Chapter 52 - Try to understand Su Qiao An

It was a very simple house. It was not hard to find traces of the people who had lived here before.

There was no decoration. The floor was made of concrete and the walls were painted white. Perhaps it was because of the passage of time, but there were cracks in the walls.

There was a concrete sink outside the toilet, and the faucets were rusted.

American style garden style cloth sofa, blue plaid tablecloth, and also used today's second-hand market difficult to find old color TV.

The refrigerator was grey-green, with an upper and lower floor, but it was very short, not even reaching his chest.

There was a ceiling fan on the wall, and it looked old enough for the leaves to rust.

The furnishings inside the house were very simple. One could see everything clearly. The room wasn't big either. Luckily, the lighting was good, and the room was very bright.

This was the first time Zhu Jiangci had stepped into Su Qiao An's world since long ago.

He was a person who loved the truest. Su Qiao An's words, he had to admit, caused a certain amount of trouble for him.

In order to answer these questions, he thought for a while before taking the initiative to enter this foreign place. It was as if he had opened the door to a new world.

Before Lin Yan's call came, Zhu Jiangci had just entered Su Qiao An's house and was carefully observing his surroundings.

He pushed the door open and personally broke the barrier between them.

Su Qiao An's bedroom was very small. A bed, a desk, and a wooden closet.

Compared to the simple living room, Su Qiao An's bedroom was much warmer.

The walls were papered and faintly powdered.

There was also the star poster of that era, with the desk facing the window, a study schedule on the side wall, two cans of hand-folded paper stars on the table, and a small piggy bank.

Zhu Jiangci waved the canister, and the sound of coins hitting each other could be heard from inside.

Pushing open the window, he found that this backward and everywhere old place did not seem to be so useless.

He could even imagine how Su Qiao An used to sit in front of this desk with the lamp on. When he looked out the window, his eyes were filled with hope and happiness.

A person born in a quagmire should not be that unbearable, right?

He looked at Su Qiao An's own world. It was very warm and bright. Is it really too despotic? Without giving the other party a chance to defend themselves, he decided to sentence Su Qiao An to death.

Coincidentally, Lin Yan had called to report the situation. Zhu Jiangci had asked that question, but he did not hope to receive any sort of answer from Lin Yan.

"CEO, you know better than to over-investigate what happened to the person you used in the past, so why are you asking now? The most important thing is that I want to understand it. Eyes can deceive people, and hearsay is not necessarily true. Even what you feel personally may be the result of a misconception mixed with subjective emotion, I think... At this time, the voice from the bottom of the heart was the most important! It is said that to treat people with care and to look at them with one's heart, the feelings deep within our hearts are the truest. "

… ….

Lin Yan's words were like a blow to Zhu Jiangci's head.

Try to understand.

Try to understand Su Qiao An, understand her past, understand everything about her …

What was the point of him doing so much? Just in order to vent his anger with Su Qiao An, in order to prove that Su Qiao An was a woman who was golden and hypocritical, he took the initiative to step into a place that did not belong to him.

But why was it that the closer he got, the more he understood, the more panicked he became?

When he got closer, he realized that the truth was not as good as he imagined, and Su Qiao An was not as useless as he thought.

After hanging up, Zhu Jiangci casually threw his phone onto the table, and pulled up a wooden chair, which made creaking sounds when he sat down.

He put his hand on the table, and all he could see were the two cans of folded paper stars.

Her life seemed to be very different from what he imagined. Recalling the information that Lin Yan had given him, Su Qiao An was just a boring woman.

She really didn't know how she had managed to survive and how she could endure this loneliness …

"Why are you so miserable?" Her life had been so monotonous that it had made people feel pity for her.

If Su Qiao An had lived a wonderful life like he had imagined, he wouldn't be so upset right now.

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"Miss Su, take a look at Old Lady Chen's medical report." Su Qiao An was watching over the Grandma Chen in the hospital, planning to stay in the ward by himself. Just as he finished eating, the nurse called her over, saying that the doctor had asked her to go to the office. The moment he sat down, the doctor gave her an examination report.

Su Qiao An flipped through the pages carefully, the doctor said, "Old granny Chen has diabetes, this is not a good news, now that Old granny Chen has suffered a stroke and is hospitalized, it is still a problem whether she can wake up, and now that the test shows that she has diabetes, if the disease gets serious, it might be so …"

"Doctor, is there no cure?" Su Qiao An interrupted the doctor.

"To be honest, the old lady is already old. There isn't much of a use for her without treatment, why do you need to make the old lady suffer? The only thing to do is to try to control it so that the diabetes does not worsen into uremia. "

Just a moment ago, Su Qiao An was still worrying about the matter of Grandma Chen suffering from a stroke and needing someone to take care of her life. Now that the doctor had told her that Grandma Chen still had diabetes, what could she do in this situation?

If she was to leave, Su Qiao An's conscience would definitely be unsettled, and he wouldn't be able to stop worrying about this old man who had been taking care of them in the past. Besides, Grandma Chen now had no children, and his wife had also passed away.

If she gave up, the Grandma Chen could only wait for death and no one would care about her.

"I think I understand that when this cerebral hemorrhage wakes up, it can cause hemiplegia or general paralysis, right?" Hemiplegia and total paralysis were of the same nature, and the distinction was not too great, especially for the elderly. Both of these consequences were very serious, and one had to wait on one's side.

"Yes, if you are paralyzed, you can insist on bringing the old man to do the rehabilitation, but I see that the old man is already old, doing the rehabilitation may be difficult, and the effect won't be too great. You still have to prepare your mind, and I'm afraid that you will be responsible for the old man's future living arrangements." The doctor was telling the truth, not hiding anything.

Su Qiao An was currently in a dilemma. If he stayed behind to take care of Grandma Chen, then he would become pregnant soon so Zhu Jiangci would definitely know that she was pregnant. Zhu Jiangci had long told him that he would not take this child.

The only result of letting Zhu Jiangci know that he was pregnant, was that he had been dragged to the hospital to give birth to a baby. He would absolutely not allow this little life of his.

What could she do? Everything was crowded together now, leaving wouldn't be possible, staying wouldn't be possible, was she really going to wait for Zhu Jiangci to grab her and bring her along with the crowd?