They didn't talk too much about the cooperation case, because the meal would soon begin.
Before dinner, Tuan Zi fell asleep.
I don't know if I'm tired of playing, or if it's because suqiao'an is too comfortable and attached to her mother's unique sense of security.
Tuan Zi fell asleep quickly, and closed his eyes with a pacifier.
Tuanzi's eyelashes are long, slender and curly, and look like a delicate doll.
At the hundred day banquet, Tuanzi was held in front of so many people for the first time.
Many people are envious of Tuanzi's high beauty just after she was born, especially Qi Yuanyuan, who loves her children and refuses to give up every time she comes.
Tuanzi also didn't recognize her. No matter who came to hold her, she would let the other side hold her. She would also laugh. She was so cute.
But hold for a long time will start impatient, want to find mom, want mom to hold.
Tuanzi is very clingy to sujoan. The only time she cried was because she couldn't find sujoan.
When sujoan saw her daughter crying into a tearful person, she was in great pain. The two mothers and daughters cried together.
Chu Jiangci coaxed the big, too late to coax the small.
Fortunately, after seeing his mother, Tuan Tuan's mood gradually calmed down.
It's sujoan who is also very self reproachful. She has tears in her eyes, and she doesn't care about people. She's holding her baby and doesn't talk to people.
After Chu Jiangci found out that she had a child, she seemed to be more likely to hurt spring and autumn, and her mood was too easily affected by the outside world, and ups and downs.
He didn't know whether to say it was good or not.
During the meal, Tuan Tuan was carried upstairs. The servants were not able to serve. They knew that the male host didn't like them to walk around. So as long as Chu Jiang quit at home, they would hide in an interesting way to reduce their sense of existence as much as possible.
Only the two of them are eating quietly in the restaurant, and sujoan's appetite is as small as ever.
In the days when she was pregnant with Tuanzi, she could eat more because of Tuanzi. Now she has given birth to Tuanzi. She can't eat any more, and she has returned to the stage when she didn't like eating before pregnancy.
Chu Jiangci once threatened and lured her to eat more, and she vomited all that night.
It's not vomiting, it's really not eating.
He understood that suqiao'an had such a small amount of food. If she was forced to eat more, her stomach would not be able to digest, and if it was serious, she would vomit.
Since then, he has been afraid to take care of her meals.
He doesn't force her to eat as much as she can.
After cooking such a table of food, suqiao'an was full with such a few bites. Chu Jiangci couldn't help her.
After dinner, suqiao'an made a gesture to get up and go upstairs to accompany the child. Chu Jiangci stopped her. "The regiment has gone to sleep. You don't have to guard it."
"It doesn't matter. I want to see her when she sleeps."
Suqiao'an regards children more than anything. Every time he comes back, suqiao'an basically hides in the Tuanzi's room.
Even in the evening, she would sleep there. If he hadn't carried people over, she would have to sleep there with a cold.
Chu Jiangci thought that Su qiao'an was in a bit too much state now, but she didn't think so. She also thought that she didn't spend enough time. She was not a conscientious mother.
He couldn't stop him or persuade him. No matter what he said or did, sujoan would still go his own way.
Just like now, he said that he hoped that sujoan would have a rest and not always wake up around the child.
Their daughter is so good that she doesn't need to stare at her all the time.
What's more, now that the child is asleep, is there any practical significance for her to stare there?
"Joan, don't you feel tired after watching the children all day? Now that Tuan Tuan has fallen asleep, you can sit here quietly and accompany me for a meal, can't you? " He hasn't had a chance to be alone with sujon for a long time.
Since she gave birth, her whole attention has been on the child.
Yes, he shouldn't quarrel with his daughter.
But he's a man! He needs sujoan's eyes to have a chance to stay on him for a short time, and she also needs to be able to take time to spend with herself, even if it's just sitting quietly, even if it's just to accompany him to have a meal, that's enough.
But even for such a little time, sujoan was stingy.
Suqiao'an stood in the same place, bleary.
After a while, she sat down again. "You can eat"
instead of rushing upstairs, she sat here quietly waiting for him to eat.
In this way, Chu Jiangci could not eat any more.
He has hardly been with her since she was pregnant.
It's a pity, a pity for both of them.
But there was no way. When she was sitting on the moon, he had tried his best to transfer the time to her side and served her wholeheartedly, for fear that she would fall ill if she didn't sit well.Since she left the hospital, the two of them have less and less time to meet.
Every time he came back, sujoan was either in the room with the children or had gone to bed, and they could say very little.
Chu Jiang's speech was even a little confused about whether suqiao'an was deliberately hiding from him under such an excuse.
But why is she hiding from herself?
At this point, Chu Jiang's words are inconceivable.
"Don't you eat?" Sujoan looked at him with puzzled eyes.
Didn't he let himself stay with him for dinner?
When she sat down, Chu Jiang did not move his chopsticks to play with her?
"Are you dissatisfied with me?" Chu Jiangci didn't want to guess her mind. He would rather pick out some things and say them, rather than let them continue to ferment into obstacles between them.
There are too many irreparable cracks between them. He has tried hard and it is difficult to repair them. The only thing he can do is to try not to let new cracks happen again.
"No," sujoan replied quietly, "why do you feel that way? I don't have any dissatisfaction with you! "
Chu Jiangci took a deep look at her and laughed at herself.
Sujoan seemed to realize something. She pondered for a long time and asked softly, "do you think I don't care about you this time?"
This seems to be the only reason for thinking about it.
She admitted that since the birth of xiaotuanzi, all her energy has been consumed by xiaotuanzi. She always wanted to see her daughter all the time. She would feel flustered if she didn't see the child.
Maybe Maybe the past has become a shadow, so that she can not come out of that nightmare, she will see the child so tightly, right?
She paid too much attention to the little league, so she ignored Chu Jiangci. She was sorry for that.