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Jian Meng Lin opened her eyes slowly, and only felt pain all over her body, as if her clothes had been torn off.

He couldn't help but exclaim, "Uuuu …"

"Meng Lin, you're awake? "How do you feel?" Jian Han Yu's worried gaze fell into her eyes, and he asked: "Brother, what's wrong with me? Is this a hospital? I smell disinfectant. "

Jian Han Yu sighed helplessly: "You were drunk last night, so you drove yourself to hit a telephone pole. His left leg was fractured and he lost a lot of blood. It was all thanks to If losing 400CC's blood for you. "

"Ah?" That serious? "How come I don't have any impression of him at all?" Her mind was in a whirl, and her mind lingered on the scene of her going to the bar to drink. When she thought of the date Nan Gong Ao had with her, she became very manic and her heart ached. She had the craziness of wanting to destroy the world with her.

But there was nothing she could do but get drunk. If you were drunk, you wouldn't be in pain. If you were drunk, you wouldn't remember anything.

"Meng Lin, why do you have to go through all this trouble? It's not exactly sweet, just let me go. " Jian Han Yu's eyes were full of love.

"Heh heh... Brother, can you put that down? " The smile touched the wound on his face, and the pain twisted his expression.

Jian Han Yu's face changed, and immediately regained his usual gentleness and jade-like warmth: "What are you saying, rest well. What would you like to eat? I'll go buy it. "

"Brother, stop lying to yourself. You think you're hiding it well, that you can fool everyone, even yourself, but you can't fool me. You like Jian Ruo Yu, don't you? " Jian Meng Lin's words were like a clap of thunder, shattering all of Jian Han Yu's calmness.

"Meng Lin, don't talk nonsense." The reprimanding tone contained a few traces of embarrassment and turned into anger. A storm was brewing in her clear eyes.

Jian Meng Lin laughed, laughing in a sorrowful and crazed manner: "Brother, we are really siblings, even our love experiences are so similar, so pathetic. Brother, why did you have to endure? Why not confess to Jian Ruo Yu? Why didn't you tell her everything? You've always loved her, more than anyone else. Why didn't you say so? "Why?"

The question was like a madman. The volume was high and sharp.

Panic flashed past the usually calm and graceful Jian Han Yu's eyes, "Shut up!"

His eyes were bloodshot with pain. No, he couldn't.

Once upon a time, he also naively thought that he could do it. Emotions were not something he could force himself to do, and what he forced to do was not sweet at all. He kept warning himself that he had to stay in his brother's position and not take even half a step outside of the lightning pool.

However, his heart betrayed him. The further away his will was, the harder it was to control him. However, he knew very well that once he lost control, the consequences would be dire.

Meng Lin was his first example. How could he keep jumping down when he knew it was a deep abyss? No, he couldn't, he couldn't!

But every time he saw Jian Ruo Yu together with Nan Gong Ao, he felt very uncomfortable. From his initial discomfort, to his heartache, to his madness and jealousy, he wanted to destroy it.

He had already sunk deeper and deeper into the abyss, but what could he do other than to restrain himself? Perhaps when they were married, when she was truly happy, he would give up.

Even if the process was extremely painful and torturous, he had to bear it silently.

He had always thought that he had hidden himself very well. At least, he had never been seen through. Never would he have thought that Jian Meng Lin would actually know about it. Without any preparation or defense, she tore open his wound and bled profusely.

Jian Han Yu could no longer stay calm, showing a look of suffering and struggle. Jian Meng Lin laughed, his laugh was strange and sinister: "Brother, I understand your feelings, I have experienced it all before, we are in the same boat together. So, brother, you have to help me. No, we help each other. "

Jian Han Yu raised his head, the wild color had already faded from his eyes, he had returned to normal. "Meng Lin, didn't you say that you could compete fairly with If? If their relationship remains the same after three months, would you quit? "

"Bullshit!" Jian Meng Lin's face was sinister as she cursed: "What fair competition? Do you think it's fair? Do you know where Jian Ruo Yu and Nan Gong Ao were last night? They gave me perfunctory treatment to show their kindness. Well, they watch shooting stars from the top floor of the resort hotel. It's romantic, isn't it? Ao Bao had taken the entire top floor and set up a glass room for her. He only wanted to see a meteor shower with her. "Hahahaha..."

Laughing, tears flowed down his pale face, "Ao, I have never had such thoughts towards me. He didn't even give me a flower. But it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, I don't care, he doesn't love me, it doesn't matter, I can love him. But now he wouldn't even give me the chance. "Bro, I'm in so much pain, I'm really in so much pain."

Tearing his hair, tears streaming down his face, he looked like a madman.

