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"Elder sister, don't blame yourself so much. It's not your fault. You can't expect it. " Yi Lai Xi is busy to comfort Murong Yayin, who is about to collapse.

She knows that no matter how much pain and suffering children suffer, they will double back to their parents. She had suffered such a ordeal that life was worse than death.

Murong Yayin's mental state is also quite bad these days. She is really afraid that she will not be able to hold on.

Silent tears fall, drop by drop is full of regret and pain.

Everyone said it wasn't her fault, in fact it was. If she had told the place where the seal was hidden one day earlier, maybe the well dust would have released zimiao one day earlier.

That way, she won't be caught by the maddening aiwusha, and she won't be cut off her fingers. What's more, she is seeing zimiao's severed finger and still hasn't said the answer well dust wants.

It's all her fault. She's too cruel. She only thought that she could not let the well dust get the seal, otherwise she would have endless troubles. But let her daughter 's life and death regardless, to bet the last bit of conscience.

If things were to start all over again, she would not be so cruel. She's not great. She's just an ordinary mother. Why? Why should purple Miao bear so much pain? Why don't you get back on her?

"No, Lai Xi, it's my fault. It's my fault." Holding on to Eli's hand, she was devastated.

Jane Ruoyu broke away from Nangong Ao's hand and rushed up. Her tears hung in her eyes and her voice choked: "Mommy, it's not your fault, it's not. It's the well dust, it's AI Wusha, it's the fault of those heartbroken and wild hearted families. "

At first sight of Jian Ruoyu, Murong Yayin is in a trance for a moment, her eyes are dull for a moment, then he grabs her hand and looks her up and down: "Xin'er, are you ok?"

"Mm-hmm, it's OK. It's OK. I'm fully recovered." Smile around in front of her, so that she can see her in all directions.

Elaise told her every day that she was recovering well. But at such times, she no longer believed in her ears, and only seeing with her own eyes could reassure her.

Great. Her dreams are OK. She's OK. God finally has a trace of pity for her, did not completely push her into hell.

"Mommy, I miss you so much." I can't help but hold Murong Yayin and show my true feelings. After hearing the story of her falling in love with Daddy, she realized that it was not easy for her.

She has been working hard for so many years, all for her and purple Miao.

"Child, my child." Holding her, holding his lost baby, Murong Yayin is dry, red and swollen eyes burst into tears again.

"It's deceptive to say that you love me and care about me! I am superfluous, is your shame, is you have to be born to save her tool. I shouldn't have been in this dirty world Well purple Miao red eyes are crazy resentment, jealousy and despair.

Hugging together, Murong Yayin and Jian Ruoyu are frightened by her screams and can't react at once.

Jing zimiao screamed bitterly and raised the lamp to smash on his head.

Everyone was stupefied. She was in a state of Madness at this time. The guards were too far away from her. It would be too late to grab the lamp on her hand.

Seeing that ceramic lamp was about to hit her head, the injury was fatal, but no one could stop it.

At the critical moment, Nangong Ao pulled out the bodyguard's gun and fired a shot at the wrist of Jing zimiao. Under the intense pain, the desk lamp comes out, the broken sound startles the soul.

"Ah Well zimiao's scream was like a lock to unlock the curse. Murong Yayin rushed forward and hugged her tightly: "zimiao, why are you so stupid? You're not extra. You're mommy's baby. Purple Miao, Mommy, please, OK? Don't hurt yourself any more. If you still feel bad, hit me and kill me

Jing zimiao almost died in front of her. Murong Yayin was also excited and almost crazy.

"Mommy Zimiao... " Jane Ruoyu covers her mouth and exclaims. She wants to rush up and Hold Mommy and zimiao. However, she dare not, she just can't help but almost killed purple Miao.

Nangong Ao takes Jane Ruoyu, who is shaking with fear, into her arms and prints a kiss on her hair: "if if, it's none of your business, don't take any responsibility to yourself. Jing zimiao is too delicate and cowardly. She has not been cared for in the ivory tower since she was a child. She has not experienced any storm

"But..." Raised his head and looked at Nangong Ao, but could not see all his expression, only his cold and resolute lines. Feeling her own waist tight, Jane Ruoyu no longer spoke.

Yes, she knows that some things are not her fault, let alone her personal will can control. She should learn to look at things from another angle instead of always taking responsibility for herself.

Some things are arranged in the dark and have nothing to do with anyone.

"Call the doctor." Yi Lai Xi's frightened voice rings out, and Jane Ruoyu notices that the blood on Jing zimiao's wrist has stained Murong Yayin. She looked so frightened that she even curled up her nerve endings.

