Ou Xinlan clenched her lower lip and bit out deep teeth marks. This situation was far beyond her expectation. She really didn't know what to do? Such an excellent murongji, miss him, she will regret for life. But promise him, she really has no courage now.
Maybe elixi is right. One day she will promise to get rid of the burden and find her true self-confidence, but not now.
"Ah Ji, I'm sorry..." in addition to this sentence, she really didn't know what to say.
Yilaixi went to Ou Xinlan, held out her hand, and introduced elegantly and politely: "Hello, Xinlan. Let's get to know each other again. I'm Aji's mother."
From the beginning to the end, the interaction between yilaixi and murongji was very common, without a trace of aristocratic or royal flavor. Even address. What's more, they didn't bring bodyguards or maids. What they wanted was a group wedding.
Everything is based on ou Xinlan's ideas and feelings. However, Ou Xinlan, who is immersed in the tangled struggle, has not felt the meticulous and considerate arrangement for the time being.
"Your Highness the Queen Mother..." Ou Xinlan is very nervous. If she just meets yilaixi, she can be calm and elegant. But her identity is too important, because she is murongji's mother.
Her address was strange and polite, and her voice trembled with tension. Even more impolitely, he hung his head and did not dare to look into her eyes. Elixi didn't mind, but took the initiative to hold her hand.
Ou Xinlan's body trembled obviously and finally raised her head. "Don't you come to comfort me, auntie, if you are too nervous after my mother's smile
Auntie, how kind of two words. It's just, is she? Can she call her that?
Elixi always smiles gently, just like an ordinary elder. She has no royal dignity. If at first Ou Xinlan still thought that she was against herself, now she can really feel her acceptance of herself.
It is also a barrier in her heart that she does not get the approval of elixi. Most of the powerful families hope to find a girl who can match her family. What's more, Murong is now the king of a country.
Although s is a small country, it has only tens of thousands of people. But he was always a king, a young and promising king. There are few men who ascend the throne before marriage. Murong Ji is still such a talented, beautiful and gentle boy.
He is better than any idol drama role, more three-dimensional, flesh and blood. She has already had a little regret in rejecting the proposal of such a capable and responsible man.
In this love, she has been very timid, very cowardly, always in escape. It is murongji's perseverance that moved her, and at this time he made a commitment to her marriage.
The royal family should know that it is different from other rich families. Once they get married, it is very difficult to leave. And the loss of the royal family is enormous, and she is the most won party. She has nothing to lose. Why is she so entangled?
Elixi doesn't care about Ou Xinlan's disrespect to herself at this time. She knows that she has a struggle in her heart.
"Xinlan, there are so many people here. Shall we go to the room and have a talk?" Yi Lai Xi clapped her hand with a smile, and Ou Xinlan was a burst of palpitation. After a lot of struggle, she finally nodded.
Jane Ruoyu pour some worry, just want to ask her to go with her, was Nangong Ao took the arm. He shook his head suggestively at her.
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this is Nangong Ao's renovated home for Jian Ruoyu. It is not luxurious as a whole, but simple and lively. Light color decoration gives people a visual feeling in the hot summer.
As soon as she and elixi enter the room, Ou Xinlan blushes awkwardly and goes to clean up a messy quilt. Oh, my God. She drank a little too much last night. She slept in an indecent position and loved to roll around in bed.
In the morning, she was forced to make up and put on her wedding dress by a group of inexplicable makeup artists and costume artists. As soon as the make-up was finished, Murong came like a romantic king. To her surprise, he was not wearing the bridegroom's dress, but the bridegroom's dress.
When she was still confused, he was like a prince in a dream, stepping on the clouds in the morning sun. Just when she didn't know what she knew, he proposed to himself.
She was so frightened that she ran into the living room like an enraged lion. There was no one to clean the bed, keeping it in disorder.
Ou Xinlan was embarrassed, playing with her fingers. She was so embarrassed that she could not get into a hole.
No mother-in-law would like a daughter-in-law who does not love hygiene. Although the situation is special today, she can see that her impression score will be reduced a lot.
Finally see their own heart, no matter how firm the mouth said, how well camouflage. She was unable to deceive herself. Deep in her soul, she still longed to become murongji's wife under the layers of inferiority.