Jian Han Yu immediately pulled her into his embrace: "Meng Lin, don't be like this, don't be like this. Why are you tormenting yourself like this? What kind of man do you want on your terms? Can't you just let it go? "

"I can't let it go. I really did my best, but I really can't let it go. In days without pride, I would rather die than live. Brother, can you help me? "Help me." Grasping Jian Han Yu's arm, as if grabbing onto the last straw of hope to save his life.

Jian Han Yu remained silent and only stared at her with a pair of pitch-black eyes, which were filled with tender love and love. He knew the pain and suffering, but he couldn't help her, couldn't help her.

"You guys love Jian Ruo Yu, but none of you are willing to help me. I really couldn't think of any reason why she was better than me. I don't know how I lost, I don't want to give up, I don't want to die. "Big brother, I'm in so much pain, I'm going crazy, big brother." Lying in Jian Han Yu's embrace, crying until she was twitching.

Sighing lightly, he patted her back and said, "Meng Lin, it's not that I don't want to help you, but I can't."

Jian Meng Lin suddenly became silent, she stopped crying, the tranquility was astonishing. Jian Han Yu was frightened by the strange smile on her face and shook her shoulders: "Meng Lin, no matter what you think, please stop. We are all excellent, and we are not afraid of not being happy in the future. All we have to do is try to be as perfect as possible, and then we will have more happiness than anyone else. "

"Hahahaha..." Jian Meng Lin laid on Jian Han Yu's shoulder, laughing uncontrollably. Tears streamed from her eyes, and her entire body trembled from laughing. "My brother, I never thought that you would be so cute. I don't even know if there is a future, and I still hope for that illusory happiness? "To tell you the truth, last night was not an accident. I bumped into it myself."

"Why?" Jian Han Yu's heart skipped a beat and almost stopped beating.

"I want to be released. This life is too painful. I can't take it anymore. Brother, I don't have your strong and great feelings. I'm just an ordinary girl. I live for love, I die for love. I'm not acting on impulse. Really, perhaps if I die, everyone will be relieved and happy. " As the madness faded away, his tears became incomparably mournful.

Jian Han Yu's heart felt as if it was being cut by a knife, "Meng Lin, why are you so stupid? Isn't it selfish of you to die and let us all live in pain? "

"Sorry, I can't care so much anymore. "Big brother, I really like love and pride. Without him, I won't be able to live." He buried his head in the pillow and his shoulders shook violently.

"Knock, knock, knock …" Knocking sounds came from the door. Jian Han Yu looked at Jian Meng Lin and opened the door worriedly. Nan Gong Ao supported the pale-faced Jian Ruo Yu at the door: "Brother, is big sister awake?"

"Yes, I just woke up, and now I'm asleep again. If, you drew so much blood last night, and your body is still weak. Looking at Nan Gong Ao's hand that was tightly interlocked with hers, his expression darkened.

"Heh heh... "I'm fine. I'm so healthy, I just had a big meal and I'm back." "… … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … Jian Ruo Yu said a few witty words, and indicated for Nan Gong Ao to help her enter.

At this time, Jian Meng Lin was already quietly lying on the bed. Her breathing was steady, but her face was pale white.

Jian Ruo Yu worriedly walked over and sat on the bedside: "Sis, you must get well quickly."

"Nan Gong Ao, go buy some things. Big sister will definitely be hungry when she wakes up later. Oh yeah, don't ask them to put garlic in, big sis doesn't like to eat it. " As he warned, his gaze returned to Jian Meng Lin.

Nan Gong Ao and Jian Han Yu exchanged a glance, and then left.

After three months of silence, the morning sunlight shone through the window and jumped onto Jian Ruo Yu's thin shoulders, making her beautiful and innocent face look like an angel.

Jian Han Yu couldn't help but think of her early days in Jane's house. He was thin and dark, very ugly, like a little wild cat, full of caution towards others. As for the matter of his father getting divorced to his mother in order to adopt her, his reaction was not as strong as Jian Meng Lin's. However, he did not have a good impression of this third party that had destroyed their family.

At night, she sneaked the mouse into her room and waited outside the door to hear the sound of her crying.

However, even after waiting all night, there was still no sound.

The next day, she actually happily asked the Auntie Zhou for a cage to hold the rats inside. She raised it up, and called it Du Du Du. Then, once, he asked her, Why aren't you afraid?

She said it was the first time she had accepted her "friend" at her new home. She believed that as long as she treated others well, they would treat her well.

After making contact with her, he discovered that his new sister was very cute and kind. He was clearly afraid, he clearly felt no sense of security, yet he forced himself to act as if he was not afraid of the heavens nor the earth.

She made him understand for the first time what heartache was. Unknowingly, he had truly accepted her from the bottom of his heart. Unknowingly, she had entered the deepest part of his heart and occupied a unique position.