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It wasn't a strange embrace, nor was it a strange broad back, nor was it a strange body temperature.

All of this had a sense of déjà vu.

Li Shinian was suddenly curious about his past.

He had never been as curious as he was at this moment.

Could there have been someone in her past who had been wholehearted and kind to her? Would there be someone who would pamper her, protect her, and rush to her side as soon as she was in danger?

She didn't know.

There is no answer to these questions.

She went back to the castle and once sought out her attending physician.

Her doctor told her that she had barely survived.

By the time she was taken to the hospital, she was badly injured.

They didn't hold much hope in saving her. It was due to her strong desire to live that she was able to pull herself back from the gates of hell.

The doctors said they didn't know what had happened to her before she was taken to the hospital. All they knew was that her brother had been furious when he found out she was going to die.

All he knew was that she had been operated on several times in a row, and the most serious craniotomy had resulted in complications. She had nearly left this world forever in her coma.

It was a miracle that she was able to wake up in just two months. Furthermore, she had recovered so well. She wasn't as weak as the other patients who had undergone craniotomy.

A miracle?

Was it a miracle or was it because she was too unwilling?

She had a feeling that someone was waiting for her, that something important was missing.

It frightened her. She didn't want to leave the world, and even if she did, she wanted to say goodbye.

"Mr. Chu, I am very sorry about what happened today. It was just that I felt uncomfortable with Miss Su so I wanted to call you over. I didn't expect that it would …"

"Yes!"

Li Shinian drooped her long eyelashes in disappointment.

Did he not seem to believe him, or did he not care?

After walking for a long time, Li Shinian felt that it was really awkward for him to remain quiet. He took the initiative to find a topic, "You said before that you didn't like your wife at the beginning, but after that, why did you slowly think it through and fall in love with her?"

"No reason." Zhu Jiangci's voice was cold, "It's just that I feel that this way of life will not be too bad, after living together for such a long period of time, she had already infiltrated into my life and became a part of it. If I were to rashly remove her from my life, not only would she lose all face, even I would not want to live."

"Is it because of habit?" Was it because he was used to the other party's existence that he was unable to accept the other party leaving?

"Perhaps," Zhu Jiangci carried her, "Isn't habit scarier than anything else?"

"But there will always be people who will be ruthless enough to give up their habits, and emotions won't."

Li Shinian's words made the man chuckle softly, "You haven't dated anyone before, right? You can't even remember the appearance of the person you loved back then, nor why you fell in love with him. Compared to the intangible feelings, the habit you have formed for a long time is more stable, at least if you want to stop it, you will have to spend a lot of energy and time. Without that perseverance, the person who cannot stand the pain, perhaps it will just be abandoned halfway. "

Li Shinian remained silent.

She was carefully considering what Zhu Jiangci had said.

That made sense, emotions were such an unreliable thing.

Say I love you today, and maybe we'll part ways tomorrow.

Whether it was a promise or love, it was the most unprotected thing in the world.

"I'm rather envious of your wife. At least she got what she wanted and won the bet."

"Don't envy her. She is more miserable than you think." Zhu Jiangci said solemnly, "There is no such thing as a without a reason or cause, and she has sacrificed a lot to obtain it. Perhaps, even she can't tell whether she has lost more, or had more, and at least I don't think that what she has done is worth it."

For a bastard like him, Su Qiao An was truly foolish.

"I feel that what she's doing is understandable. Whether it's worth it or not, if the person in question can't say anything, then the others have nothing to say." Li Shinian was not clear about their past.

However, from Zhu Jiangci's tone, she could vaguely sense that it was not a beautiful story, but rather a very tragic one.

His words were obscure, and he had never mentioned a single detail.

"You really want to marry Li Quan?" Zhu Jiangci asked.

He never thought that he would ask such a question, causing Li Shinian to be stumped for words.

After thinking for a long time, she softly said, "He treats me very well, I can't find another person who treats me as well. Furthermore, he doesn't hate me, that's enough."

she said, changing the subject. "Didn't you say so? Love is the most unreliable thing in the world, so there's not much difference between marrying anyone and them. As long as they can think for me, they will treat me well. "

It was unknown what Zhu Jiangci was thinking, after hearing what she had to say, he kept quiet, he did not have any words to say nor did he have any intention to say anything.

Silence again.

It was unknown what insect's cry sounded from the surroundings, but it was endless, accompanied by the sound of the wind.

She ran blindly through the night, stumbling and feeling tired, her body bruised and bruised.

He was so tired that he wanted to close his eyes and fall asleep right now.

He didn't know if it was because he was here that he felt so at ease.

She didn't seem to be afraid anymore.

At the beginning, he could just say that he wasn't going to sleep, he couldn't sleep.

As time passed, she grew drowsy, unable to control her drowsiness.

His eyelids were too heavy to lift.

She thought she should just rest for a while. He wouldn't mind.

She leaned her head against his shoulder and fell into a deep sleep.

It was unknown what she was dreaming of as she mumbled, "Don't go …" "Don't go …"

Zhu Jiangci carried her on his back and tried his best to find the marking he left on the tree when he arrived.

Suddenly, his body froze.

The person who had fainted on his back had a restless sleep.

There was a warm feeling, and the thin shirt seemed to be wet and wet at the same time. It stuck to his skin, making him feel extremely uncomfortable.

Did he cry?

That was all he could think of.

What was she crying about?

Hearing her vague words, he did not know what she was talking about. All he knew was that she seemed very scared right now.

She was afraid of people leaving, afraid of people abandoning her.

Other than a few lines of sleep talking that were not even online, she was very quiet. There was not a single sound, and even crying was completely silent.

Silently crying. If it wasn't for his clothes being a little wet, he probably wouldn't even know that she was crying.

In the dream... Were they all this unstable?