Nangong Ao took her shoulder and whispered, "don't worry, the bullet didn't hit the wrist, it just scraped the skin."The situation just now is very critical and he has no better solution.

"Really?" Know Nangong Ao won't cheat her, but at this time the heart of panic still needs a guarantee.

"I promise." With her head on her shoulder, her black eyes are as deep as a black hole in the universe. Looking at Murong Yayin and Jing zimiao who are holding their heads and crying bitterly, there is no ripple in his eyes.

He is hard hearted or cold-blooded. He is just a person, only a heart, he wants the people he cares about to be safe. Who wants to dare to move the people he cares about, don't blame him for turning over his face mercilessly, even if he is against the world, he will not hesitate.

The pain on the wrist, excessive fright and tension, Jing zimiao fainted.

The maid hurriedly helped her to the bed, and the doctor quickly arrived to help her with the wound. As Nangong Ao said, the bullet didn't hit her, it just scratched her skin.

Hearing the news that she was all right, Murong Yayin and Yilai Xi just took a long breath.

After such a period, Murong Yayin seems to be a few years older. Her white hair twinkles in the sunshine with a heartbreaking cold light. Now she is just an ordinary old woman and an ordinary mother who breaks her heart for her children.

Taking advantage of the well purple Miao sleep, Jane Ruoyu just dare to hold Murong Yayin's hand, a touch of her hand, her heart is pulled into a group.

Her mother grew old and turned into a chicken skin and hair.

Some words do not say, is to avoid everyone sad.

"Mummy, you must not have eaten yet, have you? Will you go and have some? " She is painfully thin.

"I'm not hungry. Xiner, don't worry about zimiao. She didn't mean to. She was manipulated by demons and didn't know what she was talking about Looking at the well purple Miao on the bed, a piece of remorse and heartache in the eyes.

These days, when she's in pain, when she's emotional breakdown, she'll say something that's buried in her heart. And she suddenly realized that she was so neglected.

Live together every day, meet from time to time, but do not know what she is thinking? She was a real failure as a mother.

She thought that those dirty, she did not know, it was only her self deception. She knew everything and even had a shadow, but she ignored it completely and felt nothing.

Before she was sorry for Xin'er, now she is sorry for zimiao.

"How? Don't worry, Mommy. I won't take it to heart. Zimiao is my sister. I should have let her. What's more, she's now suffering from such a big blow to her nerves. How can I care about what she said? It's just, Mommy, zimiao needs you. You can't collapse. You must take good care of yourself before you can take care of zimiao. " Jane Ruoyu obediently nestles into Murong Yayin's arms, hiding worry and heartache.

This is an extraordinary time. She needs to be more sensible.

"Mummy, would you like to have something to eat?" To melt the mother's heart with the daughter's unique softness.

Fixed eyes to see Jian Ruoyu for three seconds, Murong Yayin forced to nod: "good."

Her Xin'er is very good-looking, not only kind-hearted, but also very sensible. She really ought to thank the senior in person, thanks to him. Only now did she know that the schoolmaster divorced his wife in order to adopt xiner.

She owes him too much.

Sitting at the table, looking at a table of rich food, Murong Yayin has no appetite at all. Jane Ruoyu tried to help her with vegetables, and soon her bowls piled up into a hill.

Murong Yayin shook her head to stop her: "OK, Xin'er, don't patronize me, you also eat."

"Mummy, eat it. I've already eaten it at mammy Lai. Now my stomach is still round and round. " She hugged Murong Yayin's arm in a coquettish way. She has a mother. She is really happy.

However, her happiness made zimiao miserable and scared. Therefore, she decided to leave and return to Aoyu castle with Nangong Ao.

She had planned to go back, but she was too attached to the warmth of her family, and also wanted to see the situation of zimiao. Today's accident made her up her mind.

Straight up, hands folded on the table, chin pillow the back of the hand, water eyes at Murong Yayin for a moment.

"Mommy, I'm looking at you. Don't cheat or eat." Spit out the tongue, playful appearance can't say lovely.

Murong Yayin's heart is sour and astringent. However, her daughter's heart will not refuse if she can do it. So, pick up the dishes and put them in your mouth. Even if you don't know how to eat, you also pretend to be very happy.

Not far away Eli Xi see eyes sour, don't face, quietly wipe tears.

Nangong Ao handed her a paper towel. Yilaixi was embarrassed and laughed and said thanks: "thank you. Nangong, take good care of xiner. She is a good child. "