He was thinking, should he really let go of Qiao Xiaoxiao?
If it goes on like this, he and Qiao Xiaoxiao will still have no results. Because Qiao Xiaoxiao already had a person's position in his heart. No matter how he inserted it, he still couldn't find a gap.
Maybe letting go is the best relief for him. At least he can watch Qiao Xiaoxiao happy every day. Maybe this is enough
Mu Zehao thought he had forgotten. He thought he was not interested in her things at all, but when he turned on the TV and saw the picture of Qiao Xiaoxiao agreeing to Gu Yanxi's proposal, he couldn't help feeling a little pain in his heart.
Entertainment news is full of Qiao Xiaoxiao and Gu Yanxi. Various media are also hyping this topic, saying that they agree with each other, that they are willing to work hard, and that they are made for each other.
These words stabbed mu Zehao's eyes.
Yes, Qiao Xiaoxiao was so bitter when she was with herself. Now, isn't it sweet after all?
Mu Zehao didn't know what it was like in his heart, so he had to sit quietly on the sofa and watch TV in a daze.
He really doesn't love Qiao Xiaoxiao, or is he just angry? Now he can't tell.
He couldn't figure it out. He once wanted to treat Qiao Xiaoxiao sincerely, but why was she always dissatisfied and had to leave herself to find another man? Would Gu Yanxi really be better than himself?
He refused.
What does it feel like to hate her? That's it. If hating her can make you forget her, it's better to hate her completely.
She is so unkind. After leaving herself, she can't wait to throw herself into the arms of another man. It's better to let herself be as free and easy as her and hug another person. It may be faster to forget her previous feelings.
But her betrayal doesn't count. The expression she and Gu Yanxi have together is also the happiness and happiness she has never seen. Does she really have no feelings for herself.
Thinking of this, mu Zehao found that he still loved her and had a deep attachment to her. Although she was so cruel, she still never left in her heart.
After figuring out his love for Qiao Xiaoxiao, mu Zehao can't figure out whether hate makes him happier or love makes him more comfortable.
"Zehao, help me get the water cup." Fang Ting didn't know what mu Zehao was doing sitting on the sofa. After calling him for a long time, she didn't respond, so she had to shout again.
"Zehao, are you there? Help me get the water cup. "
Mu Zehao still didn't respond. Fang Ting had to sit up and walk to the living room. Looking at mu Zehao's back sitting on the sofa, Fang Ting thought mu Zehao didn't hear his words, walked over and hugged him from behind.
Mu Zehao was obviously startled. He turned back and looked at Fang Ting's face and asked her, "what's the matter? Why are you up? "
Just after Qiao Xiaoxiao's proposal video was broadcast on TV, Fang Ting only heard the end and looked at mu Zehao's absent-minded appearance. She knew that mu Zehao didn't hear himself because he saw the news, loosened his arms and said in a very dissatisfied tone: "you still like her, don't you? No matter how hard I try, you still like her, don't you? "
Mu Zehao didn't say anything. He got up and went to the table to get Fang ting a water cup. He brought a cup of warm water and put it in front of her.
"Drink some hot water. Why do you get up and don't you rest?" Mu Zehao said softly and touched Fang Ting's soft hair.
Fang Ting is very dissatisfied with mu Zehao's evasive attitude. The more he escapes, the more he can't let go of Qiao Xiaoxiao.
"You answer me, you still like her, don't you? You feel uncomfortable seeing her get married, don't you? " Fang Ting's eyes were red. "Even if I pay so much for you, I still can't have your little love?"
Mu Zehao sighed and sat down. "Why are you so tangled? I'm not with you. Why mention her?"
"I just want you to answer, which is more important, her or me. Who is the person in your heart? " Fang Ting still asked, and her voice began to become hoarse.
Mu Zehao took up the water cup and handed it to Fang ting. He was still persuasive.
"Drink some hot water. You're in poor health. Don't be angry. Let me help you go back and have a rest. How about it?"
Fang Ting vigorously pushed away the water cup handed over by mu Zehao, and "bang" fell on the floor tile of the living room. The fragments of the water cup were scattered on the ground, and the water was also spread out.
"Pa" slapped mu Zehao in the face.
Fang Ting was so angry that she stepped on the fragments of the water cup. Her feet were scratched deeply by the fragments, and blood gushed out.
Fang Ting was almost hysterical sitting on the sofa crying. Her delicate face was wet with tears, and her broken hair on her temples was wet with tears and pasted on her cheeks.
"Even if I go to your side with all my hardships, can't you forget her?" Fang Ting shouted, "but she's not. She's getting married. She doesn't love you anymore. What else do you expect? Do you expect her to come back to you and be with you?"
Mu Zehao was told by Fang ting that his heart was stuffy and painful. Looking at Fang Ting's bleeding feet, regardless of her struggle, he put her feet on his legs and picked up the gauze and alcohol cotton in the medical bag on the tea table to stop bleeding and disinfect Fang ting.
Mu Zehao couldn't help but leave a few tears, which fell on Fang Ting's feet, drop by drop. But he didn't seem to know whether the tears were for Qiao Xiaoxiao, Fang Ting or himself.
He hasn't cried for a long time. It seems that nothing can beat him for so many years, but now he still can't help sobbing gently.
