ward
Finally, heaven did not care for this poor and ill fated woman. On the day ye Xi left, Su Mo did not leave a tear. She was so sad that she did not know how to cry. Therefore, many people secretly say that Su Mo is a child without heart.
Therefore, there is no empathy for this matter, only their own sadness can know.
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