After understanding Ou Xinlan's expression, elixi stepped forward: "don't worry, kid. I know it's Ji who is too anxious today, which makes you feel a little overwhelmed. I apologize for him
"No, auntie, don't say that. I should say I'm sorry. I'll make ah Ji embarrassed. I'm so ungrateful. I'm really sorry. " She lowered her head and didn't dare to look directly into her loving eyes."Child, come and sit down. Would you like to hear me tell a story?" Elaise took Ou Xinlan on the sofa and sat down.
I thought that elixi would criticize and blame herself, but I didn't expect that she was so kind and didn't have a little bit of Empress Dowager's airs. Gentle as an ordinary mother, no, she wants to make her feel that she is an ordinary mother.
Without waiting for ou Xinlan to answer, elixi held her hand and looked out of the window. Her eyes were deep and secluded, and she fell into the memory of the past: "child, don't you want Aji to tell you my story? I had a lover before I married the first king. At that time, I had to marry the prince for the benefit of my family. To tell you the truth, the prince was nice to me, even though he was in love with another woman. But he has done his duty. Strictly speaking, he is a good man. When we meet, we just miss the time
"In the royal family, who can see the hardships behind them? Xinlan, I know you are afraid that your identity is not worthy of Ji, but do you know? Ji is also worried that he is not worthy of you. " Speaking of this, Ou Xinlan was surprised to open her mouth. She never thought of Murong's inferiority complex.
If it's not that she hears it wrong, it's elixi who doesn't express it accurately.
How can Murong Ji feel inferior? Why does he feel inferior to a woman who is inferior to him?
"Ah Ji had a hard time together. The royal family was very strict with the prince's cultivation. A Ji has been trained secretly by his grandfather Wang since he was young and has suffered a lot. And his father is not very close to him because of my relationship. Father and son are sometimes more alienated than friends. I know Aji is eager to love, but he is not a person who is easy to give his heart to others. The experience of growing up, the relationship between the environment, all affect his thinking and the ability of his lover
"Xinlan, you don't know how happy I am to see you. You are the first girl that Aji fell in love with and his first love. His persistence to you is beyond my imagination. You are an angel sent by heaven Yi Lai Xi's words are very strange to Ou Xinlan. Her expression has been in a state of shock and can't extricate herself for a long time.
Elixi not only does not dislike her at all, but also describes her as a unique angel. God, how can she afford such praise and love? How could she be so loved?
"Everyone only sees the bright side of others, but they don't go deep into the pain and hardship behind them. You are a good friend of Ruo, and you know something about s country. After Jingchen and Yin Zhengchun, the old king died of illness. The great prince and Yin Zhengchun died together. Recently, they were involved in the plot of nangonglie. The state of S is not as good as before. Ji was under a lot of pressure. He didn't want to worry me, and I didn't care. Xinlan, would you like to help him? Let him really become a king of Ming Dynasty The eyes shining with expectation make people unable to refuse.
"Auntie..." Ou Xinlan did not expect that in order to let her accept Murong Ji, she could put her attitude so low. Is this the so-called "world parent heart"?
What to do? She was really moved and wanted to have such a sensible and considerate mother-in-law.
"Having said so much, I just want to show my position and attitude. Xinlan, the royal family is not as high as you think. At the same time, you can face more pressure than others. But with what charm and ability can you prove that you are the mother of a country, you can do better than anyone else. Of course, the most important thing is, would you like to cultivate an immature king into a Ming emperor of LiuMang Qing calendar Elixi stood up, holding her hand tightly, her eyes shining with hope.
"Auntie..." Ou Xinlan was really shocked and couldn't get back to God for a long time. How could she make such a moving statement? So she doesn't even have an excuse to say no?
Seeing that she still refused to agree, Eli Xi nodded: "sorry, I'm old enough to be wordy. Let me conclude by saying that no matter whether you want to or not today, as long as Aji supports me, the door of my Murong family is always open for you. Because I have experienced it myself, and I know that love can last forever. "
Yilaixi finished, turned to leave, leaving a little private space for ou Xinlan to think about.
After all, there can't be any real big thing in marriage. Although her marriage with a girl can't succeed as soon as possible, she can't get married as soon as possible.
Zheng Zheng stands in place, looking at the back of Yi Lai Xi leaving.
Ou Xinlan opened her mouth, but could not spit out a word.