Chapter 46

Mu Zehao woke up and saw the white ceiling. He felt dizzy. But his hand was tightly held. He slowly lowered his head and saw Qiao Xiaoxiao lying in front of the hospital bed. Her eyelashes flickered. She should be asleep and there were tears on her face.

Qiao Xiaoxiao hurried all the way to the hospital when he received a call from assistant mu Zehao.

She didn't even know how she came, or even how she crossed the busy road.

"Miss Qiao, Mr. Mu fainted." Enough to make her lose all her reason. She loves mu Zehao. She knows it, but she doesn't want to admit it.

She always thought of Fang ting. If Fang Ting came back to him again, everything would be different, so she had to pretend that she didn't care about anything. She was afraid of getting hurt.

Mu Zehao quietly took out his hand and stroked Qiao Xiaoxiao's hair.

Qiao Xiaoxiao, lying on the hospital bed, felt the slight movement of the people on the bed and opened his eyes slightly.

"Are you awake?" Qiao Xiaoxiao rubbed her eyes. Her eyes were red. It seemed that she had been crying for a long time.

"Did I sleep long?" Mu Zehao was distressed for a while. He cared so much about his Qiao Xiaoxiao. Maybe something was too unfair to her.

"Well, a little long. It was so long that I fell asleep. " Qiao Xiaoxiao didn't say that he was really tired of crying because he had been crying for too long. Recently, his sleep was not particularly good.

Qiao Xiaoxiao reached out to tuck mu Zehao in the quilt he had just lifted, but mu Zehao grabbed her hand.

Mu Zehao's hands are cold, but Qiao Xiaoxiao's hands are colder than him.

"Your hands are so cold." Mu Zehao grabbed her hand and put it into his chest.

Qiao Xiaoxiao hurriedly wanted to take a hand. First, she felt that mu Zehao was still ill. Second, she was afraid of this warmth. There was still a time limit.

Mu Zehao felt her resistance and was stunned at first, but he didn't mean to let go.

"What are you hiding from? Do you hate me so much? " Mu Zehao's eyes were full of loss and helplessness, and there seemed to be a little anger.

Qiao Xiaoxiao tried to restrain his emotions and said calmly, "I don't hate you, but I don't love you."

Just after she said this, mu Zehao turned over like crazy and buttoned her under her, "you lie, you love me!"

Mu Zehao kissed Qiao Xiaoxiao's lips angrily. His lips were so hot that Qiao Xiao had nowhere to hide.

"Qiao Xiaoxiao, why don't you say you love me?" Mu Zehao punched Qiao Xiaoxiao on the pillow in his ear.

The needle on mu Zehao's hand had already bulged up in this repeated entanglement. He pulled out the needle angrily. He never shouted pain. But the blood from the eye of his needle kept pouring out, and the blood dyed the pillow red.

Qiao Xiaoxiao's tears began to fall drop by drop.

Mu Zehao is always asking her and testing her. But how can I say what I really think of him! She doesn't want to get hurt again! I don't want to be tortured anymore!

Qiao Xiaoxiao kept crying. Mu Zehao leaned down and kissed her tears.

"Or not? Then you go. "

Mu Zehao's hand was still bleeding, and he began to be weak again. His mouth turned white and his arms couldn't support his body.

He suddenly lay down next to Qiao Xiaoxiao, panting heavily.

"Are you okay?" Qiao Xiaoxiao touched his forehead, and a small bead of sweat came out on his forehead.

"You go." Mu Zehao closed his eyes. He was tired. He never knew the real idea in Bai Qiaoxiao's heart.

If he is only guilty to Fang Ting, he is in love with Qiao Xiaoxiao. But he couldn't guess Qiao Xiaoxiao. He felt that Qiao Xiaoxiao was always on the fence.

He thought that if he was destined not to get her, he might as well give her freedom.

Two days ago, she ran away and went to the hospital. Mu Zehao was really distressed. She would rather be happier than let her go.

But he heard three crisp words“ I won't go. "

Mu Zehao suddenly opened his eyes. He saw Qiao Xiaoxiao around him. At this time, he was half supporting his body in front of his face.

He could feel the breath and temperature when she said these three words.

"If you don't go... Aren't you afraid of what will happen?" Mu Zehao choked. He didn't expect Qiao Xiaoxiao to say she wouldn't go.

He thought he had let go of such cruel words. Qiao Xiaoxiao really left without looking back and left himself completely.

But she didn't. She's in front of herself now.

"I'm not afraid. I want to stay with you." Qiao Xiaoxiao's tears fell on mu Zehao's face. She didn't know where her courage came from.

All she knows is that she can't see mu Zehao unhappy.

If her company could make up for Fang Ting's absence, it would be a better choice for him.

Qiao Xiaoxiao's sudden firmness completely disturbed mu Zehao's mind. He subconsciously hugged Qiao Xiaoxiao.

Hold her tightly and confine her to his chest. At this moment, he smelled the familiar smell of Qiao Xiaoxiao, sweet strawberry.

It's my favorite flavor.

Mu Zehao slowly kissed Qiao Xiaoxiao's lips, hot and hot lips, blending repeatedly at the moment.

Mu Zehao's hand stroked her again and again, as if to rub her into his own body.

