There was a faint cry, and she heard someone crying.
The wailing was always affecting her heart.
It was dark all around, and she could not see anything, but she could accurately determine the source of the cry.
Following the cry, in the dead darkness, she finally found the woman in the corner.
Sujoan could not control her steps and even reached out to touch her.
She was not afraid at all, but the cry was too painful, and her heart hurt.
She looked at her left hand a little confused, and then she saw that the man finally raised his head.
It was her own face.
Sujoan, who had been startled, turned pale and stepped back a few steps.
The space she was in was suddenly distorted, the boundless darkness was dispelled, suddenly the light was dazzling, and she subconsciously closed her eyes.
When she opened her eyes again, she found out that she had arrived at the hospital.
Just in the hospital hall, she heard someone shouting to get out of the way.
She looked back and saw that the paramedics were pushing one person anxiously to her direction. As soon as she wanted to get out of the way, everyone went through her body and didn't hit her at all.
She was stupefied and followed vaguely.
At the door of the emergency room, she put out her hand and put it through.
Smoothly into the operating room, it is strange that she did not see the doctor, did not see the nurse.
But you can hear them talking, it seems that they are still doing surgery, and you can hear the sound of the instrument running.
What surprised her even more was the woman's voice she heard.
Suqiao'an heard her regret, also heard her resentment and begging, which were not worth the sorrow and despair after losing the child.
……
That's her
Sujoan approached with difficulty. The closer he got to the operating table, the more he could see who was lying on the operating table with bloody hands.
That face is herself, and so is the one who lost her child and was discouraged.
For the first half of her life, it was like a movie. One was over, the other was on.
The only difference is that she can experience the happiness, anger and sorrow of the host.
The man in front of her
And what she saw seemed to be two people.
Don't be gentle and considerate. It's hard for him to speak to her patiently.
In front of her eyes, he always with some arrogance and ridicule, always in the cynical exclusion of her.
After being angry, her face was very different from what she had seen.
Sujoan subconsciously touched her neck. It seemed that she felt the suffocation just after being pinched.
She stubbornly wanted to catch up with him, but it took a long time to understand that he never stopped to wait for her, so no matter how hard she tried, she could not catch up with him.
She and Qi Yuanyuan said that she used so many years to perform a monologue that moved her audience, but the only one she wanted to move was not moved.
Saved enough disappointment, saved enough humiliation, finally understood the shame, finally knew the pain, learned to let go, learned to go out of that did not belong to her circle.
But she was so useless that she lost her way on the way and turned around.
Everyone is moving forward, only she is still standing where she is.
Looking at her past in this way, suqiao'an has mixed feelings.
She is like having a dream. When she wakes up, people wake up.
When you open your eyes, what you see is flawless white.
Her senses seemed to recover, and she felt as if her hand had been held, as if a faint cry from another world had become clear.
"Ann?"
Sujoan looked at the man who was holding his hand and blinked a little. She wanted to speak, but her voice seemed to be choked, and nothing could be heard.
"Don't worry, take your time." Chu Jiangci had red blood in his eyes and green stubble on his chin.
He brought water and fed it to sujoan. Sujoan slowed down and looked at the man by the bed.
She didn't know how to deal with Chu Jiang Ci, especially after accepting that long memory, when she saw Chu Jiang CI again, she always felt strange.
I feel a little aggrieved and a little disappointed. What's more, I'm at a loss.
She still doesn't know how to mediate her emotions in the face of Chu Jiang's resignation. She may need some time to digest that past.
Sujoan asked wearily, "where's my child?"
"The baby is still in the incubator. You can see it in a while. You can rest assured that the baby is very healthy." Chu Jiangci dare not speak loudly.
"Oh Did I sleep long? ""Yes, you slept a long time." She fell into a coma at the beginning of the operation and didn't wake up until the end of the operation.
He was afraid that sujoan would not wake up so soon, so he didn't even dare to blink these days, for fear that something might happen to her.
Sujoan nodded wearily, then closed his eyes again. "So tired..."
"Hard work for you." She has been pregnant with children for so long, but he has no time to accompany them.
Fortunately, she was just too weak to fall into a coma instead of other troubles. Otherwise, he would not be able to forgive himself for promising sujoan to let her keep her children.
"I want to sleep a little longer," said sujoan weakly.
Chu Jiangci didn't want her to go to sleep again. This time, she was pushed out of the operating room for four days and fell into a coma. After sleeping for four days, he began to panic at the sight of suqiao'an closing his eyes.
But sujoan looked so uncomfortable, he could not say so selfish request, silent for a while, he said in a hoarse voice, "OK, then you have a rest."
Sujoan said softly and closed his eyes tired.
She was born by caesarean section. She should not be so depressed in spirit, but she spent almost all her energy in giving birth to this child. Now she can't really talk about it. It's not because of the excuses she deliberately sought to avoid Chu Jiang's words.
She didn't want to think hard about Chu Jiangci.
She was just surprised at her intuition. Sure enough, that memory was not worth her recalling. In retrospect, it only increased her troubles.
Sujoan had not been up for ten minutes before she went back to sleep, so she didn't even know who had come to see her.
When Li Quan came, sujoan was still awake.
He put nutrition and flowers aside, and looked at Chu Jiang's speech. "Isn't she awake? Since it's OK to wake up, you'd better deal with your own image. "