During the month of sitting on the moon, suqiao'an didn't really move. The person who took care of her was still the original support worker, but Chu Jiangci had more time to accompany her.
She had asked doubtfully why he always came to accompany her in this period of time.
Chu Jiang hesitated, but at last told her the truth. He said, "my mother knows about your baby. She offered to transfer to the hospital to help me take care of your mother and daughter."
Really?
It was Feng Manli who asked for transfer
"I know there are many barriers between you. I won't ask you to forgive her. You don't have to embarrass yourself." Chu Jiang's words were very considerate to persuade her.
It is impossible for her to forgive Feng Manli.
This point, perhaps Chu Jiang CI is more clear than her, will say that kind of comfort her words.
Her kindness is limited to that she will not ask Chu Jiangci to choose between her and Feng Manli, or to ignore his mother.
It's impossible for her to forgive Feng Manli and understand everything she has done to her in the past.
Once some injuries are formed, it will be a lifetime. How much courage will she have to hold before she comes back to Chu Jiangci. She believes that Chu Jiangci will not fail to understand this.
She wrote Chu Jiang's Ci because of her feelings for more than ten years. He was the brightest star in her desolation, illuminating the long road and pointing out the direction for her.
The obsession and heavy feelings made her unable to let go.
It can be said that in those days, if it wasn't for the shock of her child, she might not simply choose to leave the world related to him completely.
……
Her forgiveness was never because of her kindness, but because of her inability to let go.
It can be said that her goodness has a bottom line and degree, and she has never been a blind virgin.
She has never said anything about Feng Manli.
Especially after thinking about all the things in the past, she was almost reticent to Feng Manli, and would never take the initiative to bring up any topic related to her.
Of course, she did not prevent Chu Jiangci, the only son, from going to see feng Manli.
Sujoan thought he didn't know anything, didn't ask, didn't care.
After a month, she can not lie still, but her surgical wound recovery is very slow, so she will have a dull pain when she moves, and the range of action cannot be too large, or she will pull the surgical wound.
On this day, she was still in the ward as usual. The paramedics went to help her with shopping. Chu Jiangci went to see feng Manli. She sat alone in the bed reading.
I was so fascinated that I didn't even know someone had come into the room.
"I seem to be late."
“……”
as like as two peas, she saw her only looking at her with a smile.
"You Ah Xun She almost thought it was a ghost. Think about it carefully. The other party told her her her name, though it was a fake one.
Ah Xun put a bunch of Platycodon flowers on the bedside table and sat down on the chair beside the bed. "It's me."
"Haven't you left cenchuan?"
"I have to come back for a little reason, but I will be leaving soon." She didn't say what she was coming back for. She was still smiling and congealing with sujoan.
Sujoan nodded, wisely not questioning her privacy.
"Don't you wonder why I came to the hospital to see you?" A Xun's voice is warm and soft, like the soft, waxy and sweet unique to the south of the Yangtze River. It's very comfortable to listen to. He doesn't make any affectation.
But she was on the point.
Sujoan was really curious about why she wanted to see her. It seemed that they didn't have a big meeting.
Li Jinnan used her to steal the day. They used to stand on the opposite side. Now even if the opposite relationship no longer exists, she shouldn't come to find herself. Right, there is no friendship between them, is there?
In fact, I don't know why. I heard that you had a baby and wanted to congratulate you
She paused and joked, "maybe it's because we have the same appearance now, and I will feel happier when I see you happy."
when ah Xun said these words, there was an unknown sadness running down his eyes.
Suqiao'an, who was already a mother, could recognize it. She could see that ah Xun was not happy.
"Thank you." She said it sincerely.
In any case, the visitors are all guests. What's more, ah Xun has come so far, which is very impressive.
Ah Xun shook his head. "I can't bear this thank you. I'm sorry for you. If I didn't help you, you wouldn't have to stay away from your husband for so long and make so many misunderstandings."
"Even without you, there will be others." She should be glad that ah Xun is not such a clever person.What's more, the source of this incident is not found in ah Xun. It's Li Jinnan's madness.
She doesn't believe that Li Shinian's death has nothing to do with him.
Love?
Is Li Jinnan worthy of love?
That kind of abnormal feelings can only suffocate the people he loves. Maybe it's just love that can't give birth to the idea of killing Xiaonian.
Paranoid and manic, this feeling is too ugly.
"It's a pity I didn't see your child." "Ah Xun sighed softly," but I think your husband and wife have such a high face value, and their children must have grown well
"I'm sorry, because the baby is a premature baby, whose body is a little worse than that of a normal newborn. She can't hold it out for a hairdryer yet." She had not even met the child herself.
It's been more than a month, and she hasn't been able to see her daughter in person, which makes her sad.
But in order to have a better body to take care of children in the future, sujoan can bear the urge to see children.
"It doesn't matter. I'll see you if I have a chance." She hopes to have that chance!
In fact
"I envy you very much." At first, I thought your husband was really a good man, but now I think it's because you are good enough that your husband will be so good to you
The relationship between men and women has always been relative. Once there is a situation that one head is more important than the other, it is difficult to maintain the balance of that relationship.
She understood that the reason why Chujiang CI loved suqiao'an so much was that suqiao'an also loved Chujiang CI so much.
Fortunately, Chu Jiangci still knew that his heart could be covered with heat.
"Look at me. When I come here, I can only say such nonsense..." She looked at the time. "It seems that it's not too early. I'd better go first to avoid meeting other people."