She can stay awake for a short time, but her hands and feet are tied and can't move. She sighs wearily.
A very light sigh also awakened the shallow sleep of Chu Jiang CI.
He woke up and asked in a hoarse voice, "wake up?"
"Well"
naturally she remembers.
She remembers what happened before.
I vaguely remember how she was taken out of the island and sent to the hospital. I also remember how she was mad and hurt people.
She asked, "did I hurt you?"
Unable to see clearly at night, she could only see the general outline of the man and identify his position.
"No," Chu asked, "do you feel any discomfort?"
She didn't speak.
Chu Jiangci thought that she was suffering from being tied up. When he reached out to help her untie her, he was stopped by her.
"Don't untie it, if I do that again, it will hurt others," she said in a low tone.
Chu Jiang's back was stiff.
After a moment's hesitation, he chose to help her untie the shackles on her hands and feet.
He didn't say, "I'll keep watch on you," until he untied the cloth on her feet
Her hands are numb.
After being tied for a long time, he maintained a posture, his blood circulation was stagnant, and even his hand retraction became sluggish. "Are you pitying me?"
"Do you think people like me look like they're prone to compassion?"
"No way." She replied very honestly.
Because it's not like that, it's more confusing.
She thought for a long time, "in fact, I heard what you said to the doctor."
She was just too tired to wake up and open her eyes. She heard what they said.
Chu Jiang's speech was stiff, but she was still in the mood to laugh. "I have feelings about my own body, but I already know it."
It's thanks to Li Quan. Li Quan gave her a wake-up call when she asked about her drugs.
This is also the reason why cenchuan traveled to Hong Kong and secretly left Hong Kong without Li Jinnan's knowledge.
But before she got the test report of the drug, there were many twists and turns, and she ran aground.
It should be said that she is not willing to believe that the people who calculate her will be their own relatives!
Those medicines were handed over to her by Li Jinnan. How could he not know that there was something wrong with them?
She didn't want Li Jinnan to think so badly. She thought that there were some problems with the ingredients of the drug itself. It was a problem with the medicine prescribed by the doctor
Up to now, she still doesn't want to suspect Li Jinnan.
She was distracted, and Chu Jiang CI took her hand, warm in the palm. "Don't worry, I believe you can quit."
She took it for nearly half a year. She was addicted, but the addiction should not be so deep. As long as she survived, as long as she endured the initial period, he believed that she could recover slowly. At that time, he would accompany her to take care of her body even if she had to leave the country and lose her family.
"Do you believe me so?" She bent her lips and smiled. At night, she couldn't distinguish her face. "I don't believe myself..."
Chu Jiang wanted to open his mouth, but the words were stuck in his throat, so he could not say anything.
Now he can't ask her to work hard for whom, or to believe in herself.
Perhaps the first half of life is too self willed, and now he has become submissive and forward-looking, in her body, he has tasted enough frustration and powerlessness.
That makes him feel like he's a wimp and can't do anything.
People are so strange and contradictory creatures. When they don't look well, their breath is a mistake.
Engraved in the heart, she frowned and drooped her eyes, which made him feel worried.
Quiet night, quiet ward.
The room is cold, with a faint smell of disinfectant lingering in the whole room.
She suddenly laughed, "do you want me to see things or hide them, or do you want me to see them?"
She paused and said again, "you mean it? If it is intentional, you will not let it go so casually. You should say that you didn't expect that there was such a big secret in the letter, did you? "
"Afraid?" Chu Jiang asked her.
"Afraid," she sighed, "it's actually wrong that I've been indoctrinated for so long. I'm not his daughter, I'm not strict in reading, I'm afraid I can't find who I am." She didn't know how to describe it.
There is a sense of relief, but also a deep loss.
Even if the memory is disrupted by pieces of jigsaw puzzle, without one of the most important pieces, it can't be pieced together well.
Her memory is blank, the only identity that comforts her is false.
Is she an adopted daughter? Where are her parents?
"Do you want to find your own memory? Want to know who you are? "She shook her head.
"At first, I would think so. Now I don't have such a strong thirst for knowledge. I think I'm living a good life now."
Li Zhenting said that no matter what role she will play in the future, she will always be his daughter.
She really Do not want to know their past, do not want to find the so-called biological parents.
Chu Jiangci did not know whether to be happy or worried. "Why not? Don't you feel scared because you don't know who you are? "
"Fear is short, but pain is long. Who can guarantee that my biological parents will not bring me greater blow? And... " Her eyes were as quiet as a pool. "I feel like my past is very sad So sad memory why do I have to find it back? When a blank person is sentenced to death earlier, he should be free and easy...... "
As soon as the voice fell, Chu Jiang CI reached out to the top of her hair and gently fiddled with her hair. "You can think like that."
His idea is consistent with hers. He knows that she thinks she is only Li Zhenting's own daughter, but she is still Li Shinian who was raised by Li Zhenting.
He didn't want to break the window paper.
She doesn't need to know anything. Suqiao'an brings her more suffering than happiness. Since fate has made the best choice for them, he will give up his life.
She didn't repel Chu Jiang so much.
After reading the letter, her mood slowly changed.
It's hard for them to keep quiet and peaceful when she is awake.
After a brief exchange, no one spoke again.
This is her situation. Occasionally, she would lose her sense of consciousness. In order to prevent her from hurting herself, he could only tie her hands and feet.
The doctor told him that her increased intracranial pressure is not a good sign, and more conditions may appear.
He didn't expect to come so soon. She vomited so much that her whole body convulsed like epilepsy.
He could not press her hands and feet, so he had to wait for the doctor to come.