Chapter 574

She was speechless and unable to answer.

To be honest, her feelings for Chu Jiang CI are just like and not exclusive.

It's not deep enough to say that we should live and die for each other, nor important enough to put each other's mood first.

Before she does everything, the first thing she thinks about is always her feelings.

She did it as she wanted, without considering the consequences.

In other words, she didn't care about the consequences at all.

Anyway, it's a drag to live, and it's not enough to die.

If a fluke doesn't die, it's her destiny.

The original warm atmosphere became condensed with her silence. Her silence has given Chu Jiangci the best answer.

Chu Jiang's words tightened his thin lips and straightened his face.

The moment she left, she finally opened her mouth. "Don't you think I'm a drag? I look like this, whether it can be cured or not, it will drag on the people around me. You will be good to me now, and your mind will not go bad for a long time. I don't want to be a drag bottle for anyone. If you think my practice has failed your feelings, then I'm sorry, I can't put your feelings first. Chu Jiang quit, I admit that I am right for you Everything you do will feel exciting, but I can't find out how much I love you. "

She thought that maybe people's feelings would really change with the disappearance of memory. She also understood that if not for her deep feelings for Chu Jiangci, maybe his figure would completely disappear from her memory, let alone be affected by him.

The remaining emotion is only enough to support her to approach him involuntarily and accept what he has done to himself.

It's not that she doesn't love anymore. She just can't find the love that she once saw more important than life.

She actually

In fact, she really didn't want to speak so thoroughly. She knew it was selfish and hurtful.

It's quiet in the room, but it's depressing.

At first, she thought Chu Jiang's speech would turn over and get angry. But after a long wait, he said, "it's OK."

Okay?

Is he really acceptable?

Sujoan looked at it suspiciously, his eyes full of suspicions.

He only looked at her with gentle eyes and eyebrows. "You should live for yourself. Don't hurt yourself for anyone else in the future."

"If I did, wouldn't you be sad?"

"Sad," he said, "but I'd rather go back than lose forever. It's very good that you love me a little less. I can double the compensation to you. Only in this way can I catch up with you."

he didn't want her to recover her memory or hope her to recover from the beginning.

Compared with the aggrieved life around him, it's better to live a life of selfishness and selfishness.

But it's just putting the cart before the horse. Their roles have been changed, so he has a chance to clear the pure feelings she gave him.

She looked at Chu Jiang's speech, and her mind turned.

It's a little sore, and it's also a little acid on the tip of the nose.

She stopped her eyes and said, "that's very nice."

Chu Jiang's words didn't say anything, and no matter how much dissatisfaction and anger they had, they disappeared.

It's amazing. When has he been so easy to dismiss? Sujoan's whispering words dispelled his anger.

……

Suqiao'an's body is slowly recuperating. After the last accident, the people in the hospital dare not use any slack to the master, for fear that they will blink, and suqiao'an will have no moth.

Of course, they were not in charge of the hospital. Since then, Chu Jiangci has been with suqiao'an.

Her drug addiction is getting less and less, because of the increase of intracranial pressure, she will have headache and tinnitus from time to time, but there is no convulsion like epilepsy at the beginning.

As long as the weather is good, Chu Jiangci will push her to go out in the sun.

In the garden downstairs, she sat quietly watching the children who were also wearing sick clothes running around. She said with great envy, "it's nice to have a child..."

It was like a sharp dagger stabbing into his heart.

"He cold face," nothing good, too noisy too noisy

"Don't you like children?" She looked at Chu Jiang strangely.

How does she feel that Chu Jiangci doesn't dislike children, and how does she make it seem that she doesn't like children very much

"Well, I don't like it."

She said in disbelief.

Sitting in silence is boring. One of her hands is held by Chu Jiangci. She pinches her little finger and her index finger from time to time.

Sujoan asked curiously, "how do you tell? You should have known for a long time that she was not me. That's why there was a snatch, right? "

"Because the time of your appearance is so coincidental, she is really like you, and her behavior is imitating you, so I can't find any defects." Chu Jiang Ci's eyes were deep. "But it's just like you, so I can't find that flutter on her, isn't it strange?"This is called the destiny in the netherworld?

Sujoan tut.

"No matter what you become, I will find you." Chu Jiangci said very seriously, she listened to very perfunctory, lack of interest in the hum.

Perhaps because of the lack of memory, she was not so moved to hear these words.

"So you're kidding me?" Suqiao'an sneers, "pretend to be a bad guy. I've been haunted by guilt for a long time. Are you intentional? Since I knew it, why didn't you remind me earlier? "

Chu Jiangci was silent for a long time. "I don't know whether you want to be Li Shinian or to be suqiao'an. Besides, if I told you, would you believe me? All the feelings and memories that the name sujoan carries, once you accept it, are all on you. You said that you would rather remember blank than find a painful memory. Since you think it's happier, I don't want to force it. "

"Fool," she said dully.

Her cold and quiet heart was suddenly moved, no It should be said that the residual emotion prompted her to respond.

Sujoan glanced at him, his eyes red.

She made bold speculation, but was soon overthrown by herself. What really made her confirm her conjecture was that she heard Chu Jiangci talking to a man that night.

The man seemed to have a lot to do with Chu Jiangci. She heard the man say, "she has forgotten you. What's the point of doing so much? Even if you owe her more, you should pay it off. It's not worth your whole life. "

……

Chu Jiang's speech seems to have been silent for a long time, and his voice is extremely low, "not enough, not enough..."

He said he didn't need others to measure right and wrong. He knew whether it was worth it or not.

He said that the first half of his life was living in a muddle headed way. He walked for the measurement set by others. For the rest of his life, he just wanted to do what he wanted to do and love the people he wanted to love.

He also said that forgetting doesn't mean it's a bad thing. Sometimes forgetting will make them move forward better.

It doesn't matter if she changes. He will never change.

This time, change him to come to her, change him to love her.

She heard it and felt it.

No matter what happened between them in the past, she only knew that from that moment on, she fell in love with a man named Chu Jiangci again.

Maybe love is not as deep as before, but at least he is still in her heart, always.