Mu Zehao bandaged Fang Ting's wound, got up and silently cleaned up the debris and water stains on the floor, poured Fang ting a cup of warm water and put it on the tea table.
"Drink quickly. Your health is important." Mu Zehao looked at Fang ting with red eyes. It was she who had been accompanying her. It was good for him to accompany her so quietly.
Fang Ting drank up the water in the cup without saying a word. As soon as she put the cup away, mu Zehao hugged her tightly.
"I'll marry you. Don't worry." Mu Zehao buried his head in Fang Ting's neck and smelled the nice smell of her hair. His heart was still infinitely sour.
Fang Ting was surprised at mu Zehao's active hug and also stretched out her hand to hug him.
"Ze Hao, I won't leave you. I won't leave you for the rest of my life."
Fang Ting kissed mu Zehao's lips and told him his love for him. Mu Zehao also kissed Fang Ting hard, pressed her on the sofa, tore off her coat and stroked her waist.
It's good to paralyze yourself in this way. With Fang Ting by your side, you can forget Qiao Xiao faster.
"Zehao, be light." Fang Ting whined, her white arms gently hugging mu Zehao's back, and her fingers stroked his back.
Mu Zehao didn't speak, so he tried hard to hold Fang Ting again and again, regardless of whether her body can stand it. Now he just doesn't want to think about anything. It's best to indulge in it like this. It's best not to think about it all his life.
But mu Zehao looked down and saw the face similar to Qiao Xiaoxiao. He couldn't help pinching her white and tender chest and said ruthlessly, "you can't leave me."
Fang Ting was stirred by mu Zehao, and her mind could not continue to think seriously. She twisted her body left and right and pressed hard against mu Zehao's skin.
I don't know how long she did it, Fang Ting was tossed by mu Zehao and had no strength. She lay soft on the sofa, with a plush blanket covering her private part. Mu Zehao looked at Fang ting on the sofa, got up, put on his clothes, and was ready to make some food to compensate her.
Mu Zehao hasn't cooked in person for a long time. It seems that no one in his heart has to cook dinner for her by himself. But now standing in the kitchen, he was confused to find out whether he really wanted to make up for Fang Ting or his regret for Qiao Xiaoxiao.
Don't think about it. The most important thing is now. Let the past pass. One day it will be completely forgotten.
Mu Zehao took out eggs, pork, tomatoes, peppers and other raw materials. She was busy in the kitchen for a long time. When Fang Ting got up, she found that mu Zehao was missing. She heard the sound of the kitchen and hurriedly came over with a coat to see what he was doing.
Looking at mu Zehao, who is busy sweating in the kitchen, Fang Ting's heart is warm. Looking at the man above, he is now willing to cook some home-made dishes for himself in the kitchen. He can't help coming forward and hugging him from behind.
Fang Ting's action made mu Zehao stiff, then reacted and said softly, "Why are you up, lie down and I'll call you when the meal is ready."
Fang Ting didn't let go. She stuck it on mu Zehao's back, rubbed her hair and said, "I'll just hold it for a while."
"But if you hold it like this, how can I cook?" Mu Zehao gently broke away from Fang Ting's hug, pushed her out of the kitchen and asked her to go back and have a good rest.
It took more than an hour to finish it. For the sake of Fang Ting's health, mu Zehao made some light home dishes, tomato and egg soup, celery fried meat
Fang Ting came over with a smile, sat at the table, took a bite of food, and gently said to Mu Zehao, "thank you, Zehao. You are very kind to me."
Mu Zehao filled Fang ting with a bowl of tomato and egg soup, put it in front of her and brought her a spoon.
"Drink while it's hot. It's good for your health to drink more soup. Eat something light and your body will recover quickly. "
Fang Ting ate one mouthful at a time, "Zehao, it's good. If only it could be like this all the time." Mu Zehao sat opposite Fang ting and looked at her happy eating. His heart was always depressed.
"Zehao, don't worry, I will love you well and won't leave you. Qiao Xiaoxiao doesn't know how to cherish you and provoke other men, but I won't. I will only treat you wholeheartedly. "
Fang Ting stretched out her hand and took mu Zehao's hand. Mu Zehao was stunned. When she heard Fang Ting say that Qiao Xiaoxiao provoked other men, an unknown fire suddenly burst into her heart, and her expression was dignified.
Seeing that mu Zehao didn't respond, Fang Ting looked up at his unhappy expression and asked anxiously, "Zehao, what's the matter?"
"Nothing. You're right. She really provokes others. She doesn't abide by women's morality. It's not worth doing for her."
Fang Ting smiled, took a piece of meat for mu Zehao and put it in his bowl.
"Eat quickly. It's cold in a while." Fang Ting smiled sweetly. She felt that she had won mu Zehao's heart, so she secretly planned how to hold mu Zehao by her side.
Mu Zehao can't see through Fang Ting's inner thoughts. What he thinks in his heart is still Qiao Xiaoxiao's heartless feelings. He tells Fang ting that Qiao Xiaoxiao provokes other men. Mu Zehao found that he could be affected by these things entirely because he loved Qiao Xiaoxiao. He really couldn't deceive his heart.
Mu Zehao was very depressed during the meal. But Fang Ting doesn't seem to care too much. She knows that it's not this day to win mu Zehao's heart. Over time, she will make mu Zehao inseparable from herself.