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Late at night, the night outside the window was so dark that it was terrifying.

There was only a floor lamp in the study. The lamp was dimmed, not enough to illuminate the entire study.

Yan Zhangfeng was leaning on his desk, one hand pressed against his forehead. He was having a terrible headache.

Hearing the door open, he asked without looking up, "Did you find the Miss? It's so late, did she find a safe place to stay? "

No one answered.

Yan Changfeng pondered for a while and raised his head with a hint of doubt and dissatisfaction. He saw Yan Feifei, who was holding a bowl and standing in front of the desk with a shameful look on her face. He couldn't help but ask, "Fei Fei?"

Yan Feifei carefully placed the soup on the desk and pushed it in front of him without saying a word.

"Fei Fei, you …"

"I'm sorry." Yan Feifei said in a muffled voice, "Daddy, I know I was wrong. Please don't be angry with me, okay?"

This daughter of his had grown up with her mother. It wasn't that the relationship between them wasn't good, but it was just that they weren't as close as she was with her mother.

Especially after her mother died, she became even more distant from him.

It was rare to see one another in a year, and normally, video calls were very rare.

Of course he doted on Yan Feifei. She was his daughter, how could he not love her?

However, Yan Feifei still stubbornly insisted that she was right when she did something wrong. As her father, she could not possibly not teach him.

With that, she ignited her powder keg, and the two of them quarreled. If the quarrel became fierce, Yan Feifei would run away from home.

I don't know who she learned it from.

He was going crazy from the start, but Yan Feifei was his own daughter, so he couldn't possibly not be worried. That was why he told people to go out and search for her whereabouts, afraid that she would encounter some danger, and secretly regretted saying things so seriously, and also couldn't have forced her to apologize to Jiang Kerou.

She hated Jiang Kerou so much, so how could she do it?

Yan Zhangfeng sighed, "Feifei, Daddy didn't mean to anger you. Daddy only wanted you to grow up and be more sensible. If you did something wrong, we would have to apologize and take responsibility, right?"

She nodded.

Seeing that she had lowered her head with an apologetic expression, his heart softened and he said gently, "Sit down."

Yan Feifei carefully sat in front of him, focusing her eyes on him.

He said, "Fei Fei, Daddy knows what you're thinking, and he knows you don't like her."

"If Daddy knew, why did he do something I didn't like?"

"Foolish child, there are many things in this world that don't require a reason, and even if there is, there are some reasons that cannot be spoken." Foolish child, there are many things in this world that don't need a reason, even if there is one, there are some reasons that can't be said.

Yan Feifei looked at him and thought for a long time, "I won't ask, but Daddy, can you not let her destroy my memories? "Mommy loves to play the piano the most when she was alive. That Zither Room is my memories of my mother and me, and is the only place I can quietly miss Mommy. Daddy, you clearly know as well, why are you still moving there?"

"Fei Fei, your mother has already passed away for so many years. If we want to think about her, we should hide her deep in our hearts. That is the most precious place, that room …"

"I don't want it." Yan Feifei shook her head. "I don't want to accept this reason. I don't want her to live there either. You have to keep her. I didn't stop you, but why did you let her live there?" I absolutely do not want anyone else to enter that place. "

"Fei Fei, that place has already been taken down."

Yan Feifei's eyes turned sour, warm tears welled up in her eyes. "I tried my best to convince myself to forgive you, but dad, you really disappointed me. You erased the last bit of memories Mommy left for me, I really can't forgive you …"

"I'm sorry." It was the first time that Yan Zhangfeng had apologized for this.

He knew what Yan Feifei was thinking, but there were some things that he had to do.

Yan Feifei lowered her head and rolled her fingers. Warm tears rolled down her face and dripped onto her hands, "Daddy, do you love Mommy? You... "Did you really love her?"

"…"

Yan Zhangfeng felt his throat become sore.

When he thought of his dead wife, there was an almost imperceptible sadness and pain in his eyes.

"No matter what Daddy did, you must never doubt Daddy's feelings for your Mommy. I will never forget her. I will always love her, just like you."

"But the way you loved her had already erased the last traces of her family, if Mommy knew, she would be very sad, she spent most of her life for you, sacrificed most of her life, and before she died, she even told me to take good care of you, to take care of you, Daddy, Mommy loved you so much, why did you have to be so cruel to erase all these traces left behind by her? Or is that woman so important that she can't even compare to Mommy? "

What made her sad was that Yan Changfeng had completely forgotten about her mother.

Not even the slightest memory would leave her.

Her mother loved him so much that why could he ignore a man who had sacrificed his life for another woman?

No one knew what Yan Changfeng was thinking, but he suddenly said coldly, "If it's destroyed, then so be it!" "After she's been gone for so long, those of us who are still alive will always live on. I can't live in that memory forever, and neither can you. We'll always have something new to replace it."

Substitute?

Is that his answer?

Yan Feifei suddenly felt that her mother was really sad. She forcefully closed her eyes to hide her disappointment towards Yan Zhangfeng.

The reason for her return was, first, that Charlie's words had sobered her up, and secondly, that she wanted to test out Yan Changfeng's attitude.

Who knew that Yan Changfeng's words would disappoint her …

That's good too, she didn't have to care about Yan Changfeng's feelings anymore.

From now on, this was the only home she was going to protect. As for the others, she didn't care about them at all.

Yan Fei Fei raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face. She looked up at him and said, "I understand what you mean."

"Forget it. If you really don't want to apologize, then don't!" If you really hate her that much, I will tell her repeatedly to not appear in front of you and not let her bother you. She will not be coming up to the second floor. " Yan Changfeng took a step back, but he insisted on using his Zither Room and insisted on bringing Jiang Kerou back to their house.

Yan Feifei was already completely disappointed in Yan Changfeng, so she was not surprised that he would say such a thing now.

Seeing that Yan Fei Fei did not have the same agitated look as before, Yan Changfeng's attitude softened, "Fei Fei, father naturally has his reasons for doing this. Don't worry about anything, don't ask anything."

"Oh." She replied dispiritedly.

Heh, don't you mind?

If he really didn't care, then maybe one day, that woman would really live in their house and become their mistress.

At that time, would there still be a place for her in the future?

Their Yan family would probably be destroyed by that woman.

They were both women, and she could really feel it. That woman didn't love her father at all. That woman only loved her family's money.

Yan Feifei took a deep breath and asked seriously, "Daddy, I just want to ask you a question."

"Hmm? Ask away. "

"Does she love you?" Yan Feifei asked, "That woman, does she really love you?"