At this moment, mu Zehao also knew how much he cared about Qiao Xiaoxiao. If Qiao Xiaoxiao chose to leave just now, he thought, maybe he really didn't know what to do.

But at this moment, Qiao Xiaoxiao gently touched mu Zehao's mouth with his hand, "hug me, you're still ill."

Mu Zehao naturally knows what Qiao Xiaoxiao means. He is still ill, so some things are not suitable for doing now.

Mu Zehao stopped the action in his hand and hugged Qiao Xiaoxiao tightly. The two held each other like this, and no one spoke.

Suddenly, Qiao Xiaoxiao opened his mouth, "Mu Zehao, do you know why I want to escape?"

Mu Zehao was stunned. In fact, he always wanted to ask, but he didn't know how to talk to Qiao Xiaoxiao.

He often thinks, is he doing bad? Or does she really not want to be with herself?

Mu Zehao shook his head.

"Because I'm not sure if you love me. I'm afraid I'll always be a substitute for others. If the genuine products return, I'll be abandoned. "

Although Qiao Xiaoxiao's words seemed to be said with a smile, they hit mu Zehao's heart impartially.

Mu Zehao naturally understood the meaning of what she said. She was afraid that she would only be used as a substitute for Fang ting.

In fact, mu Zehao had to admit that when he found her at the beginning, it was really just because she looked like Fang ting and her character was like Fang ting.

But after a long time, Qiao Xiaoxiao's different faces gradually revealed. Sometimes mu Zehao would feel that she was not like Fang Ting at all.

Qiao Xiaoxiao is Qiao Xiaoxiao and Fang Ting is Fang ting. They will never become one person.

Many times, mu Zehao and Qiao Xiaoxiao feel very happy together.

He is a person who is afraid of heights. He can accompany her on a roller coaster to vomit, or wear strange clothes that he would never touch before.

He will carefully go to the counter to select beautiful jewelry for Qiao Xiaoxiao.

Sometimes he really feels that he is in love with Qiao Xiaoxiao, but he doesn't know whether Qiao Xiaoxiao loves him or not.

Mu Zehao always turns this feeling into that I love her just because she is like Fang ting.

But today, he can't deceive himself. Fang Ting is Fang ting. She is her. Mu Zehao loves only Qiao Xiaoxiao.

Independent Qiao Xiaoxiao, not whose substitute Qiao Xiaoxiao.

"I..."

"I love you, I love you. It's not someone's substitute. You're different from her. There are many different places. "

"When I was with Fang Ting, my mind was full of you. Nothing happened to us."

"The bed in the master bedroom still has your breath."

"Xiao Xiao, I'm just like you, but I don't want to admit it. I'm just sorry for Fang ting. "

"Xiao Xiao, I love you. Really, I love you. "

Mu Zehao said a lot of illogical words, but they were all his sincere words.

He loved Qiao Xiaoxiao. When he was with Fang Ting, he always kept the habit that Qiao Xiaoxiao had given him.

I'm not used to adding pepper when eating. I usually don't drink cold things. I prefer strawberries to fruits and yogurt.

Brush your teeth only with a soft brush. What you hate most is soybean milk, but you like to eat fried dough sticks. I don't like fish because I'm not picky.

Every time mu Zehao carefully picked out the fish bones for Qiao Xiaoxiao, who was cheating, she was willing to eat a few pieces of fish.

Because he loved Qiao Xiaoxiao, he remembered a lot of her habits and turned her habits into his own.

Whenever it is difficult to sleep at night, mu Zehao always thinks of Qiao Xiaoxiao who patted himself and sang children's songs to himself at that time.

"My baby, give you some sweetness to sleep well tonight."

Mu Zehao may not admit that he loves her, but every detail of life reminds mu Zehao repeatedly that he should find her back and tell her that he loves her.

Qiao Xiaoxiao reacted for a few seconds after hearing mu Zehao's words that a lot of donkey lips were not right for horses.

Then he turned over and hugged mu Zehao tightly. Qiao Xiaoxiao leaned his face against mu Zehao's chest and could hear his heartbeat.

"The heartbeat is not deceiving."

Qiao Xiaoxiao giggled. She was sure that mu Zehao loved her.

At this moment, mu Zehao seemed to see Qiao Xiao, who called himself "husband" every day.

Husband, bring me a yogurt.

Husband, help me wash this.

Husband, I want an apple, sweet.

Husband, a new daily food store has been opened. Take me to eat.

……

This feeling of long absence made mu Zehao recall the corners of his mouth.

"Xiao Xiao, call me husband again."

Qiao Xiaoxiao's eyes turned and gently spit out two words in her mouth.

"I don't!"

Mu Zehao stepped forward and kissed her lips. "If you don't call, you'll kiss you again."

This move made Qiao Xiaoxiao giggle. She hadn't seen mu Zehao playing with herself for a long time.

"No, no!"

Sure enough, mu Zehao kissed her again.

"Not yet?" Mu Zehao said and kissed her again“ Okay, okay! I take it! Can't I surrender? "

Qiao Xiaoxiao suddenly cleared his throat.

"Husband."

Mu Zehao's heart suddenly twitched. It's really a long lost heart.

Qiao Xiaoxiao looked at mu Zehao and felt more and more funny.

"Husband, husband."

She leaned forward and breathed at mu Zehao.