Only now did Su Qiao An understand that the pain was so excruciating that she would not cry. She felt that she was in a strange situation, her chest felt stuffy, and it felt like it was going to explode. It was extremely painful, as if someone was cutting her heart with a slow dagger.
It's not quick, so the pain is not one-off but continuous.
She clutched her chest, her heart was still beating, her hands were clutching her clothes, and her eyes were trying very hard to widen.
Cry! Cry! Just cry!
He tried his best to squeeze out a bit of tears, staring at them for so long, his eyes were sore, but he was still unable to shed tears.
She gave up struggling and stared blankly at the empty space in front of her.
What happened that day was still vivid in his mind, and he had never forgotten it for a moment.
Whether it was the doctor or Mo Yunlang, no one would tell her the truth.
Pfft. Perhaps they all felt that she was very pitiful and couldn't bear to tell her that her child was gone at such a time.
Poor?
She had never needed anyone's sympathy, and even if no one had told her, she knew the baby was gone.
The moment she was pushed down the stairs, the few minutes when she was still on the stairs, it seemed to her as long as a century.
Her child had said goodbye to her in his dream.
He was about to leave, but Su Qiao An could not keep him.
After crying and chasing, she was so desperate that she wanted to catch her child.
Su Qiao An suspected that he had overdrawn that kind of unforgettable sorrow. Right now, she was just a plant in a dry desert, without an oasis, without moisture from rain, only the sky filled with yellow sand and the scorching sunlight. Her life was slowly passing by.
In the two days after she woke up, she saw many different kinds of people. She had to stare at them for a long time before she could remember who they were.
She refused to see or approach anyone.
Su Qiao An hated those pitiful gazes, hated those people standing in front of her with such a haughty attitude, as if visiting her was the ultimate act of charity.
When the doctor told her to rest, she just laid there obediently without moving, like a cold corpse.
No sadness, no joy, no pain, no itch. He was indifferent to what was happening outside.
Su Qiao An completely sealed himself, and no one could get close to him.
Mo Yunlang brought fresh flowers and put them on, placing them on top of Su Qiao An's bed.
Seeing that Su Qiao An was awake, he said softly, "This is a gift from the Discipline Hall. Now that everyone is outside, do you want to meet them?"
Su Qiao An acted as if she hadn't heard him, and didn't even bat an eye, let alone speak. She patiently waited, and only when she saw that her eyes were empty did she let out an extremely light sigh, "Then I'll let them go first."
With that, Mo Yunlang straightened his body and turned to leave.
Just as he left the ward, Chen Wei went to welcome him, "How is Solicitor Su? Can I go in and see her? "
"I'm afraid not." Mo Yunlang said, "Ever since she woke up, she has been in this state, not speaking and not listening to others. I think it's because this matter was too much of a shock to her, so for the time being, I might as well not bother her anymore and let her take good care of her body."
Chen Wei worriedly said, "I was afraid that Solicitor Su would piss me off like this. From the moment I woke up, normal people would cry and make a ruckus, and after crying for a while, everything would quiet down. But Solicitor Su is too strange, it's too quiet, would she … Are you depressed? "
"I won't." Mo Yunlang frowned, "I will accompany her during this period of time, watch her a little more."
Chen Wei forced out a laugh, and when his gaze fell on the door that was not completely shut yet, he could vaguely see Su Qiao An lying on the sickbed through the gap of the door, "I don't know what mistake Solicitor Su committed to be punished in such a manner, I have known her for so many years, but I have never seen her in such a passive state."
"You can go back first. I'll let you know when she's better." Mo Yunlang did not wish for too many people to disturb Su Qiao An either.
Chen Wei nodded lightly and left alone.
Just as she left, Yuan Yuan had arrived.
The two of them met at the door of the ward, and Qi Yuan Yuan asked, "How is Qiao An? Is your mood any better today? "
"The same."
"You said that something big has happened to Qiao An? How could that bastard Zhu Jiangci still be able to run around the entire world with Jiang Kerou in tow?"
This was why she wanted nothing more than to kill Zhu Jiangci. If his wife was pregnant, he wouldn't take good care of her. Now that she had miscarried, he wouldn't be able to find her.
No one was able to contact Zhu Jiangci; they could only hear from his assistant that Zhu Jiangci had disappeared along with Jiang Kerou.
The more he thought, the angrier he became. "He really has a lot of free time and can bring his lover to travel, I heard that the bastard is having a carefree and happy life right now. Not long ago, someone even took a photo of Zhu Jiangci and Jiang Kerou wearing wedding gowns on Puji Island.
"Shh!" Mo Yunlang pressed a finger to his lips, signalling for Qi Yuan Yuan to be quiet.
Qi Yuan Yuan was startled, "Forget it, I won't go in, I'm afraid that I won't be able to hold myself back when I see Qiao An like that."
She then handed the thermal container to Mo Yunlang, "This is up to you, you have to watch her eat. If she doesn't eat or drink, her body will collapse sooner or later."
Yes." Mo Yunlang had also interacted with Qi Yuan a few times. He knew that Qi Yuan was a straightforward person who would do whatever he wanted. Although he felt a little helpless, he knew that Qi Yuan truly cared for Su Qiao An, so no matter what Qi Yuan said or did, he wouldn't mind.
The entrance was noisy and bustling with noise and excitement.
In the ward, Su Qiao An lay quietly.
When his calm eyes that was as still as stagnant water heard the name Zhu Jiangci, the waves in his eyes wavered. Su Qiao An tiredly closed his eyes.
So it turned out that he had shut down his phone because he had never planned to go on a date with Jiang Kerou. It turned out that the reason he had not appeared for so long was because he had accompanied Jiang Kerou out of the country.
Ah, what a deep sense of gratitude.
Su Qiao An, you actually hold onto a sliver of hope for that kind of person, you are really stupid!
Mo Yunlang carried the thermal container into the ward. Seeing Su Qiao An whose eyes were closed, he muttered to himself for a moment and then silently sat down on the bed, "Did you hear that?"
Silence, a long silence, a deathly silence.
If it wasn't for the shallow breath, he would have really suspected that the woman in front of him was already dead.
No...
Maybe she was dead, her heart was dead.
Under the constant abandonment, misunderstanding, and endless injuries, the eagerly awaited expectation gradually turned into despair.
Perhaps no one could understand what she was thinking right now, and no one knew how hard it was for her to walk on that thorny road.
She was a brave warrior. She gritted her teeth and endured, but she also endured to the limit.
Mo Yunlang remained silent for a long time. Finally, she opened her mouth, "Cry out! Just cry. "